The rain beats
pitter pitter pat,
down the window,
big splashes as it hits the ground
with an enormous thud,
getting heavier it would seem,
with every breath that I take.
Seems to reflect how I
now feel.
A blubbering idiot,
I have now become.

Wish you were here
by my side love,
to help me get through
this big blow,
that's hit me,
... just found out today.
Then I wouldn't have
time to feel so bad,
If you were.

Guess in a way
thank heaven's for work.
You're away,
no doubt achieving
all that you've set out to do
for the good of your clients,
you care about so very much.

I shall get over this,
... I always have before
when tragedy has befallen
on me and the ones that I love.

And like I always shall,
I think ... I hope,
when others shall leave
this place for
somewhere far greater.

Well, my dear friend,
I so hope that you're
having a swell time
up there in Heaven.

Am sure justice shall be
served given time,
to those who are
responsible
for yet another unbelievable
disaster.

Guess that your number was up, huh?!
Maybe you can only use your
nine lives
after a certain period of time
since your last.
I guess that around two months
since the terriorist attacks
of September the 11,
where you had to run for your life,
narrowly avoiding being crushed
to death by tower number two,
just wasn't enough time.

Hope that you didn't suffer any pain.
Hope that you're having great fun,
up there in your new home of
Heaven ... despite being robbed
of your life down here,
but alias maybe it is for the better,
the way the world is turning.
If you aren't,
then you should, you hear.

I'm fine ... we're all fine.
I won't lie,
it is hard.
Given time we will
learn to cope,
get over the grief,
learn to live without you
in our lives no more.

You know how one day you told me
you wanted to go out in style,
well I guess in a werid way,
your wish was granted,
you got to go out in style,
however sadly to along with all
those other innocent people.

Take care,
Love You dear friend.
Guess now it is good-bye,
Until I see you in my dreams,
and also until we meet once more.
Please do enjoy your new life,
lucky you ... now deadline free.

Written: Wednesday 14 November 2001