Confused

I've always been confused
about whether to leave or to stay
seems like it's always something
that pushes me in a certain way
and I always try to fight it off
and tend to rule out circumstance
sometimes I laugh, sometimes I cry,
wondering if I still have a chance
to make things right, just to turn around
and make things wrong all over again
to tell myself I could've walked away
no worse for wear, not near done in...

or to tell myself I had it all
and walked away, what a fool I was
everything I want, or nothing I need
but aren't you supposed to know what love does?
Or maybe it's just there and does nothing
maybe it's supposed to be all in the way?
I've always been confused
about whether to leave or to stay.