To Cry A Tear

I can only love you so much
as your negative comments come through
and take over my heart, making me
think I'm not good enough for you
leaving me not knowing exactly what to do.

So we don't talk, or listen anymore
a comfortable silence had become torment
words or touches would only fail as,
sheering through the silence, the rain went.

I sit here alone, watching rain trickle
wondering what happened to us here
I miss you now so desperately but
can't bring myself to cry a tear.

I never wanted to be without you
I never wanted to fall for you this way
I never wanted you out in the rain
never wanted another dream to steal you away...
I had many dreams of life
and the way that we would live it
and I hurt deep, wanting your time
now that you don't want to give it.

I guess all I needed to know
was that you love me and you're here
I never wanted to walk on the edge of you,
of falling, I have a tremendous fear
yet
I can't bring myself to cry a tear.