22 Feb 2003Saturday
Been quite a while since I update my site. Was in camp for the past week.

Picked up mahjong while in camp and has been addicted to it since. Downloaded a
mahjong software to play yesterday.

I'm now running out of cash. I think I'll have to confine myself in camp or at home over the weekends. 18 more days to pay day and I'm broke. Sigh... I wonder how I use my $$...

11 Feb 2003Tuesday
EAT EAT EAT!! Thats what I've been doing these few days. Man!! I can't control myself when I see food. Just can't understand why!

Besides eating, I'm basically sitting in front of the monitor add fats. No motivation to do any exercises.

But come to think of it, if I have a girlfriend now, I may not be at home eating, facing the monitor, being a crouch potato or any other things that makes me gain fats/weight.

Everyone says my turn will come, my turn will come!! But WHEN??? Well, being an introvert, I guess LL have to wait, until I find my guts to ask a gal out.

So I guess you'll have to bear with all my rants till I find a gal. Hahaha!!!!

09 Feb 2003Sunday
"The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he'd told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg.

It had been a year since Susan, 34, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. And all she had to cling to was her husband, Mark.

Mark was an Army officer and he loved Susan with all his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again.

Finally, Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Mark volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city.

At first, this comforted Susan, and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task. Soon, however, Mark realized the arrangement wasn't working. Susan is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself. But she was still so fragile, so angry - how would she react?

Just as he predicted, Susan was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again. "I'm blind!", she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I am going? I feel like you're abandoning me." Mark's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. He promised Susan that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it.

And that is exactly what happened. For two solid weeks, Mark, military uniform and all, accompanied Susan to and from work each day. He taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment. He helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her, and save her a seat.

Finally, Susan decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Mark, her temporary bus-riding companion, her husband, and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, and his love. She said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly, and Susan had never felt better. She was doing it! She was going to work all by herself.

On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying the fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Boy, I sure do envy you." Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year?

Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?" The driver responded, "It must feel good to be taken care of and protected like you are."Susan had no idea what the driver was talking about, and again asked, "What do you mean?" The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you as you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches until you enter your office building. Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky lady."

Tears of happiness poured down Susan's cheeks. For although she couldn't physically see him, she had always felt Mark's presence. She was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she didn't need to see to believe - the gift of love that can bring light where there is darkness."

This story really touched me. Put up here to share with you guys.

08 Feb 2003Saturday
Bought an ink cartaidge for $63.90 today. Damn expensive. Broke already, and its only the beginning of the month! Don't know how to survive till the end of this month.

07 Feb 2003Friday
CCB!! Thinking tommorow will be a long weekend, happily went to play LAN Games with my friends after our guard duty. Was called back to camp tommorow to help out with an investigation. There goes my long weekend. Sigh... What luck!!

Got to book in tonight because of this. Not in the mood to do anything now.

05 Feb 2003Wednesday
Attended our battalion's ORD function today. Just cannot understand why do I have to attend this function. I've got a long way to ORD. 10 months 21 days to be exact.

Anyway, forced to pay $60 for this function, went for the sake of my money. Was looking forward to a sumptuous dinner.

Just couldn't believe that its a buffet. The whole event was damn boring; except for some gigs, performance by our own people and a show done by a cross-dresser. These are the 2 gigs worth mentioning.

Booking in tommorow for guard duty but will be back on Friday.

04 Feb 2003Tuesday
Happy Lunar New Year everyone!!!

Finally found time to update this blog. Happily topping up my savings for the past three days.

Received the most money for the 1st day. A whooping $120. Though the amount added together is not what I had expected, it's the thought that counts, right?

Did not join in the card games with my cousins. Bound to lose anyway. Might as well save the money.

But I managed to watch Band of Brothers on DVD. The show is astoundingly good. It presents to us the realism of war; just like Saving Private Ryan.

Nothing happened much during the other 2 days, except for collecting more ang paos. Super boring!!

Caught Shanghai Knights today. Didn't thought that Fann Wong can be so pretty on big screen. Read in an acticle that she did most of the stunts herself. Cool. Never imaging she could do such fascinating stunts. 2 Thumbs up for her. The show, a sequel to Shanghai Noon, is marvellous. A typical Jackie Chan flick; with Owen Wilson to add in the laughs. Kudos to both of them. I'd recommend this show to everyone. I'll rate this show 4.5 out of 5 stars.