I am so happy.  I am sitting at home, we have been blessed with the know-how and the money to get our computer up and running right, and I couldn't be happier. 

I am going to take a moment and get a little deep and hopefully shed some light on myself, to help others see me better.

I am a contradiction.  I am an outgoing kind of shy; a quiet kind of loud; a smart kind of foolish.  I realize that I confuse people, because they see me as one way, and just when they start to see me and think that they know me, they realize that they don't.  I told my husband when we first started dating that I was simply complex and complexly simple.  It is not something that I do on purpose; it is just who I am.  I like talking to people in large groups, whether I know them or not, but I do not like talking to strangers one-on-one.  I can talk to people that I am very, very good friends with for hours, but I do not like talking to people that I do not know very well for long periods of time.  People always say to me, "You are so friendly."  But they don't realize that I am not friendly, I am just polite.  I will speak when spoken to. 

I will laugh and talk to someone about whatever they want to talk about, but I am a very private person.  Sometimes people mistake this for being stuck-up or funny acting, but the truth is, my business is just that, MY BUSINESS.  I do not understand why when something goes on with someone, everyone in their family is in on it.  Mama is on the phone talking about don't let her have to come over there, the sisters are on the phone talking about "girl, I wouldn't take that if I was you,"  and then there are brothers and cousins all putting their 2 cents in.  Before long, you have accumulated a whole dollar and don't have any where to spend it.  The true answer to a problem lies between the people involved with the problem.  This is the reason why I say a lot of people have a marriage liscense, but they are not married.  That is why I do not like to go to weddings.  Marriage is about the RELATIONSHIP, NOT THE FLOWERS, THE DRESS, THE CAKE OR THE TRADITIONS.  That is why I don't like attending them.   I feel that wedding guest should be witnesses to the love between a couple.  If you do not know about the realtionship the couple has, you can't be a witness to their love.  It is like cosigning a lie, something that I would rather not do.  Maybe I will write more on marriage tomorrow.

I am a yound girl with old soul. It is so funny.  I don't know how to describe it.  I like to have fun, but I am very serious.  I am a bit much to handle.  So my blog one day may be about Jay-Z and Beyonce and the next day it will be about Welfare moms, and still have the same passion and concern.  I am a very eclectic mix of wonderful components.  What else can I say...THIS IS ME.