Hi ya!

I use Rheinhold as an email name. My real name is Richard. Why the pseudonym? Kind of a long story. I was diagnosed bipolar about 12 years ago. Worked a few years until I totally had a major breakdown. Been on permanent disability for ten years now. Along the way I've had to admit to hearing voices, seeing things and some other bizarre (to the "normal person") things. Lately I've had to admit I have a secondary personality. Not fun. But what the hell! I try to use my sense of humor dealing with my mental illness.

I take my pmeds. Do what the doctors tell me to do. I avoid negative people. When I'm around a negative person, I turn into the biggest smartass you'll ever meet.

I've tried a million of these groups. 99% are places for the poor pitiful me types. All they want is sympathy. And none of them want to help themselves. I don't tolerate that.

When I went out, I had to search and search for help. Luckily I found a good doctor. I also had some very nice people help me. I tried playing games at time. Luckily I had doctors, therapists and my wife to give me a swift kick in the ass.

I learned quickly that I am the only one who can help me. I have good days and bad days. I deal with each as they happen. If a person wants my opinion of years of experience with dealing with a mental illness, I'll give it. And try to help you. But if all you want to do is play games or have a pity party, don't waste your or my time.

By the way, I've been married for over 23 years to a saint of a woman. No children. A bunch of cats and a year old Chihuahua.

No car. If you know where Buck Owens lives, I live in the same town.

Hope I can be friends with all of you.

Richard AKA Rheinhold