Wishing you were here

(Mulder pov)
 
 
I am laying on a gurney 
Stark naked 
Fearing for my life 
 
It frightens me 
The tests 
The drill 
The saw 
They terrify me 
 
Was it ever this terrible for you?? 
 
I wish you were here 
To comfort me 
To tell me that everything is all right 
That you will save me 
 
I wish you were here 
To kill these bastards 
To stop the torture 
It hurts like hell 
Every bone in my body hurts 
 
How could anyone do this?? 
 
I wish that you were here 
To be by my side 
To take my pain away 
Oh, god I am in so much pain 
 
I wish you were here 
So I could tell you that I love you 
That I've always loved you 
 
What if I die and never tell you how I feel? 
Without saying those precious words 
That I long to say to you 
For the rest of our days 
 
I need you 
I miss you Scully 
You are the only one that I can trust, 
With whom I feel safe 
 
I wish that you were here 
I wish you were here with me 
I need you now more than ever, love 
 
I know you will not give up on me 
Just like I would never give up on you 
 
Please hurry, love
My time is running short 
 
I need you 
I need you here with me 

This poem was written when; obviously we discovered that Mulder was abducted and that he would be missing for a year. Being a Mulder lover myself, I could not stand seeing him being tortured like that, so I decided to write a poem in his point of view of the situation.

Date Updtated: January 2,2003 Date written: unknown