The Life I Knew I think about life before you came and I don't want to go back you've shown me different ways to see helped me up to get on track. I don't know where I'd be right now if it wasn't for the love you gave to live without that would be like having one foot in my grave. I never meant to take you for granted or to cause you any pain past issues come out to haunt me I try to fight it, how I strain because I love you so much it makes me so afraid that you will end up hurting me for the mistakes that I have made. I never meant to push you away I don't want to be inside this shell if I could only know you won't leave I wouldn't be living in this hell I was happy when I knew you were there when I knew I was important to you this is all I need-please stay- I don't want to go back to the life I knew.