THE WAY I FEEL ...
© Michaela


As I sit at work
and ponder at
the ever increasing mess
that is my pile of work
after a week's worth of absence.
The steady ticking of the clock
just the one radio on today
humming quietly in the background
thank goodness ...
for golfing commentary all day sucks
(Ha, would have been great if it was music though!).
I take time out of my
oh so hectic schedule
ever increasing
to just take a break
to think of you.
It may only be for
a moment,
but oh how so
precious to me
that "moment" is.

Long for the moment
that I finish for the day,
so that for me
the "moment"
can last longer.

Live for the weekends
for seeing you in person
is so much more greater
than just merely
thinking of you,
talking on the phone.

Wish it could last,
wish you could be
the last one I see
before I fall asleep
in your big, strong and warm embrace
wish you were there
beside me when I awake each day.

Can't just switch
off the way I feel for you.
Oh, I so don't know how long
I can keep my feelings buried,
inside of me ... deep,
out of sight,
out of mind,
from you,
the one, the only,
that I love.
I've given my heart
and to also my soul.

Don't wanna be the
first to share with you,
how much I love
and care for you
until I know
how you feel.

Don't wanna jump the gun,
over step the mark so soon,
until I know, know the
way you feel.
As I so want these
feelings I have for you ... to last.



Written: Wednesday 07 November 2001