Seems like it's only getting worse the radiant smile has faded out the sparkle in the eyes has gone away and security has been replaced with doubt I'm not happy with this anymore love is merely a speck of dust on the mantle where depression burns quiet because continuing life is a must for no other alternative to consider not having enough guts to stop my brain by putting a bullet through it quick to put an end to all this pain I think we should have a choice on the matter of being born if I had the offer before conception the ticket would be in pieces, torn So now I guess I'm just waiting along for the ride and wishin' the train would stop so I could get off because I was put on it without my permission. |