| I'm Great! |
| Hey! I'm great! Honestly.. I really don't think I'm that bad of a person... I mean I have some faults..Hey, we all do! Mine just aren't...as noticeable...right? Hey, who cares if I'm fat and ugly? It's on the inside that counts, right? Okay well honestly I don't think I am THAT fat or THAT ugly... I mean I think I take pretty good pictures, even though I look about a THOUSAND times worse in real life than in my pictures...A picture says a thousand words, right? Mine only says one word but says it a thousand times. "LIE! LIE! LIE! LIE!" Because honestly I look like an ugly gargabe hobo on the streets of ChinaTown even though I'm not Chinese...But I still look like a hobo from ChinaTown. Wait...I thought this was supposed to be my I'm Great section! Truth is, I feel bad when I talk highly of myself...I really do..Then I think whoever is reading this is going to be like "Oh God Nicole, you're not like that. Just up." And then that's just going to make me a worse person.. Oh well.. Well, I think I'm nice and kind and sweet....Um, I made 30 goody bags for my speech meet for Christmas and gave them to people from OTHER teams, other schools, who are supposed to be my enemies...and I gave them to people who I don't really REALLY like, people who I know I will never become close to, but why? Just for the sake of giving. I mean, I love to see their smile, it's really self gratifying. I mean, it's only a simple goody bag, but still.. That's why I really love the holidays.. It gives me an excuse to go out and get something for someone. But the best kind of presents are those you get for someone for no reason at all. I've done that a few times, and I really really like doing it. The other person doesn't seem to appreciate it though... They look at it for awhile, then say "Thank you." and walk away...Pricks.. Well all of that probably made me sound like an ANGEL. You're probably going "HA!" or something...But seriously.. it's true... I'm open like....a book! haha...A picture book for little kids! So it's super easy to read..Not like one of those deep philosophical books...Well.. What I'm saying is, I'm EASY to read like a children's book that you don't have to search for context clues to get the message, but I have a very complex character...that's all laid out in the children's book... You know, I once read a book called something like The Freud Children's Book, or SOMETHING like that...It was a cute little picturebook that explained Freud in about 50 pages...Containing one paragraph on each page..It was cute, and I learned a lot.. To just picture me as a Freudian Children's Book, except minus the sex, and plus the..wait, pump up the sex, and minus the...Oh I don't know. I'm sincere! I really am! I'm always there for a friend in need...And if they are sad, I am sincere about it...Even people who aren't my friends, who are people I really do hate, or just don't like.. I'm there... I have a Savior Complex, where I feel like I need to be the one to save someone... I always wanted to do that, but I never could...So I take every opporunity I get to try to save someone, even though I know I will be unsuccessful.. I just hope that they know what I am doing, and appreciate it and realize, "hey..Maybe people do love me." I think I'm funny...To *cool* people I'm probably just a dork..But if they really got to know me, hey, they might think I'm funny too.. I think I'm polite....Like at restraunts, I put one hand down, not resting on the table, and use my napkin...And I don't bring up tragic events to make a person feel bad...Or I compliment them on something they do...And I don't interupt them when they are speaking, unless it's like I forgot what I was saying earlier so my friend and I would just continue talking and then all of a sudden it comes back to me, but then I say "Oh, oh, I just remembered what I was going to say! I'm sorry...I could say it later, you can go on, or I could say it now haha.." something like that..If that's rude then, I'm sorry, I'll just get a notepad and a pen to write it down on next time. Okay well hmm.. I think I'm fun too...I'm willing to do pretty crazy things..As long as it's pretty much legal...And moral...I can run up to people and do weird things...Get a video camera and interview people and ask guys to take their shirts off for the camera... That kinda stuff is fun... Well, I think it is anyway... |