My Feelings Bared

I tossed and turned till 2 a.m.
you weren't beside me where you should've been
I laid there empty and terrified
stomach in knots, heart broken again

I cried and screamed and pulled my hair
trying to figure out how to get you there
just so I could let you know
I'd do anything, just please don't go

I laid in bed, far from hope of rest
my heart pumping hard, almost out of my chest
butterflies in my stomach, making me insane
thinking about how I could relieve this pain

You are the closest I've come to what I want
I'd fall on my knees in a busy restaurant
in front of everyone to beg you to stay
to love only me and never betray

I'd ask your forgiveness for what I have done
for the pain I've caused that caused you to run
do you want tears, or blood, or shall I walk on fire
to prove to you my love is real and you are my desire?

You've been so good to me, always been at home
making sure that I've never had to be alone
I can't handle this feeling of being without you and scared
so there it is in black and white...all my feelings bared.