Those 3 little words
(Scully point of view)
Oh my god 
I finally found you 
You are alive 
 
I rush over to your side 
To find you unconscious 
But you are alive 
You are here right before my eyes 
This isn't a dream 
 
Wiping tears from my eyes 
I look at you 
You look so thin 
Pale 
What did they do to you? 
 
It doesn't matter now 
You are here with me 
In the living flesh 
 
5 months you were gone 
It was hell without you 
Everyone thought that you were dead 
But not me 
I believed 
I believed that you were alive 
I would have felt it if you had died 
 
Now as I sit here by your bedside 
I take your hand in mine 
I will not leave your side
Not even to pee 
 
Doctors say that you are fine 
But you are weak 
And dehydrated 
They checked your body for unusual markings 
Finding a chip in your neck 
And a scar across your beautiful chest 
 
Oh what did they do to you? 
How could they do this to you? 
To us? 
 
Haven't we been through enough? 
My cancer 
Your sister 
Discovering that cigarette smoking man is your father 
 
How much more do we have to take? 
I love you 
You have already been through so much pain 
You don't need anymore 
 
As I sit back in my chair 
You mumble something in your sleep 
"Don't worry Scully... I'm here... I love you" 
 
Oh god if only you knew that I felt the same way 
That all I want to do is to be held in your strong arms 
And forget everything 
 
"Shh Mulder, Sleep" 
I whisper to you as I kiss your forehead 
"God, Scully I love you so much. I've loved you since the first day I lad eyes on you" 
 
As you say those words I start to cry 
 
"I love you too, Mulder. I always have." 
 
I look at you 
You are waking up 
We have finally said those three little words 
"Hi" you say. "Missed you" 
 
"You have no idea how much." I say to you 
 
Many sleepless nights 
Thinking of you 
Dreaming of you 
Wishing that you were here with me 
 
You pull me closer and you smell my hair 
It feels so good to be in your arms 
To be near you 
Oh how I have missed you 
Your lips suddenly meet mine 
Oh god 
I'm melting 
My lips are on fire 
I've never felt this good before 
When you finally say those three little words 
Everything changes 
 
 
Author Notes
 
Oh god, I do not remember when exactly I wrote this, but I do remember that I had this up at my very first website at www.about.com I remember writing this and putting this up on my site, but I do not remember when.
 
Date updated: January 9,2003