Could It Be Any Harder?

Hello all ! Yes, its been a ~VERY~ long time since i have written a poemie.  welpers, FINALLY, my muse and i have gotten it together and wrote one...! Could it be any harder is a sad one folks.  Hell, i made my friend nikki CRY! This poemie is a sad mulder, wishing that he could be home with his family.  i origionally got the idea from the calling.  from their song titled "Could It  Be Any Harder" no less.

Could It be Any Harder