Growing Apart

We are growing apart from each other
and I'm not sure what I should do
I want to be close to you again
in spite of what we've gone through.

I wanted to make love to you
this morning but I couldn't be late
wanted you last night but wasn't sure
if you were sleeping or awake.

It may have been just as well anyhow
making love wouldn't have made it better
all the books I've read do no good
maybe we weren't meant to be together?

But how and when will we know for sure
is there a point when we would agree
that it's time to drop it and walk away
seeing I'm not for you and you're not for me?

Or do we continue on, at times, faking
hoping we'll get closer eventually
can we see this gap as a rough spot
or should we go on and now break free?

I don't want to be this far away from you
but I'm not for certain what to do.