Haha, can't wait to get on the bus to Kuantan tonight!! Haven't been blogging the last two days cos I just didn't feel like it, even though the exams were over and everything. Or rather, because the exams were over. Somehow had this strange feeling that since the exams were over I should be getting a life, going out, doing other stuff... haha. Warped huh?
Yvonne is in Japan, the other Yvonne is going to Hong Kong. I wish I were going somewhere that fun too. Kuantan's not bad though, I guess. It's the people that make trips fun, more than the place. Although place has to make up for it if you're not with many people. And I have had people ask me where or what Kuantan is, believe it or not. I mean, it's not all that 'ulu' what!!! *nonplussed*
Anyway I cut my hair. Again. And dyed it 'aubergine'. Whatever colour that is, but it has a sort of purplish tint to it. Finally turned my hair sort f purple. And it doesn't really need combing now. Hee. Everyone says it looks pretty nice. I really like the lady hairdresser at Ginza. I trust her enough to just keep on reading my mag and just have this faith that when I look up again, I will look fine. Never had this feeling with any other hairdresser.
Meantime I shall go get water to drink (I never drink enough; maybe under half of 8 glasses a day) and sleep till it's lunchtime and Weiming comes back... think he and Rhyss are cooking crabs! *yum*
- Now playing: Body Rock by Moby
- Feeling: all excited!
LA DI DA~~| 26 NOVEMBER 2003 12.17AM
Haha, I like this result, and the pic too! The surprise kiss one was nice too, a couple kissing lying on the floor of a supermarket. Cute! But anyway I never really liked kissing very much, I find it a rather slobbery affair... *oops*.
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Yah anyway just now I went for 3C'02's chalet in Tanah Merah. So "suay", as we were walking (I met Cindi first at Tanah Merah there) in the drizzle my slipper came apart just as we were walking faster to see if the bus at the stop was the one we were supposed to take. Anyway Cindi wasn't sure if that was the one or not even after we got close so we missed it, even as we were calling Zhenxiang and asking him which bus it was. AND HE WAS ON IT, the prat!! And anyway he's attached now, to JOANNE!!!!! Surprise surprise... Haha. But they look cute together. *smilez* But can't swoon about him anymore... aww... I mean, I know he's FIVE years my junior, but he's really cute! Haha... as in, only good for ogling, nothing else. Not a thought in any other direction, mind you. I was surprised to see that Joanne is so funky now... hee... she used to strike me as pinched and drawn and always looking tired, but she's really blossomed now, long dyed hair, contacts... whew. And Sara's grown her hair long now. Rachel's put on just a bit of weight, Zhou Yuan is really quite funky and her spoken English is better, although it WAS pretty good to start with.
Quarrelled with my dad this morning... Stupid man, he's so unreasonable and petty. In a way I guess I'm not totally in the right either, and some say I should just overlook the stuff about him that I hate cos he's my dad after all, but somehow I just can't!!! I can't explain it entirely either but I find him hateful to live with most of the time. Aiyah, anyway just don't really want to talk about it. Makes me kind of angry-sad... don't ask me exactly what kind of emotion that is.
There are snails proliferating in my fish tank but they seem to be eating the algae and not harming the fish so I guess it doesn't really matter. Xiaobao died a few days ago... the first of the babies we had that survived to grow bigger yet died later. He was male too. I always thought him really cute, but he died of finrot and stuff that made him really pitiful. *sad*
- Now playing: Kryptonite by Three Doors Down
- Feeling: not very happy
INSOMNIAC | 24 NOVEMBER 2003 3.11AM
Shit... I had a bad day today. We finished the Fly By Night thing and Mah went to hand it in. Actually, more like they finished it and handed it in, haha... I intended to go back to the room and get Weiming to go for breakfast with me then go back to the SMG room, but I fell asleep instead and only woke up at 3pm, *oops* haha.. We didn't win anything but well, that's just too bad I guess. Mah seems a tad unhappy about it, coupled with fatigue... well... cheer up man!
Okay this is damn dumb...
The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz
Haha... bucket of chicken... KFC?? Haha... Yvonne is a handbag...
Oh and I made a new blog layout for Emily!! Real cute one called enDOLPHIN RUSH... cute hor? Check it out here.
- Now playing: Ready Or Not by Fugees
- Feeling: 'seh'
BUGGER BLOGGER | 21 NOVEMBER 2003 9.29PM
HAHAHAHAHA!!! I succeeded in figuring out the templates for both Blogger AND tabulas!! *very smug indeed* Changed Mel's layout as well as my own tabulas site layout with two different colors of the same template. Damn cool man. This is what feeling weird usually does to me... creativity in the oddest of ways.
And guess what? Wai messaged me back to say that he wasn't attached and that it was Sergina fooling around with his phone. After that I felt even weirder. But I think I shouldn't care too much. Weiming says he totally understands... I think he's so awful sweet I must have been some angel in my past life to deserve this cos my present conduct certainly doesn't.
Yeah but anyway I gotta go down brainstorm with Matt for the film thing... catch ya later ya?
- Now playing: Leave A Light On by Belinda Carlisle
- Feeling: hyped-up
CHIONGSTERRRRRR | 20 NOVEMBER 2003 9.29PM
Got this chiong feeling now, though I can't think of any place to do it and people to go with. No one is in a chiong mood. Rhyss thinks I'm 'siao'. I NEED CHIONG KAKI! Stupid Melissa started it... asked me if I wanna go but actually just joking. Then next thing Wai sms me wrongly mentioning dbl O... wahh... damn sianz... no one to chiong with me... I'm comforting myself playing all my Mambo songs... *pout*
And my Fumfum hasn't moved an inch!!! *tears out some hair* So fed-up... the milk plant's grown so much I can drink the fruit, but the Fumfum's still lying there!
Had a nice conversation with Zhihao today... haha... never expected to be able to talk so easily with him even after 4 years of silence... or maybe it was just me talking and talking... *oops*
I got my MC for ten bucks. Yes, ten bucks... from Dover Clinic! (why does this sound like an advert??) But that's no guarantee the office will approve my MC. No way in hell especially if they check out my record for the entire course, haha...
Anyway seems Wai is attached now... to Sergina... haha... somehow it's a bit weird. We used to quarrel about her, and now I'm the one who has left the picture and he's with her. Feels odd. Yah but anyway just wanna relate this funny incident from somewhere in the past... Wai and I walked into Bugis U.R.S. and came face to face with one of those Jap lian lookalikes... you know, honey colored rebonded hair, huge silver hoop earrings, denim 3/4 skirt, pink and white make-up... yah then my first reaction was heart skipped a beat, really 'chua dio' cos I was thinking in a moment of insecurity that she must be exactly what Sergina was like. BUT I kept my thoughts to myself. When we walked out of the shop, Wai casually turned to me and remarked: "Wah, that girl really look like Sergina leh..." I ALMOST FELL DOWN RIGHT THERE AND THEN, that's how big a shock I got. Yah anyway if the two of them are happy then I guess I am too. Can't deny still caring, even though it's only a shred, but not enough to grudge him happiness. Haha... wish them all the best man, and in a way it's a HUGE burden lifted off my chest for some reason... I was always so afraid for him and his crazy mood swings when he hadn't seemed to get over me, and not knowing if I was doing him any good by keeping in touch yet selfishly wanting to stay in the know about if he was doing fine.
Sigh anyway now that it seems past, well I'll leave it at that. Funny, I really think sometimes my life story could be made into a TCS 8 drama. *roll eyes* You haven't even heard the tip of the iceberg yet.
- Now playing: Coco Jambo by Mr President/ Drive Me Crazy by Espresso
- Feeling: weird & restless
CHRISTMAS FRENZY | 19 NOVEMBER 2003 8.37PM
Really can't wait for Christmas to roll around so we can celebrate! Not that I really celebrate it but I just LURVE giving people prezzies! The only trouble is, I think I will be broke after I get back from Kuantan... *pout* and I can't start buying cos hubby says we are saving the money up for the trip. *pish* I wish I had three working sisters like Rhyss does. Okay, I shan't be greedy. Two will do, hahaha. I shall refrain from saying anything about the shortcomings of having a younger brother like Gabe, since he kindly bought me a present for my birthday. Mental note: buy him one back next year. (Yes, in case you haven't realised, I have a horror for a kid brother cos I am a horror of an elder sis.)
Had my second paper this morning... I didn't complete it! Alright I was being a little slow on the writing side today, but I honestly didn't know what to write... to me all the three questions were about the same thing. The Jew certainly didn't think so, and her being a Dean's Lister and all I guess I better take her word for it. Nevertheless I somehow have a 'I really couldn't care less' feeling about it. And here I am planning what to say to the doctor tomorrow so I can get an MC and hopefully the office will approve it so that I won't get an F on this darned module... SO not worth it.
Somehow I just have this feeling that these two weeks aren't as terrible as I thought they would be. It's about half over already, after all.
You know, I just think that in the Singapore education system as it is now, there are just so many exams that one kind of becomes immune to it. At least, I have. Somehow I never cease to be amazed by those who can keep up the anxiety for so many years. Like Mel. (Sheesh, Mel, I don't think you read this but sorry babe!)
Anyway my Banja mania is back! I check the site all the time and I figured out the gameplay a bit now... it cultivates patience for impatient people like me! you have to do a fair bit of waiting so parents will love this game cos their kids can only log on for that long till there is nothing left to do and you have to wait for time to elapse. And another cool thing: the main page has this big graphic splashed across it, and its background actually changes with the time of day! I mean, when its daytime there will be a blue sky and a bright sun and the sun moves across the 'sky' as the day progresses and when it's night the moon will come out and now and again it will be full, or sometimes not full, and it moves across the sky too! Now, before you think me all suaku and whatnot, I have to qualify this bit of impressionability: I am thinking along the lines that I wish I could be that expert with this webdesigning crap. Perhaps one day you shall see me setting up some cyber firm doing all that too... (somehow even me with the hypervisual imagination can't see that too clearly...)
In any case I have been recently re-discovering the joy of Friendster... call me some attention-seeking shit but ah, what the heck... I'm looking for old friends! And I mean, really old... like, haven't seen them in eons kind of old.
- Now playing: You Light Up My Life by LeeAnn Rimes/ You Must Love Me by Madonna
- Feeling: peaceful
FIRST PAPER BLUES | 18 NOVEMBER 2003 10.25PM
My first paper is over. I threw so many smoke bombs that you could literally see me stewing in clouds of the stuff. Haha... hopefully I confused her enough to give me a good grade to make up for the potential F I'm facing on SC2210. I suddenly had a mental image of a smoked human... you know, like, smoked ham?
Weiming has set up a Friendster account, add him if you see this cos I really think he enjoys seeing more people on his friends list. (He insists otherwise cos he doesn't want to appear desperate. But we know the truth... hahahaha)
Apart from that, nothing much to update really, but I realised that the Frontpage Express thing is running out of page space so I have to archive earlier. Shitz... that really means I I'm crapping A LOT and even the program can't handle it!!!! *makes a face*
Anyway so everything is in the archives, go there if you want to read anything from the past few days. The post below is specially for Neville so he can read the response I posted in the comments bit. Aren't you touched, Nev???
To sum up the previous few posts:
- The Harry Potter" Prisoner of Azkaban trailer is out!! See it at any good Harry Potter site.
- I had a weird dream about Weiming dying... scary... *shudder*
- I have a tabulas account (go there) simply for the intrigue of the way it works and because Cessy recommended it.
- Recently was recommended a new online game called Banjarama. Play it! Not making much headway with the game at the moment though. Maybe cos in terms of the game calendar it's still the same day so nothing really changed yet?
DIVERSIONAL THERAPY | 17 NOVEMBER 2003 11.39PM
Oh my God!!! Even as I am supposed to be revising, I am finding so much interesting trash on the internet!!! I dug this link out of Gera's archives. It's a fortune telling program from rkwest.com that includes tarot etc.
[The other half of this post has been archived: see it here.]