Him
(Scully pov)
I need him 
The knowing thought that he is there
Beside me, defending me 
Leading me
 
I need him 
His touch 
His long arms enveloping me 
His smell, making all my senses go haywire 
 
I want him 
I want him so badly that it hurts 
I want to be his one and only 
His everything 
I want to make love to him in the moonlight 
I want to kiss him 
Kiss him senseless
 
I’m tired of this game that we play
The denial game 
We both know that we have feelings for each other, and yet we ignore them
The feelings that we want to become more than friends
More than lovers
But soul mates 
 
I love him 
I have loved him since I first laid my eyes on him 
I want to be able show my love for him 
To kiss all his fears away 
I want to share my life with him 
 
I love him 
 
One look at him makes me go weak in the knees 
One conversation with him and I don't know weather I want to throttle him or kiss him
 
He drives me crazy 
 
But I know that if I need him, if I need to put my trust, my faith, and my love 
That it would be him in my life 
I know that I can count on him for anything
That I all need 
 
Is him

 

I remember writing this poem at the point when Mulder went missing.  It was before he actually was abducted, but we all knew that he was going to.    I saw the preview for Requiem, with a view of the mushy scene, and I thought that it would be the perfect opportunity to write a poem with that in mind.  The fact is… they need each other.

 

 

Date updated: January 3, 2003                                                 Date written: unknown