Title: Fallen
Author/pseudonym: Sentarla
Rating: G
Status: Finished
Date: 17/12/98
Archive: Yes ohhhhh PLEASE
do!!!!!!
Series/Sequel: Non but it is
related to the movie City of Angels.
My Website: http://www.oocities.org/sentarla
E-mail: Sentarla (Please be nice)
Warning: NOT BETAED!!
Note: I have just finished
watching the movie City of Angels with Nicolas Cage and Meg Ryan. Although many
may have found the movie slow and at times boring, I thought it was great. The
ending left me feeling really cheated and I had to write a story to get the end
out of my mind. At the moment I don't know if I will make any more to continue
this story, but I hope you like what I have written. It has to be my first
really short story ever. A important thing to note. This story should not be
considered Slash. Although in parts it may seem so, I have not intended it to
be that way.
The story should be read as a
point of view. Imagine a person thinking and you are listening to them.
Anyway enough of this, Please
let me know what you think. J
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Could I do it? I sit here and
watch him as he works. He is so close, so beautiful, but so unreachable. I
watch the world go by, and by the grace of God I have been given the duty to
help and guide humans. I am an Angel; beautiful, immortal but without the
ability to feelEto tasteEo touch. No human has ever affected me the way he
has. I watch him and wish I could join him.
I see the world in all its
glory, but he sees black and white. His past is dark, yet I still see the light
in him. My heart has already fallen, but do I have the courage to let my
immortal body follow?
I have been given a gift, one
not ordinarily bestowed on one of my kind, the gift of foresight.
I see my hearts desire killing
himself. God has given him a gift, one which could save many, but without help,
a partner, he will go insane. I think I was given the knowledge because God
wants me to be his partner, and if that is true, then I may fall with his
blessings.
I know of another, one who has
all ready fallen, who will help me. She is old enough to be my mother, and
smart enough to set me up with a background.
I know time is passing quickly
and soon the gift will come back to him, but I am scared. Scared to give up my
whole existence for a feeling I should not even be having.
The time for a decision is at
hand and I stand atop of a two-story apartment. Unlike other Angels, I don't
like hights. I have the freedom to fly, yet have all ways felt earth bound. God
knew from the beginning what my destiny would be.
I feel the wind pick up and I
look around and see my fellow Angels watching. Closing my eyes I fill my mind
with images of him, of the need to be human and of my greatest desire, to feel.
I slowly lean into the wind and fall.
When I awake, I find out the
meaning of pain, cold and hunger. I seek out Naomi and like a newborn bouncing
baby, full of curiosity and wonder; I discover my new world, and place myself
into James Ellison's life.
~~Fini~~
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Well I hoped you liked it. Once
again, sorry if it seems slash, but this is how it came out. Well back to all
my other stories that I am working on, and the next Drugs part should be up
really soon. J
