Disclaimer: Hmm, Don't own them, can't have them, but boy do I want them, Ohh well.

Title: Sight

Author/pseudonym: Sentarla

Rating: G

Status: Finished

Date: 01/04/99

Archive: Yes ohhhhh PLEASE do!!!!!!

Series: Fallen Journal Part 2

My Website: http://www.oocities.org/sentarla

E-mail: Sentarla(Please be nice)

Warnings: spoiler for BMB, religion. This is NOT slash!!!!

Note: This has come about thanks to Carikube. With out her encouragement, I would not have even bother to do this series. Please don't forget to e-mail. I am such an e-mail junkie!

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I watch the sun rise and look around with golden hazed vision. I can see figures morph in and out of others in long dark trench coats, standing on the beach. I can’t stay out here long because Jim still needs me, but I need the time to reflect.

His gift was never meant to be tainted with things like drugs. When he accidentally touched some golden, his punishment was loss of sight. For me, it was to be given sight. One minute I was eating pizza, the next I could see everything around me as if I were an angel again. This time however the angels could not reach me, instead the devil and his demons came to claim me.

I knew I had to protect my life, my Jim, but the demons that looked like people covered in fire and ash, were too strong. My soul would be theirs, but not Jim’s, I would protect him.

Fighting against everything inside me, I took his gun. I could hear them chant "Fallen, Fallen, Fallen" and I knew what they meant, because I had chosen to fall, I had forfeited my soul. Trying to get them away from my Sentinel and his friends, I went down to the garage, knowing they would follow me.

I tried shooting them while standing on higher ground, but as I expected, it was no use. Only angels can fight demons, and I had given up that right. When my Jim, blind and unaware of what was really happening, called out to me, I knew this had to end soon. I heard people/demons chanting my name, telling me to stop, to give in, but I refused. When I looked at my heart, my Sentinel, and saw he was enveloped in a pure golden light, I knew he could protect me. With his added strength and power, we could beat the evil that was coming for me.

Once Jim held me, they vanished, only coming back in my dreams when I am alone, until my heart comes in and shelters me from their fierce storms. I know everything happens for a reason, and I have fully taken hold of this warning. There are many evils in the world in many forms, but if we work together, have faith in each other’s strengths, we can fight back any and all demons, no matter what their shapes. As a pair, we have a power that would rival the Avenging Angels. But most of all, I learnt that even the purest of hearts can be swayed.

Soon my sight will go back to that of a mortals, unable to see the pure uncorrupted beauty of God and of my Sentinel. But I will always have the knowledge, always ready for another attack, always trusting and staying beside my Sentinel, my reason for being.

~Fin~