The way that I feel for you,
I've never felt like this before,
with any other.

Lay awake in bed with my thoughts,
and slowly I begin to drift off into happy dreams,
which are ever increasing to you.

In class, when I should be paying attention,
to the new things we are learning, to pass at year's end,
my thoughts are ever increasing to you.

Out and about meeting new people, I should be having fun,
moving on in my life instead of staying in pause mode, causing the opposite,
Yet my thoughts are ever increasing to you.

At least for now me and you,
I don't think are meant to be.
But still my thoughts are ever increasing to you.

Why is this so unfair?
Why does this always seem to happen only to me?
Wanting you yet not being able to have you. Why? Why?

I just wish that these thoughts would disappear for a while,
That if you and I are meant to be, that we find a way soon.
I don't think I can stand to be miserable a moment longer.

Written: Saturday 3 August 2002