| Question (For Nicole) of the Week |
| Q: Why haven't you updated this page for so damn long?? It's been more than a freaking year! |
| Sweet Dreams are made of These.. |
| By Annonymous February 23, 2003 |
| A: Blah. Well, I've been working on other areas on my website. Since last February, I've done an emoticon page, Adventures page, Elvis page, Dress Nikki, my rantings (Enter the mind of a mad woman.. or whatever I called it..) and a lot more. I sometimes wonder if anyone ever reads this. Oh well. Hey, if you're reading this, give me an IM, won't you? Thanks. |
| Here's a beautiful dream I had the other night. I was in an acting class and had to pick a partner to be my stage combat partner. I wanted to pick this girl but she already picked a partner. The only other person I knew in that class was rather small, and I wanted someone who I could throw semi-hard blows at, and she would not be able to take them, so I went to the back of the room so she wouldn't see me. Then this guy who was kind of ugly who I had never seen before said hi to me, and he was kind, and I mean genuinely kind. Not like the kind of nice that people are because they have to be, but actually KIND. Anyway, just had to stress that. So we were talking, and even though he really was quite ugly, I just kind of fell in love with him instantly. It was amazing. I asked him what his name was, and I had no idea what he was saying, I asked him to repeat himself, but just once, because I didn't want to annoy him. I just pretended like I heard. Anyway, we had to go to separate rooms, like I had to go to the girl's dressing room and he had to go to the boy's one, and as I was walking towards the room, the director came up to me and told me that that boy would be my "husband" for this play. Then I went out of the room, and everyone was in line to get their costume that was on this rack. I stood behind him, but for some reason he looked different.. I only saw him from the back. Before when I saw him, he was short and kind of chubby with dark hair, but now he was tall and had an average body build, and had brown hair, but I knew it was him. Then, the line moved up and there was a medicine cabinet mirror on the right side on the wall, and it was fogged up, like how mirrors get when you take a hot shower. He stopped when he got to it, and wrote his name on the bottom part of the mirror, that spelled: YAYAKIEL. He wrote it in all caps. Then he used his hand to wipe part of the mirror to reveal his face, and what I saw in his reflection was the most beautiful face that I had ever seen. Then he looked at me through the mirror and smiled, one of those meaningful smiles, as if he knew what I was feeling, and then he turned around, and he looked just as how he did in the reflection. It was truly amazing. I loved his personality, and through his reflection, I saw beauty, and it showed itself on the outside as well as in. |
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| Ask Nikki |
| Dear Nikki, My girl friend found out that I masturbate and she's really pissed off... I think that's kind of dumb because all guys do, and I'm not cheating on her or anything, because she's not giving me sex, I'm pleasing myself in my own way. Am I in the wrong or is she? -Just your average raging hormones teenage guy |
| Dear Raging Hormones, How did she find out? Did she catch you or did someone tell her? Or did you? Oh well, that shouldn't matter too much. Yes, you're right. Just about all guys do masturbate, and this is all natural. You are in the right, but you need to explain to her that you love her, (if you really do) and that masturbation is just a form of physical release, similar to cracking your knuckles or your neck or something else. It feels good and relieves. Just use that analogy, she might understand. Or maybe the fact that all girls have periods, then again, don't mention that to her. It' ll get her more pissed off, but now that I'm on that, I'll continue.. All girls have their periods, it's uncontrollable, just like the sexual urges of guys. Guys don't want to hear about girls' periods, girls don't want to hear about guys' jacking off experiences, it's hush hush, but everyone goes through it. Anyway, I wish you luck with this. ~Nikki |
| Movie Ratings |
| How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days *** This was an interesting cute movie. Chick flick no doubt. But not as bad as most of them. It was actually pretty good. I mean, I enjoyed it. Igby Goes Down **** I didn't see all of this movie yet because I have ADD, but this is a very very good movie, nonetheless. It's in video stores. Go rent it! |
| Issue #6 |
| The Opinionated Column |
| You shouldn't judge people before you know them. Then again, that is hypocritical as we cannot help but to judge. The message should then be do not base your actions towards someone on what you perceive them to be. If you think that someone is weird (and you don't know them) and they talk to you, don't act like they're weird. Oh you can play all nice with them, but I'm saying DON'T do that. Don't just put up a fucking front by PRETENDING you're nice while KNOWING you DON'T want to be with this person at all. Give them a freaking chance. That's what I do. That's what people should do. Life is NOT about putting up the expected front when the time is right. It's about giving people a chance to show their true colors THEN base your decision of them off of that. Yes, appearances can be decieving. Okay fine, I don't always do this. I think some person is too cool for me so I don't talk to them out of shyness. But what I'm saying here is to not dislike people you don't even know... I'll get onto my problem later. |