Euris’ horse had not been fed that day,
and it nudged her curled-up body in the clearing to prompt
her. The horse got no response from the lifeless form, and
eventually gave up. When the riderless horse came back to the
gate at South Port, a chain of events was unleashed which
culminated in Old Aeral traveling south to attend yet another
funeral within only a couple of months. He seemed not to be in
any hurry, walking from village to village, but made good
time; and all the while beside him walked a man who, by all
rights, was supposed to be dead.
They passed down the lanes among the
small steadings in the rolling hills near South Port, looking
out at the cotton and other crops in this area. The fields
were occasionally interspersed with meadows containing herds
of peacefully grazing animals. The countryside was bright and
peaceful in the morning sun. As he walked along, Aeral seemed
to come to a realization of what the events of the past few
months meant, and he blurted out to his companion: “We’ve
somehow managed to round up two of them in a short time!”
The man nodded, mildly. “Most
certainly, Old One. Yet the work never ends, and the workers
are few. So many more remain to be gathered into my flock.”
Nearby, in a field, a sheep bleated, as if to punctuate the
statement, and both of them had to smile.
Aeral laughed a rueful laugh. “True
enough, the work never ends, but my own bones are wearing out.
I’ve lived on borrowed time as long as I can remember. How
much longer could I possibly have to do my work?” He popped
his joints in a stretch, as if to illustrate.
The man smiled secretly. “As long as
you need. You will have your reward, just as I promised, but
there’s a girl in South Port who has a lot of potential. And
as I recall, you now need an apprentice.”
Old Aeral made a mock face of
exasperation towards the man, and then bellowed out a laugh so
strong that he felt younger than he ever had. Somewhere, he
could hear a quill scratching on a parchment, a manuscript
that would be worked on for all eternity but never quite
finished, while a fire popped and crackled. He’d be home
soon enough.
Aeral dreaded the funeral. Gath’s was
not the sad occasion he knew Euris’ would be, because only a
few people who knew Gath attended the funeral, and most of
them realized how tenuously he clung to life after getting
sick. They had known the end was coming sooner rather than
later. Aeral couldn’t even bring himself to cry over his
apprentice, or rather Journeyman if only for a few days,
because he knew the boy was better off to have had such a
peaceful end to his life. Any sadness felt on Gath’s behalf
was tempered with a knowledge that he had not suffered like
many would with a gradual, wasting sickness. And besides Aeral
himself, Euris herself was closest to Gath, and she was almost
unnaturally closed and reserved during that time. Aeral had
been, in truth, more concerned for the Protector than the
departed Journeyman, although he knew that Euris’ path
through life was still unfolding before her. The end had come,
unexpectedly soon for Aeral, but he had expected the end.
The funeral for Euris had a certain
hysteria which set Aeral on edge. Seeing Euris again did not
bother him half as much as seeing her family. Aeral almost
cried, to see the silent and serene face of the Protector. He
had not realized how beautiful she truly was, and perhaps he
never would have if he had not seen her completely at peace
with herself. He had known her only a short time, although he
had learned as much as he could about her before entrusting
his apprentice to her. If he had not learned from the man as
they walked south that she had at last found the life she
struggled for, he would have guessed it from the look on her
face. He was happy for her, and sad at the same time, but knew
she was where she longed to be. In a way, he himself longed to
join her and Gath in whatever place that lay beyond the Gray
Tower, where no sundering would ever mar their lives again. He
only half joked about his aging body. In another way, though,
he knew of at least one more person under the sun who longed,
even if she did not know it yet, to be beyond the sundering
and for whom he would have to stay, a little while longer, to
get her on the right path, no matter at what cost to himself.
His successor, he reminded himself, thinking of the pale,
wasted look on Gath’s face when he had returned to the Gray
Tower after his Quest. What a Master Gath would have made! But
the man had shown him clearly that he needed someone as strong
as he had been, to take his place and carry on the work,
someone who had been tempered in the same fires he had once
been. So long ago, now. He silently saluted absent friends
besides Euris and Gath.
Eugellis, the Prince of South Port, and
Euris’ father, put up a stoic mask to show how strong his
kingdom remained. At least Aeral hoped it was a mask. One
never knew about Eugellis, for whom accounts and treaties
occupied more of his mind than family, at times. Perhaps not
now. The real problem was Euralin, her brother, who had become
a complete wreck, and had showed up at the funeral drunk,
loudly blaming his father for sending his sister off to the
College, and even accusing Aeral of having something to do
with the death. He created a miserable and pathetic scene,
blaming everyone and completely unable to accept what had
happened. Various people tried to console the prince, but he
would have none of it, and finally left before the funeral was
complete.
As was the ancient custom of the South
Port rulers, Euris was buried at sea in full state, with the
black sail on the flagship of South Port’s navy. For only
the second time in the history of South Port, the Star of the
College of Sorcery flew on the black funeral flag: only one
other member of the royal house had ever been named a
Protector before. The wind flapped it so severely that the
Star was often distended and hard to see. The funeral ceremony
was an uncomfortable time when a lot of people who did not
want to be together sailed out beyond the harbor in one of the
royal navy’s ships to consign Euris’ body to the depths,
Aeral kept a low profile. Euralin had sobered up enough to
turn his lashing out into crying, and was so miserable as to
elicit sympathy from most of the people. His friend Mattak
tried to give him support, and even the caustic Protector
Dorrial softened up. The only person truly at peace on the
funeral ship was the one consigned into the deep.
When the ceremonies had ended, Old Aeral
stayed a few days in South Port. He shared good memories of
Euris with her father, who desperately clung to his pride in
his daughter to see him through his time of grief. Aeral did
not see Euralin anywhere, and was even so concerned that he
approached the Journeyman Mattak asking about him, but Euralin
had completely disappeared. Naturally, the Sea Tower’s
Master had invited Aeral to stay there. That was ancient
tradition, that any Tower was open for the Master (or a duly
appointed representative on Tower business) of any other
Tower. Most Towers outside of the College itself were spacious
and could host a small army of a Master’s contingent if
necessary. The Sea Tower was perhaps the largest Tower in
terms of square footage ever built. Aeral could hardly decline
the invitation.
That led to a minor predicament. The Gray
Master needed to see his friend, and the Journeyman of the Sea
Tower had a Protector who had killed that friend. Inviting
that friend into the Sea Tower would then raise all sorts of
questions Aeral was certain that it was not time to raise just
yet. So the Gray Master began wandering around South Port,
knowing the man he was looking for would be able to find him
easily enough.
The finding did not take long. One
morning, Aeral turned a corner into a street that opened out
into a courtyard, and there he was. The man sat by the well,
talking and playing with a child. The child ran off back to
his mother when Aeral approached, and the man smiled up at
him. “I haven’t been this warm for a long time,” Aeral
said nonchalantly, stretching his popping joints.
The man waved at the child who was
looking back at him. “You rarely get a chance to come to
South Port, I know. But this trip was hardly a coincidence.”
“With you it never is,” Aeral said, a
sad smile from old memories briefly appearing.
The man gestured to where the child had
begun playing with a stick, now oblivious to the man.
“Children really understand better than adults, and it’s
so much easier to explain to them.”
“Children, perhaps, but hardly
students.” Aeral had had his fair share of students who
either did not understand, and never would, or those who could
and would not. The latter had saddened him the most. Some
people wanted to do things in their lives which they were not
destined to do, and they chafed and strained at the course
that unfolded in their lives. An honest effort made, Aeral
knew, could only be lauded: it was hardly failure to learn
what a person was not created to do in life. But those who had
their destiny handed to them with the skills and talents to
peruse it, and they wasted all that, were the ones that
affected him the most. These people threw away the opportunity
given.
“That’s true,” the man said with a
laugh. “And speaking of students, I guess the only question
for you now is, are you ready for the final lap, the stretch
run?”
“I feel ready.” Aeral said, hoping he
could live up to the certainty in his voice.
“Good. There’s a student here in
South Port,” the man said, “who has great potential as a
Sorceress, and otherwise. She’ll be a challenge like none
you’ve ever had, though.”
“You know, I thought Gath would be my
successor,” Aeral said, “and I feel old. I thought I had
trained my successor for good.”
“Gath was not your successor, and I
think I told you that before,” the man said with a patient
smile. “This girl will be, if you can take the raw, rough,
unpolished lump of coal and fashion a diamond out of it. This
work will take all of your wisdom, and be your legacy.”
“So, this is what you’ve been
preparing me for?”
“Exactly. Go to the Scribe’s Street,
just down there,” the man gestured down a wide lane, “and
find Utakk’s School. Ask for Palia.” Aeral nodded, and
went off. This was to be his task, then, to train his
successor. Once more.
The man sat there for a while, alone at
the lip of the well, until he saw what had once been Prince
Euralin coming out of a bar. The prince had completely fallen
apart after his sister’s death, from the looks of him,
spending his time either unconscious or drunk. He was
bedraggled, with red eyes and a lurching gait. His face was
masked in despair clouded over with intoxication combined with
no sleep. He walked down the street, passing close by the
well.
“May I speak to you?” the man asked
as he went by, indicating a seat beside him. Euralin turned
with a lurch, apparently noticing the man for the first time.
His look suggested that the man had been better off unnoticed.
“Who are you? I’ll have you arrested
if you bother me, or kill you myself!” Euralin raged in a
drunk, sleepless fury. But he stopped, something in the eyes
of the man capturing him even in his hazy remoteness. He tried
to arrange his shirt, but the fancy gold buttons had been
started in the wrong hole, and the effort was hopeless.
Euralin looked around as if he had forgotten something, and
then regarded the man once more.
The man said: “Would your sister want
you to do this to yourself?” Euralin’s condition was so
obvious that it needed no elaboration from either of them.
Euralin tightened his eyebrows and
squinted, as if not quite seeing clearly in the bright light.
“She’s dead!” he spat, pointing at the man as if he were
somehow culpable.
“But wouldn’t she have died anyway?
Wouldn’t she have died, and won’t you die? What did her
life mean? What did she take from this world when she left
it?”
Euralin sat down beside the man and
stared at him insistently. The hangover bolstered with new
drinking seemed to be forgotten momentarily. “Nothing! Her
whole life was ahead of her! I had pushed her so hard, getting
her ready, and now she had come back, back to us here, to live
here. I sacrificed everything, for years, to make her what she
was. We were finally able to have the kind of life we
wanted.”
“Perhaps that you wanted,” the man
suggested, heedless of the dangerous ground he was walking
onto, “but did you even once ask your sister if it was the
life she wanted? Do you even know what she wanted? Was she
happier in life than death?”
Euralin said with force: “Happy!
She’s dead! She had her whole life to live!” He glanced
around, blinking, as if a fog was lifting from his brain, but
the fog clamped back down.
“Would it help your grief if you knew
she was not happy at all, and is now, for the first time,
living the life she always wanted to live?”
“You don’t know what you’re talking
about, you crazy old man,” Euralin said bleakly as he walked
off unsteadily back towards the castle. The man was left with
a certain knowledge that he had not reached the grieving
Euralin, but perhaps the door had been opened a crack. Or at
least the door had been unlocked for some future occasion when
entry might be possible. These things took time. The man
glanced down the way Old Aeral had wandered off, knowing time
was growing short.
Scribe’s Street was a long, curving
street lined with various bookstores, schools, and shops
selling writing equipment. Aeral fought down an urge that
still came to him after all the years that had passed, to
browse. Seeing a rack of books he had never before seen caused
a welling of curiosity deep down in his stomach, as he
wondered what new and secret books could be found, perhaps
under a pile or accidentally behind another book. Even on his
few visits to South Port he had never found this street with
its unique treasures.
Before the urge to indulge himself
crowded out the more pressing matter of why he was on this
street in the first place, Utakk’s School loomed off to his
right. It was a nice building, one of the nicest on the
street, and had been well cared for. He mounted the low stone
steps up to the door, and rang the doorbell. The doorman was
hesitant to let anyone in, especially since it was the middle
of the day and classes were in session, but this was one
instance where being the Master of the Gray Tower came to
Aeral’s rescue. Such a learned man of high stature would
easily be let into the school at any time. The Headmaster of
the school, not Utakk but a rotund man identifying himself as
Moblar, personally came out to inquire of the nature of the
Master’s visit. When the name Palia was mentioned, the
Headmaster informed him that the school had a student by that
name, attending on a scholarship set up by Prince Eugellis for
underprivileged children with academic talent to get an
education. Of course, Aeral thought to himself, that old bird
would want a non-royal, non-noble force of civil servants at
his disposal as he negotiated trade and took his cut of
everything that came in and out of South Port. To work on
straight salary. With loyalty only to the Prince who had
gotten them out of their poverty and given them a privileged
life in the first place. Eugellis never ceased to amaze Aeral.
But, reasons aside, Aeral was intrigued at this student’s
credentials. Perhaps the man had been right. Of course he was
right, but Aeral could still be surprised. Even after all
these years.
Class had just let out, and the
Headmaster scrounged up an extremely surprised Palia. She was
a thin girl in her mid-teens, with golden hair which she wore
short in the style favored by women in South Port’s heat.
She wore a loose, sleeveless blue dress that came to her
knees, with a loose belt more for decoration than tightening.
She was barefoot, but that was hardly unusual for young
people, or any people, in South Port’s heat, even in the
most formal settings. She had gray eyes, and never seemed to
smile. Perhaps, Aeral thought, it was merely the shock of
having a Master of Sorcery appear without warning, and not
knowing what he wanted, that made her so reserved, but he
guessed it was her nature. He also immediately wished he had
set up the meeting better, with more warning. Too late for
that!
The Headmaster gave his personal
assurance that Palia was excused from all classes the rest of
the day, and as long as the Master required her. He also
invited the Master back for a formal dinner with the students
that evening, of which Aeral knew there was absolutely no
chance he’d attend. He imagined most of the students
themselves spent enough of their time trying to think of ways
to get out of the formal school dinner. In his age, the least
respect he could be afforded is the ability to skip such
tedium.
Aeral introduced himself to Palia, who
barely told him her name and volunteered nothing else. He’d
had enough students, and encountered other Masters’, over
the years, to know that it would take some time to draw Palia
out. Besides the school, the best place to talk was a neutral
setting, or even one she suggested herself where she would be
comfortable. “Well, now, perhaps there’s somewhere we
could get a bite to eat?” Aeral suggested, hoping Palia knew
someplace they could talk. She did. After disappearing for a
few moments to put up her books and papers, and returning
wearing light sandals and a lightly woven straw hat, she
directed him through the streets to an inn, where he reserved
a small parlor room for them to talk in private.
The food was good, at least. One thing
students in any college soon leaned was the best haunts, the
best places where they could eat good food and study in
private. Smalltalk did not get far. Palia looked
uncomfortable, and made only minimal answers to his general
questions. Aeral learned just how reserved the girl was. When
confronted with a direct question, she would answer, but
minimally. She volunteered nothing. She looked at her plate,
at her sandals, at her hands, and at the floor, but never once
met his eyes.
“I’m sure you’re wondering why
I’m here,” Aeral said, cutting directly to his point. The
direct approach was probably best, and she confirmed that by
nodding a yes. At least, he took it as a yes, and continued:
“You are a special student, more than you know. It’s quite
an accomplishment to win one of the Prince’s
scholarships,” he said with a straight face, knowing the
Prince probably had his people looking high and low for anyone
of even average intelligence for the civil service on whom to
shower his largess, “and you’re smart. But you also have
more talent than even that. I am a Sorcerer, and I can detect
very clearly that you have a high degree of latent magical
ability in yourself which would take very little to develop. I
am currently looking for an apprentice, and am here to offer
you the position right now, on the spot.” There, the boom
had been lowered.
She looked alarmed. Not what he was
expecting at all. Her eyes got wide, and she said: “I
couldn’t possibly do any such thing. I’m about to
graduate, and the Headmaster says he can get me a job at the
castle.” That was, anyhow, not a big surprise to Aeral. “I
can’t throw away a job like that where I can provide for
myself in order to study magic.”
“Don’t be so hasty to make a
decision,” Aeral reasoned, “because this is an honor far
beyond some paper-pushing job in the South Port keep. You’ll
be on the fast track to become a Master,” the
self-deprecating joke about his age was completely lost on
Palia, “and if you ever want to visit here, why, you’ll be
old Eugellis’ equal.”
Palia did not look convinced. “What
happens if this ‘latent magical ability’ doesn’t
develop? Then I’ll have thrown away a perfectly good job.
I’d rather be prudent and plan for my future.”
Aeral smothered a laugh, because he knew
the girl would think he was laughing at her rather than
Eugellis’ civil service. He could not suppress a twinkle in
his eyes. “Oh, I can virtually guarantee that that fox
Eugellis would never turn down one of his very own who came to
him for a job, particularly one without any noble
entanglements or conflicting loyalties. The civil service of
South Port will always remain an option for you. But you have
the chance to do so much more in life.”
He launched into a description of the six
year process of learning magic, and what she could expect from
the beginning to the end, with particular emphasis on the
freedom the upperclassmen would have to study on their own.
She seemed the type who would benefit from that. He also
emphasized how he allowed students to set their own pace,
something he doubted she was able to do in her current school,
but since she was about to graduate that didn’t make the
impact it might have a few years ago. The one time she perked
up and seemed to be listening with intent was when he
described the Great Library, so, reacting to that, he departed
off on a tangent about the wonderful place where she would be
spending many hours researching and studying. His spiel about
the College never quite got back on course, because she began
to question him about certain books he had never heard of, but
would have been surprised had the Library not had on its
shelves.
“All this is free?” Palia explained
how she had been working to afford education in South Port,
which had been hard at times. She had been everything from a
waitress at an inn, a job Aeral suspected had not lasted long
at all, to the clerk in a bookstore, where he supposed she was
excellent. A partial scholarship from Eugellis’ foundation
for advanced students, those who had proven they had an
intention to stick it out in the schools long enough to show
they had a sincere interest in graduating and coming to work
for South Port’s civil service, had removed some of
Palia’s burden and even provided a tiny surplus for her
needs and interests. Still, though, the thoughts of tuition at
the College of Sorcery balked her, which was obvious from her
question. He explained to her that room and board was
provided, with an allowance for personal needs. All tutorials
and classes were completely free to the apprentice. She began
to seem much more interested than before.
She had, Aeral realized, eaten the bait
and had the hook in her mouth, but he had to reel her in. “I
have always been,” Aeral said with slowness, trying to put
the right words together to clinch the deal, “one of those
Masters who is interested in the broad intellectual
development of my apprentices, not just in their magical
development. I have always,” he thought there was no point
in mentioning that always had started a few seconds ago when
the idea flitted through his mind, “provided a small stipend
for my students to buy their own books on any topic at all.”
She asked: “Any topic at all? Even
poetry?”
Master Aeral had a fair idea that poetry
would have been considered a frivolity, if not completely
incomprehensible, in the framework of Eugellis’ pragmatic
take on education that involved the skills needed for
accounting and trade. “By all means, although I think
you’ll find enough of that lying around my Tower. A previous
apprentice was much taken with it. I never saw what he saw in
it myself.”
“I am in particular interested in Early
Foundation poetry,” Palia said. Master Aeral had no idea at
all what that was, since he had never studied it himself, but
he reassured her generally that if the Tower and the Library
did not have what she was looking for, someone in the capital
would. He had stumbled on the one thing that seemed to sway
her, because she made a remark about the abominable selection
in books she had found in South Port.
The afternoon was spent in extricating
Palia from her school. She simply could not drop out, since
she was under scholarship. Unexpectedly, Old Aeral was
confronted with the fact that someone would have to pay the
pro-rata balance of Palia’s scholarship back to the school.
Palia herself had no funds to do so, and he was about to lose
his new apprentice in what would have been a College of
Sorcery record of short-term apprenticeship, if he did not do
the obvious thing. He was glad he always carried some
emergency money with him. As he dug it out, he gave Palia a
look that insisted she had better be worth it.
Having settled up, and with Old Aeral
somewhat out of sorts at having to give Eugellis any money,
which was a fate in life he had hitherto escaped, suspecting
that he alone was the only person to walk under the sun ever
to do so, they made their way back to Aeral’s temporary home
in the Sea Tower. As they approached the inner keep through
the streets of the city, they could see the majestic stone
edifice soaring above all the other towers. The top was
crowned in a turret of pure stained glass, in sea blues and
greens, which caught the sunlight.
The Tower itself grew from its base
within the walls of the inner keep, and was without any real
argument the most beautiful and largest of all the Towers. The
Sea Tower had been built for show, that was certain, and had a
style and élan that thrust upwards from its foundation, which
matched its prestigious position in the court of the most
prosperous and luxurious city in the kingdom. Only the capital
had more prestige, but could not match the splendor.
Palia looked with some surprise at the
majestic Sea Tower. While it had dominated her life, she had
never seen it this close, and had never imagined actually
entering it. They moved up the large stone steps into the
arching entry with its clever solid-glass doors. The first
floor of the Tower was a giant reception area, with huge
windows overlooking the sea. The carpet was the same color of
a sunny, bright ocean, with interwoven sand-colored threads.
Columns supporting the Tower were interspersed among
comfortable seats, tables, and plants scattered all over the
vast open space. The walls had tapestries in bright patterns,
giving the Tower a light and watery feel.
Dorrial and Mattak were sitting in the
large reception area talking when the two entered. Both looked
up in surprise, seeing the young girl with the Master.
“Who’s this?” Dorrial said, eyeing Palia. Palia shrank
back behind Aeral.
“My new apprentice, my dear,” Aeral
said, guiding Palia out into view by the elbow. “Palia,
formerly a scholarship student at, um, at, I should say, what
was the name?”
“Utakk’s School,” Palia supplied in
a low voice.
“Of course, Utakk’s School, one of
the Prince’s fine educational establishments here. But
I’ve identified quite a bit of magical potential.”
“Why has not my Master spotted this gem
in the rough, then?” Mattak asked.
“I can’t say,” Aeral offered,
“but perhaps he hasn’t cast his proverbial net wide
enough.”
The Protector had been taking a careful
look at the new apprentice during this exchange. “She
doesn’t look like an apprentice to me,” Dorrial said. “A
bookkeeper, maybe, or an accountant, but an apprentice?”
Dorrial laughed. Mattak smiled weakly but shot his Protector a
warning look to stop needling the Sorcerer. Dorrial ignored
the look.
“If this is what being an apprentice
means, I want no part of it,” Palia said. “Listening to
these people put me down.” She turned to leave, but Aeral
grabbed her arm and stopped her.
“Let it go, Dor,” Mattak said, ready
to completely dismiss the girl. “Master Aeral, I don’t
sense whatever potential you claim to see in her, myself.”
“Perhaps,” Aeral said more sharply,
letting his irritation with the degenerating situation get the
better of him, “that’s why neither you nor your Master
ever noticed her. But the potential is there.”
“Good luck finding it,” Dorrial said
with a laugh that sent Palia trying to squirm out of the
Master’s iron grip once more.
“That’s enough, Dor,” Mattak said
to call his Protector off. “Whom the Gray Master chooses as
his apprentice is none of our concern. My apologies,
apprentice Palia.” He nodded at her dismissively. Palia
glared at him.
Sensing that the situation was not going
to get better, Aeral led Palia out of the large room and up
the stairs to his quarters. “How rude!” Palia protested
when she was sure they weren’t quite out of earshot. “Is
this what magic is, being rude to people?”
“Come, now, that is, we’re not all
like that. It takes all kinds in this wide world.” The
Master kept stringing placating platitudes together until they
had made it back into the small suite which had been given
over for the Master to use.
Old Aeral began giving Palia some of her
basic lessons, but knew that his stay in South Port was
rapidly coming to its close. Palia and Dorrial turned out to
be oil and water, and having them live in the same Tower
wasn’t working. Dorrial had found the sport of needling the
sensitive girl to her liking, and Palia returned those efforts
with defensive anger. Intercession by both Masters had settled
them into a cold détente, for a few days, but a new shouting
match between the two convinced Old Aeral had he had to get
out of the Sea Tower. His respite in South Port was over.
They had been taking their breakfast in
the Master’s borrowed suite, and the next morning while they
were eating fresh oranges and other South Port delicacies, the
Master announced to Palia: “We’re going back to the Gray
Tower.” She regarded him with an uncertain look. “Perhaps
you would like to take today to say your goodbyes,” Aeral
suggested. “I will not have any lessons today.”
Palia said without any inflection in her
voice, “I have no one to say goodbye to.” She stared down
at her almost empty plate, and he could not read her eyes.
“Well, enjoy yourself, and prepare to
go in the morning.” Aeral did not sigh, but only because of
long years of practice at swallowing such things before they
needlessly came to the surface. Perhaps Palia would make some
friends in the north who could draw her out more. Dawn the
next day found them leaving South Port, heading north, to
begin a new adventure at the College of Sorcery.
On to ...
Chapter Fourteen: Growing
Concern
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