A Warm Storm

I guess you're mad at me now
always have been but never showed
the way you wanted it to be but
you didn't stand on the side of my road
to flag me down or stop me
or to give me any sign
but it was easy for you last night
to say "I want you to be mine"...

why did you wait, so long till now,
why do you wear your heart on your sleeve
you shout in pain that I come into life
like a wild tornado and then I leave...

and I never knew what else to do
it's always been my way, you knew
but you can't see it's too late now
there's things I can't bear to tell you
about why I have to go
and the reason I won't be back
it would only cause more pain
and turn your gray sky black.

One day you will understand
you will step back, with a deep breath
you'll find out why, and realize
that the chaos was better than death.