Minutes
(Mulder pov)
Every minute of everyday
I see her in my mind
Her deep ocean blue eyes
Her smile
She is my angel
I've known her for years, but she has no idea I feel this way
She believes we are friends
And nothing more
Through the years I've gained her trust
She confided in me her deepest and darkest fears
I'm her constant, her touchstone
And she is mine
She saved my life more times than I can count
And I've saved hers
We lean on each other
That's what partners are supposed to do, right?
But I want more
I want to wake up in the morning to find her in my arms
I want to love her with all my heart and soul
I want to take her pain away
I love her so much
She is the only person, who trusted me,
Believed in me
Even when my ideas were so bizarre
She backed me up
But how do I tell my angel that I love her this way?
What if she doesn't feel the same way?
I would be crushed
My whole world would fall apart
I can't take that risk
I can't think of my life without her in it
Guiding me
Leading me
Under her spell
And into my heart
Forever
This was my very first x-file poem that I wrote believe it or not.J I had heard Scully talking about her biological clock ticking so I thought that I would write something relating to time. My fingers kinda itch to edit this one too, but again I am holding back. This poem was written when I was a very green poet.