Minutes
(Mulder pov)
Every minute of everyday
I see her in my mind 
Her deep ocean blue eyes 
Her smile 
 
She is my angel 
I've known her for years, but she has no idea I feel this way 
She believes we are friends 
And nothing more 
 
Through the years I've gained her trust 
She confided in me her deepest and darkest fears                                 
I'm her constant, her touchstone 
And she is mine 
 
She saved my life more times than I can count 
And I've saved hers 
We lean on each other
                               
That's what partners are supposed to do, right? 
But I want more 
 
 
I want to wake up in the morning to find her in my arms 
I want to love her with all my heart and soul 
I want to take her pain away 
 
 
I love her so much 
She is the only person, who trusted me, 
Believed in me 
 
Even when my ideas were so bizarre 
She backed me up 
 
But how do I tell my angel that I love her this way? 
What if she doesn't feel the same way? 
I would be crushed
My whole world would fall apart 
 
I can't take that risk 
I can't think of my life without her in it 
Guiding me 
Leading me 
Under her spell                                
And into my heart 
Forever 
 

 

Author Notes

 

This was my very first x-file poem that I wrote believe it or not.J  I had heard Scully talking about her biological clock ticking so I thought that I would write something relating to time.  My fingers kinda itch to edit this one too, but again I am holding back.  This poem was written when I was a very green poet.