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Kimi Ga Wasurarehen

26.12.03

How do you know when you have a liking for someone? Do you feel extremely happy when you are with her? Does your heart ache when she doesn't reprociate your feelings? Is it all about YOU?

What about her feelings? What if she doesn't like you? Is accepting her wishes a showing of love? Is love selfless?

Or is love about satisfying your wish to be with her? Even though it may hurt her in the process? Is love selfish?

When you thought time had washed away all your feelings for her, everything came back when you meet her again.

You are with her, yet you feel sad. Why? Isn't love supposed to be a wondering feeling?

Is it because deep in your heart, you realized that she doesn't feel the same for you?

How can you bear to hurt her with words that you will never say to anyone else?

What's the use of looking at the photo now? Are you still thinking of her? Her face's not even inside the pic!!

What the hell are you thinking, R!!!!

You say you like her even now. I say you are a nutcase.

Fuck off, R.

Boring Day

17.12.03

Finally decided to upload the site to a geocities server. Argh, the stupid ads suck. What to do? Life is bad. It's the only way I can get some blogging done ONLINE after almost two months of Offtime. Today took Off and Leave, so was quite happy to spend a relaxing day at home without calls from my irritating unit, except for one by 3SG Ron. ARGH!

Went to Compass Point in the afternoon to buy lunch and some comics. Went home and cleaned my room. Sianz. And oh, I received an invitation to a movie from someone I least expected, and the same someone I probably hoped the most to invite me for the past 3 years. Hahaz. Life is not so sianz after all some times.

Birthday

11.12.03

Hmmm, not too bad a birthday compared to last year. Went out with Angie to Karaoke, her treat. Shiokz. Hahaha. Didn't received any presendts from anyone though. Sighz.

No Ad-free hosting until further notice

01.12.03

Just as the title says. Some problems cropped up and my plans to get this site up on a paid host have been shelved yet again. Hope to resolve this problem soon. Sianz.