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“Good Evening everyone. Welcome to Music Station, the one and only show that brings u music at its best! Today, we‘re proud to have a very special guest. The young man who has only been in the industry for a year with 5 number one hits have send shock-waves throughout the world. Lets put our hands together for Fujima Kenji.”
The young man stood under the spotlight as it glared upon him, his black long sleeve pullover and black leather pants. Looking at the audience. He sees nothing. Slowly, the music comes to play as his voice takes over…
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How many times have you told me you love her As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth How long have I stood here beside you I live through you You looked through me
Ooh, Solitude, Still with me is only you Ooh, Solitude, I can't stay away from you :
He feels… yet after so long… its still there… buried deep within him.
He close his eyes, imagining his face… singing to him as if he was there, listening… to his words… his voice… his heart.
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How many times have I done this to myself How long will it take before I see When will this hole in my heart be mended Who now is left alone but me
Ooh, Solitude, Forever me and forever you Ooh, Solitude, Only you, only true
Everyone leave me stranded Forgotten, abandoned, left behind I can't stay here another night :
He opened his eyes, looking around the studio for a familiar face. Hoping and wishing he’d be there. He knew… he was just a fool, waiting for something that will never happen. Waiting for something… that ended even before he could start.
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Your secret in my heart Who could it be :
He wasn’t there… like he has not been even since he left with her. He wasn’t there, when Kenji wrote his first hit. He wasn’t there when Kenji won his first Grammy. He wasn’t there, when he needed him. Foolish of him to think… that he will ever come back to him.
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Ooh, Can't you see All along it was me How can you be so blind As to see right through me
And Ooh, Solitude, Still with me is only you Ooh, Solitude, I can't stay away from you
Ooh, Solitude, Forever me and forever you Ooh, Solitude, Only you, only true
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A trickle escape his orbs as the sound of the guitar solemn. Thunderous applause covered the pain in him. It was left, unnoticed, as it always been. He’s got used to it. He bowed as the lights went off.
“Fujima-san. That was beautiful!” the host of the show shook his hand vigorously as he tried to take his seat.
“Thank you.” Fujima smiled… he can’t remember how many times he’s heard that. He didn’t care if they were genuine or not. He didn’t care if they really liked it… or not. He didn’t really care… anymore.
“Fujima-san, tell me. Do you write songs based on your experiences?”
“Yes… of course. I won’t be true to myself, if I wrote bout something else.” saying that, Fujima could anticipate the next question. The question that has been ringing in everyone’s mind. The question … only he had the answer to.
“Based on the song that you just sang, you said “How many times have you told me you love her” Was your girlfriend gay… or are you?”
Fujima sneered as the audience and everyone within the studio kept their silence. Awaiting his answer…
“I am…” proudly as he did, staring straight into the camera.
The audience and the people who were watching the show gasped as his manager backstage slapped his forehead. Of course they were hints and rumours but that was all it was, until today.
“Is he your boyfriend then?”
“No… he was a very good friend in high school. We meet through basketball. He was from a rival team.”
“What’s his name, if you don’t mind.”
“Actually, I do mind.”
“So do you still love him?”
Once again, he seized everyone’s attention as they wait for his reply.
He closed his eyes, looking for an answer. Looking for something to say… anything at all…
“I don’t know…”
“Very well. Thank you for coming Fujima-san. We’d like to wish u all the best for the coming years. Thank you.”
“Your Welcome…” |