Charmed

(Mulder pov)
I’m reading this book of Padgett’s 
About you
My Dana Scully I know and love 
Who he has not yet to understand 
 
My beautiful redhead 
Who has stood by me 
Through thick and thin
Even when I was a horse’s ass 
You were there to save it
 
The things he said about you 
Are all true.
But he doesn't comfort you when you cry 
Or hold you when you need to be held 
Or make fun of your scientific theories 
 
You're mine 
And I'm yours 
Forever
There is no doubt in my mind that no one can sever what we have
 
You are the one who bandages me up when I am hurt 
You’re the one who takes care of me 
You’re the one who comforts me
Who gives a damn about me 
You’re the only one I trust 
 
And when I came across that chapter
That chapter with you and the stranger making love 
I cringe with jealousy 
 
I want to be the one 
Who knows your body 
To make love to you
Until we are to exhausted to do anymore
 
I want to be that person 
 
I go to work each day wishing at the end of the day that we didn't have to part 
That we could stay together forever
 
As this case comes to an end 
And we let Padgett go
He says something strange
That you are already in love 
 
But with whom?
 
I’ve been in love with you since the first moment I met you 
And I’ve kept it hidden 
Afraid that I’d ruin our friendship
Loosing you forever
If I told you how I felt 
 
Padgett gave you that milagro charm 
To express his desire to love you 
But you already have that love with me 
And you don't even know it 
 
You’re my charm 
Everyday I see you smile
Touch your hair
Smell your perfume 
I fall in love with you all over again
 
When I walked into my apartment 
To find you lying there
In a pool of blood 
Dead
My whole world came crashing down 
 
Finally hearing you gasp for air
Cleanses all my fears away 
You are alive
My beautiful Dana Scully is alive in my arms 
 
As I look into your eyes 
I see something that I’ve never seen before 
And I realize that I am the person that you
Are in love with
 
My beautiful partner
In love with me?
Spooky Mulder?
Impossible!
This is a dream come true for me
Its what I always dreamed of
That my beautiful gem
Is in love with a psychotic paranoid man
Who loves her for who she is 

And that she loves him just the same

This poem is obviously from the “Un Milagro” episode. This particular poem of mine in one of my many first poems when I started to write—scary, huh? Even though my fingers itch to edit, I shall keep this like it is because then you could tell if your writing has improved since you first started.

Date updated: January 2,2003 Date written: unknown