LEGACY - The Writings of Scott McMahan

LEGACY is a collection of the best and most essential writings of Scott McMahan, who has been publishing his work on the Internet since the early 1990s. The selection of works for LEGACY was hand-picked by the author, and taken from the archive of writings at his web presence, the Cyber Reviews. All content on this web site is copyright 2005 by Scott McMahan and is published under the terms of the Design Science License.


CONTENTS

HOME

FICTION
Secrets: A Novel
P.O.A.
Life's Apprentices
Athena: A Vignette

POEMS
Inside My Mind
Unlit Ocean
Nightfall
Running
Sundown
Never To Know
I'm In An 80s Mood
Well-Worn Path
On First Looking
  Into Rouse's Homer
Autumn, Time
  Of Reflections

Creativity
In The Palace Of Ice
Your Eyes Are
  Made Of Diamonds

You Confuse Me
The Finding Game
A War Goin’ On
Dumpster Diving
Sad Man's
  Song (of 1987)

Not Me
Cloudy Day
Churchyard
Life In The Country
Path
The Owl
Old Barn
Country Meal
Country Breakfast
A Child's Bath
City In A Jar
The Ride
Living In
  A Plastic Mailbox

Cardboard Angels
Streets Of Gold
The 1980s Are Over
Self Divorce
Gone
Conversation With
  A Capuchin Monk

Ecclesiastes
Walking Into
  The Desert

Break Of Dawn
The House Of Atreus
Lakeside Mary

CONTRAST POEMS:
1. Contrasting Styles
2. Contrasting
     Perspectives

3. The Contrast Game

THE ELONA POEMS:
1. Elona
2. Elona (Part Two)
3. The Exorcism
     (Ghosts Banished
     Forever)
4. Koren
     (Twenty
    Years Later)
About...

ESSAYS
Perfect Albums
On Stuffed Animals
My First Computer
Reflections on Dune
The Batting Lesson
The Pitfalls Of
  Prosperity Theology

Repudiating the
  Word-of-Faith Movement

King James Only Debate
Sermon Review (KJV-Only)
Just A Coincidence
Many Paths To God?
Looking At Karma
Looking At
  Salvation By Works

What Happens
  When I Die?

Relativism Refuted
Why I Am A Calvinist
Mere Calvinism
The Sin Nature
Kreeft's HEAVEN
A Letter To David
The Genesis
  Discography


ABOUT
About Scott
Resume
REVIEW: Dr. Peter Kreeft's HEAVEN: The Heart's Deepest Longing
 

I finally found the book I was looking for. After encountering, for the first time, writings by J.R.R. Tolkien and C.S. Lewis in 1985, I undertook a quest that has lasted twenty years, until 2005, to fully comprehend the idea of Joy (with a capital J). My whole life has been a journey to fully understand what this idea meant, which was not easy, and what it would mean for my life. Piece by piece, over the years, I tried to assemble what thread wove itself through the most meaningful experiences that happened to me. Even after I knew, I couldn't explain what I had discovered. This most important book, HEAVEN: The Heart's Deepest Longing (Ignatius Press, 1989), is the final missing piece. All I can do is refer anyone who is interested in understanding what life is about to this book. I can't say this is the best book ever, because I don't know what will be written in the future and I have (unlike C.S. Lewis) read only a tiny number of those which have been written so far (and even the existence of this book was veiled from me for a long time), but, for what it's worth, the book presents the most clear and important explanation for all the questions I've had about the meaning of life. If I had to choose a book to keep besides the Bible and Lord of the Rings, it would probably be this one.

The concept of Joy comes from C.S. Lewis, never fully articulated it in his writings, much like Plato before him never fully articulated the idea of Forms in his own writings. Lewis took the idea of Forms, and built his central contribution to the intellectual world: the idea of Joy. To explain Joy fully took someone else reflecting on the idea from a wider background. This was Dr. Peter Kreeft, a philosophy professor at Boston College. Philosophy has taken a strange turn when a Thomist (someone who follows the teachings of St. Thomas Aquinas, and Aristotle) is the one to explain the thought of C. S. Lewis (a Platonic thinker). But Kreeft has done a superlative job and has written the definitive book. One I despaired of ever finding, and certainly despaired of articulating myself. Kreeft has pulled the loose ends together and write the essence of what needs to be said in a clear, articulate way.

I have always wanted to explain what Joy meant in some way, but never really have. My life has been a gradual unfolding of experiences of Joy, and a return to their source. My most early memories are creating high, arching stories that soared far beyond their humble sparks of imagination. The stuffed animals. As a preschooler, having cupcake ornaments, a rabbit and a squirrel, which became a mythos of exploration and adventure; Christmas ornaments which became two kingdoms; and the Halloween poster which became a whole world inside my mind. As a small child, looking up at the impossibly high ceiling of the church, unable to explain the highest feelings and longings inside me. In Junior High, the books: Island of the Lizard King. Dever and Chalk's Lone Wolf. Tolkien. Lewis. Road to the Middle Islands. Dune. And more. In college, all the special music I was exposed to. After getting out of school, the search to try to find out what all this had in common, which led me through studies of religion and philosophy. But what did it all mean? What did these experiences have in common?

What the book does is explain what life means in light of Joy. Particularly Appendix A, which is hardly an appendix as much as the main point of the book. This is a full treatment of Joy, much like you'd find a full treatment of the Forms in a book about Plato. It pulls together all the isolated glimpses Lewis scattered in his own writings, and ties them together into a whole package. The rest of the book takes this idea and develops it to explain the human condition and the Christian faith.

After finding this book, I am finished. I have had all my questions about life answered, and understand the world I live in as well as any mortal may understand it. There is nothing left under the sun for me to write down, and no way left to express myself. There is no answer I can give for my beliefs that won't simply be a reference to this book. There's nothing else to be said.

Now, at long last, all I have to do to get ready for eternity in heaven is to try to think of a nice way to reply if C.S. Lewis asks me about Til We Have Faces, his masterpiece, which I've tried to read two or three times and still think is unapproachably obscure and boring. Perhaps I can change the subject.


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