CHAPTER II
Wake up!!
"Ughh..." My head was still
aflame with a powerful burning sensation, and my body had turned limp from my
lack of blood. "...I...I can’t..." I replied softly to the coaxing
voice. "...I’m...I’m so tired...just leave me alone..."
Open your eyes!! Look around you!!
"Nnggg...not so loud..." I
choked. "My head...it hurts so much....just let me sleep..."
You’re alive!! Stand up!
"...Stop it..." I cried through
gritted teeth, bracing myself from the flaming agony that spread through my
bones. "Stop calling to me....I just want to rest....I want everything to
go away..."
You didn’t die! Get to your feet!
"............No...no, I can’t do
it....Not after that.....Just let me forget everything....."
You can stand! Do it!
Though my eyes remained sealed, I felt icy
hands slip beneath my arms and begin to pull me up. Around me I could feel the
frosty touch of what felt like water, and as I was drawn up out of it the pain
in my body angrily burned and writhed. "...Let go of me...!" I ordered
weakly, slumped tiredly in the unobserved person before me.
"..I...I won’t...! Let me be...leave me alone...!!"
Open your eyes!! See where you are!!
"Ahh--!!" I drew in a
breathless gasp as my eyelids flew open and I sat straight upwards. Panting, I
slowly directed my indistinct vision about me, then clutched a shaking hand
against me. "....Oh my God..." I breathed unsteadily, my eyes wide.
".....Where...where am I...?"
The persuasive female voice that had
beckoned me only a few seconds earlier had completely disappeared, and I emitted
a frightened scream as a small cemetery gradually came into view below me.
"Christ in heaven!! I’m dead!! I’m having one of those goddam
out-of-body experiences!!"
My heart hammered mercilessly in my chest,
and I forced myself to calm as I noticed my view into the graveyard was through
a large window that I was now sprawled in front of. I was at least a story or
two above the burial ground, which was maybe only ten or so feet wide situated
in the space between the building I sat in and the one to the left and contained
maybe twenty or so simple gravestones. I gazed down at it for several seconds in
surprised noiselessness, then slowly shifted my sight to my surroundings.
I was laid on my back atop a
scarlet-colored couch, worn and faded with age, facing out towards the large
pane of glass before me overlooking the cemetery below. I soon realized why my
sight had been so limited--my right eye was completely covered by a long bandage
that had been wrapped around my head several times and ended across my forehead.
I was covered by several layers of bedspreads, then drew in a gasp as I noticed
I was refreshingly naked beneath the sheets. "Wh--" I gaped down at
myself for several seconds, eyeing the crimson dagger wounds that were slashed
randomly over my pale skin--most of which were also covered by bloodstained
compressions--and then my eyes slowly dropped to my left wrist. It to had been
wrapped with several layers of ensanguined gauze, most of which continued on
almost down to my elbow. It still burned when I moved it, and I stared blankly
down at it for a number of moments. I suddenly exhaled a sorrowful sigh and shut
my eyes. "....I remember now...." I whispered softly, forcing myself
to stifle the tears that threatened to escape my blurry eyes. "...I
remember it all....everything that happened.....I was caught in the
alleyway...that man drew out his knife...and....." I stopped and slowly
opened my eyes again, keeping them stuck groggily on my bandaged wrist.
".......................I don’t want to be alive........" I choked
quietly. ".....Why aren’t I dead...? Why didn’t I die...? Who in their
right mind could ever have decided to save me...?" My wrist dropped limply
back down to the sheets around me, and I gazed back over at the peaceful
cemetery again.
I’m not sure how much time elapsed, or
how long I had been staring silently out at the graveyard at the base of the
building I was in. My hands felt sickeningly cold against my exposed bosom, and
my reeling mind struggled pointlessly to piece together how I had ended up in my
position.
All at once I heard a door open behind me.
I emitted a alarmed scream and whirled
about, immediately throwing and holding the layers of blankets against my naked
chest. I covered my mouth with my free hand as I caught sight of the startled
form of Vincent Valentine, standing towards the ajar door leading into the
apartment and staring over at me in shock. He blinked several times, gaping at
me, then slowly shut the door. "....You’re awake....?"
"...Guuh.....Guuuuuuhhhhhh..." I
gawked over at him in absolute terror, then forced myself to leap to my feet and
kept the sheets protectively wrapped around me. ".....Y....you...!!!!"
".......Yes, me," Vincent
replied confidently, staring over at me through his frightful red eyes.
"...Calm down, don’t get so worked up. It’s ok."
"Ok??!!" I screamed in
panic, staggering several feet backwards. "And what part of this, exactly,
can be classified as ‘ok’??! What are you doing here??! Why did you save
me?! What do you want?! And why did you undress me, you pervert!!"
"Easy, easy," he coaxed, holding
a hand out towards me. "You’re in no condition to--"
"Don’t touch me!!" I ordered
sharply, immediately causing him to draw back.
"All right, all right, I won’t
touch you," he replied. "Just don’t go insane. I won’t hurt you. I
saved you."
"Oh, yeah?! Why?!" I demanded
angrily, backing up again. "What in hell could possibly have possessed you
to--"
"I couldn’t just leave you. Despite
your first impression of me, I actually do have morals."
"I slit my damn wrist for a
reason!!" I shouted. "Why didn’t you just let me die??! I never did
anything charitable towards you!"
"Calm yourself, please. Such anger
might cause you to--"
"And where are my clothes, you
lecher?!" I interrupted. "Damn you, you’re no better than that lousy
bastard who did this to me in the first place!! How am I supposed to know what
you did to me while I was asleep??!"
"Your clothes were completely torn
and bloody. Infection might have resulted if they weren’t removed."
"Why...why are you doing
this...?" I stammered despondently, now completely against the wall.
"I gave you back your stupid money.....Why are you....uuuuggghhhhh...."
All of a sudden I swayed unsteadily on my feet, then dropped weakly to my knees.
My breaths had become ragged, and my legs seemed incapable to support my weight
any longer.
"...See, I told you." Vincent
slowly approached my side and knelt down, then reached a hand out towards me.
I let out a shallow cough and glared over
at him through my one eye. "....I....I don’t need you...I’m
fine...."
"You’re still incredibly weak from
your significant loss of blood," he told me. "You won’t be able to
do much anything for a while. Your physical wounds might be mostly healed, but
your psychological scars might not amend quite as quickly..."
I stared over at him in silence for
several seconds, then exhaled a weary breath and lowered my eyes to the floor.
".....I.....I said I’m fine...."
".........Well, do what you
want." He stood and walked back towards the direction from which he had
come. "But as soon as you faint, I’m putting you back on that
couch."
I glanced up towards his back, then
brushed aside several loose, knotted strands of my hair. "....Why...why are
you doing this...?"
He didn’t reply for several seconds and
stood silently, then seemed to regain his senses and continued with what he was
doing. ".......I’d be a lower creature than I already am if I deserted a
wounded, unconscious girl alone out in a snow storm....especially one that had
just...been...." His voice gradually dissolved into silence.
I didn’t reply. My eyesight slowly fell
to the floor, then to the bandages about my wrist. I slowly closed my eyes in
order to stifle the tears that threatened to escape and began to nervously
fidget with a strand of my disheveled hair.
"....Here." A large white
bathrobe suddenly fell across my lap, and Vincent turned and continued with his
task at hand. "You’d better put that on before you catch a cold."
I watched after him as he casually exited
the room, then cautiously shifted the sheets from around me and wrapped the robe
over my shoulders, slipped my arms into the sleeves, and tied the belt about my
waist. It was much to big on me; the sleeves fell several inches past my
fingertips, and the bottom fringe hung down to my shins. I pulled my hair from
the collar and slowly shifted to my feet, bracing myself against the powerful
wave of nausea that washed over me. ".......Uggghhh....so dizzy...."
".....Are you thirsty...?"
I glanced up and met Vincent’s scarlet
eyes, and then my vision gradually fell to the glass of steaming herbal tea he
was now holding out towards me.
"....You must be at this point,"
he continued, slowly reaching forward, taking my wrist, gently placing the mug
in my hand. "You’ve been unconscious for almost a week. You lost a great
deal of blood..."
I gazed nervously down into the cup, then
back up at his face. "....And how do I know I can trust you? You could’ve
drugged this so I’ll faint again and you can--"
"If that’s what I wanted to do, why
didn’t I do it why you were unconscious in the first place?"
I stared over at him in silence for
several seconds, then slowly lifted the glass to my lips and took a cautious
sip. I hesitated for a number of moments afterward, tasting the drink, then took
another sip. I immediately froze as I noticed his enigmatic eyes locked on my
face. "...What?"
He didn’t reply for a while, then exiled
a sigh and cast his gaze aside. ".....Nothing. Why don’t you sit
down?"
I kept my eyes on his face but slowly
shifted my body over to the couch I had awakened on and sank down into the
cushion. "...Thanks. Now, what do you want from me?"
".......A name might be nice,"
he answered. "It’s Eliza, correct? I heard that group of men calling you
that before I found you."
I nodded, then hesitated and shook my
head, exhaling a sigh. "......No, actually, it’s Allie. Eliza’s just my
‘street name,’ if you will. I.....With the job that I have, I thought it
would be better if no one knew my actual name. ..........You’re Vincent,
right? Vincent Valentine?"
He whirled around to face me in shock.
"How did you--"
"Relax. I read it off your ID."
I let out another sigh, then gazed towards my wrist again. "....About
that....did you search through my shawl?"
"No..."
"You should. In...inside
it....there’s 75 gil. I...I never gave it back. I didn’t think you’d
notice." I closed my eyes, then took another sip of the tea.
"...I’m....I’m sorry.....about that. Selling flowers isn’t exactly
the best paying job in the world. The only way I could afford to survive was to
steal money from potential customers. I...I really do feel bad about it,
and...and I’m sorry. And....and thank you...for saving my life..."
He stared at me in silence for probably
close to a minute and a half, then said, "....Allie, could you do something
for me...?"
"Huh...?" I blinked. "Wh..what...?"
"...Your hair....pull it back into a
ponytail for a second."
"What??"
"Please. Just let me see."
".....Umm..." I slowly lifted my
hands, took my hair, and held it behind my head in a disarrayed clump.
"..There. Now what--"
He gazed at me expressionlessly for
several moments, then slowly lifted his frightening metallic claw to his face.
Numerous more seconds of silence elapsed, and then I could see his sharp,
sorrowful eyes staring out at me from between his fingers.
".....................No........why won’t you let me be......why won’t
you leave me alone...?"
"...Wh..what??" I gaped over at
him in surprise, then pressed myself back against the couch, dropping my hair
and seemingly awakening Vincent from some sort of preoccupation.
"....No...You’re insane...What...what the--"
"........Thank you," he finally
said, ignoring my terrified babbling and dropping his hand from his face.
"I’m sorry, that must have seemed like a rather unusual request..."
"Damn straight that was a--"
"..........It’s impossible..."
he murmured to himself, standing and walking unsteadily towards the kitchen. His
voice was quiet and barely audible, but I could feel it burning in my ears.
"I must be going insane........there is no way that--...yes, that’s
it......I simply see her face and hear her voice everywhere...there is nothing
different about this..."
"....W...wait a second, you!" I
cried, shifting myself forward. "What are you talking about? Who? What?
What’s the matter with you??"
"....It’s nothing..." he
repeated, brushing aside several loose strands of hair that dropped into his
face from his scarlet headband. "Just don’t worry about it...."
Ask about Lucrecia.
"Who??" I snapped nastily,
causing Vincent to turn and face me again. "Ask about who??"
He gaped at me in silence.
".....I....I didn’t say anything...."
"...What...?" I blinked several
times, then heard the voice inside my skull a second time. I recognized it this
time--it was the same female voice that had beckoned me in unconsciousness. I
covered my ears, trying to listen to the voice. "What...? Am....am I
flipping out...?"
"..............Allie, what--"
"Lucrecia??" I asked the voice.
"Ask about Lucrecia? Who in the world is--"
I was silenced as a loud shattering noise
came from behind me, and all at once I drew in a startled gasp and whirled
about. Immediately I noticed Vincent, standing maybe three or four feet from me,
staring straight through me with terrified crimson eyes and his mouth half open.
He had dropped a mug of tea to the floor, sending numerous shards of glass
splintering to the carpet. I gazed back at him for several seconds, then slowly
lifted a hand to my chest. "....Wh...what--"
"Who are you?" he interrupted me
quietly, continuing to gape at me. "What do you want? Who sent you?"
"...Wh...what the hell are you
babbling about?" I questioned frightfully, slinking back a foot or two.
"Have you flipped or something? What in the world--"
"How did you know that name?" he
snapped rather nastily. "Are you purposely attempting to drive me insane??
It’s bad enough that you already look almost..............No, no, enough,
Vincent, you’ve said enough....Allie, how do you know Lucrecia?"
"Who...?" I blinked several
times, still withdrawing slowly. "How do I know--"
"Lucrecia!! The name you just said,
dammit!!" His sudden fit of rage sapped away as spontaneously as it had
come, and he exhaled a weary breath and leaned weakly back against the bookcase
behind him. "......Forgive me......How do you know that name...?"
"...I--" I gradually lifted one
hand to my ear again and blinked. "...I...I don’t know....I...I think
I’m going crazy....I’m hearing voices...." I slowly lifted my vision to
his face. "........Who is--"
"...........No one," he replied
immediately, turning his back and raising a hand to his sweating face. "No
one at all........Don’t ask me again...."
I watched after him in shock as he slowly
managed to saunter away into the kitchen, and then my body fell to a sitting
position onto the couch behind me.
He never emerged.
*****
"....Ugghhh...." I stirred, then
gradually fluttered my eyelids open. With an incoherent moan I managed to push
myself up onto my elbows and gaze around me, then recognized the form of Vincent
Valentine’s living room about me. Everything had turned dark and silent with
unexpected nightfall, and after counting the number of chimes that sounded from
the grandfather clock in the hallway I could tell it was well after midnight.
I was sprawled on the couch I had awakened
on beforehand, and I had most likely collapsed from exhaustion judging by the
fact that I had been sleeping atop the crumpled sheets and blankets. Everything
was unusually still and dismal, and no signs of any sort of life were evident;
it seemed as if Vincent had disappeared completely when he had entered the
kitchen.
I slowly pushed myself to my feet, swayed
for a second, then straightened the robe about me and pushed back my hair.
Immediately I felt the presence of the bandage still encircling my right eye and
tore it away, dropping it to the carpet beneath me. Out of the corner of my eye
I saw the gauze about my left wrist, slightly stained with dried blood, and a
feeling of depressed nausea washed over me.
I’m not sure how long I remained in that
position beside the couch, but I eventually forced myself to stagger my way over
to the large window and place a hand against the cold glass. Several streetlamps
and other illuminations from surrounding buildings were still slightly visible
through the continuous wall of falling snow, but no other movement stirred the
silent street; it remained still and rigid, like a depressing oil painting.
Below I could still faintly see the small cemetery, refreshingly melancholy and
motionless, with its gravemarkers scattered randomly amongst the white soil. My
mind fell to the wound on my wrist, pressed gently against the icy window, and
my eyes fluttered shut with jumbled meditation. ....There....that’s where I
want to be buried......It’s so quiet and peaceful, like heaven......That’s
where I should be now.......I shouldn’t be alive.... My soft breaths left
a stain of mist on the glass.
I gradually turned from the window, then
leaned back against it and gazed rearward into the dark room once again. It
remained untouched, like I had seen it earlier, cloaked in a protective sheet of
dense blackness. I glanced back and forth several times, then wrapped the robe
around me tighter to my body and slowly walked forward, then down the small
hallway to my right.
The clock sounded again, much closer now,
and the floor creaked softly beneath my bare feet. Down the corridor I could see
a partially ajar door leading into what looked like the master bedroom, and
suddenly my thoughts fell to Vincent. What is he doing...? I thought
sadly. Why is he letting me live? Why didn’t he just let me bleed to death
in the alleyway? And now he’s letting me stay here.....? I know nothing about
him, but he acts like he’s known me all his life.... I stared towards the
room for several seconds, listening to see if I could hear any sound of ragged
breaths or any other proof of sleep, but none came.
I stopped as I noticed a small bathroom to
my right, then slowly entered and only to some extent closed the door. I
immediately spotted the dark, eerie form of my reflection in the circular mirror
above the sink, frightfully unfamiliar in the murkiness about me. I exhaled a
quiet laugh at my disheveled appearance, then leaned forward to get a better
view. "Disgusting..." I muttered wearily, flicking a limp strand of my
blond, knotted hair before my eyes. I stared at my image for several more
minutes in silence, then slowly leaned over and twisted the knobs on the sink,
spilling out lukewarm water. I exhaled a sigh and cupped my hands, then bent at
the waist and lifted the water to my face. It was relievingly warm against my
cold skin, and I could feel it slithering off my countenance in smooth droplets.
I had doused my face with at least half a
dozen handfuls of water before I, still bent over the sink, reached forward and
shut off the faucet then blindly groped to my left until my dripping fingers
seized a soft towel hanging beside me and tore it off its rack. Sputtering
softly, I lifted it to my face and wiped it dry, then pushed back my hair,
stood, and opened my eyes. Instantly I emitted a terrified scream and leapt
backwards as the dark, uncanny form of a young woman with long, tousled blond
hair up in a disarrayed ponytail and unnaturally pale skin glared at me with
sharp blue eyes behind a pair of wide-rimmed glasses from the mirror. Her
ghastly complexion was littered with several droplets of blood, and the white
lab coat and green dress she was wearing were spattered with scarlet blotches as
well. Her pale azure eyes were frightfully unfocused and furious, hidden beneath
several loose strands of loose blond hair that had fallen across her colorless
countenance.
At my sudden, frightened movement the
mirror fell from the wall and crashed to the floor, shattering and sending
countless numbers of glass shards scattering about the white tile. Panting in
terror, I stumbled backwards into the wall, staring down at the smashed mirror
at my feet, then lifted a shaking hand to my mouth. I heard a thudding sound
coming from down the hallway, and all of a sudden the door flew open and an icy
hand seized my wrist. "Allie?!"
I instantly let out a terrified shriek and
lashed out towards the figure, but my attack was caught by the form’s other
hand. "Whoa, whoa, whoa!!!" the silhouette exclaimed, holding both my
hands firmly down next to me. "Calm down!! It’s ok!! It’s me, it’s
me!! Can’t you see me??"
My breaths refused to stop heaving and my
heart wouldn’t return to its normal pace, but slowly my vision decided to
focus, revealing the startled face of Vincent staring down at me in the
darkness. I felt icy tears dripping down my cheeks, and I lifted a hand to my
pounding heart and the other to my face. "........Oh.....oh my
God....." I whispered shakily, my voice cracking from suppressed wails.
"...oh my God.....Oh Christ......I....I thought....oh my God...."
"What?" Vincent questioned
speedily. "What is it? What’s the matter??"
"....Uhhhh...uhhh..." I stared
perplexedly down at the glass on the floor, keeping one palm over my heart and
attempting to calm myself. ".....There.....there was a woman....!
In...inside the mirror!! I....I just got up to wash my face and....and all of a
sudden there was this woman....glaring at me from the mirror...!"
Vincent watched my face in silence for
several seconds, then slowly bent at the waist and lifted the broken frame from
the floor, sending several remaining shards of glass tinkling to the tile. He
raised it to his face, gazing at his dark reflection in the few lingering,
triangular fragments of broken glass. "........I don’t see
anything."
"......Wh...what??" My head
snapped up to face him, and immediately afterwards I leapt forward and brought
his hands down so I could see my own reflected image. "................No!!
She was there!! I swear to God!! I....I can still see her! She...she was so
pale....and was covered in spots of blood...! And her hair...her blond hair was
all ruffled and falling out of her ponytail.....and her blue eyes were--"
Vincent spontaneously drew back in alarm,
dropping the mirror to the ground once more. I immediately whirled about to face
him, and I could see his frightened scarlet eyes gaping at me in the darkness. I
could faintly see his body quivering, and all at once I lifted a hand to my
throat and gawked at him in absolute terror. ".....She.....she looked
almost.....dead....."
No sooner had the words escaped my lips
that Vincent was suddenly driven into a fit of rage. I emitted a terrified
scream and leapt backwards as he unleashed a tortured shout and began to tear at
his hair and hold his hands over his ears, staggering backwards and leaning
weakly against the wall. "NO!!! NO!!!" he howled, squeezing his eyes
shut. "No more!!! Anything but this!!!! Why won’t you leave me alone!!!! Why
won’t you let me die??!!"
I remained huddled in the corner, both
shaking hands pressed up against my heaving chest. I watched him continue to
yell at some unseen torturer, begging for mercy and growing increasingly weaker
as his agony continued. He finally collapsed to his knees, panting, sending
numerous drops of sweat splattering to the tile. I couldn’t speak, but I
continued to watch him gasp pathetically for air until I slowly forced words
from my lips. "......Who?" I choked quietly, barely audible.
"....who was it, Vincent? Do you know who I saw...?"
"No one!!!!" he screamed, his
face completely hidden by his long, sweaty black hair. "It was no one!!! I
told you not to ask me again!!!!"
"..................................Lucrecia....?"
I whispered in a sudden realization, backing up several more inches. "That
woman in the mirror.........was that Lucrecia....?"
Vincent’s breaths turned advancingly
more ragged, and he emitted another agonized shout, lifting his quivering hands
to his face. "Why you??!" he snapped nastily. "Why do you torture
me like this??!! Are you trying to kill me??!!"
It took several seconds for me to realize
he was referring to me, and I could not stifle the resulting jolt that snapped
through my body. "...........I........I don’t know, I’ve never heard
of--"
"Why??......Why...????" His
voice gradually grew less furious and more pleading, as if he were begging for
mercy. "I can’t get away from her....why should I try...?"
I stared at him in terrified silence,
afraid to speak, afraid to leave. All I could hear were his ragged panting for
at least five minutes more, and then suddenly with an exhausted, "....Ughh..."
Vincent shoved back his hair and swayed falteringly to his feet. He lifted his
head in order to locate my position in the corner, revealing his flushed, sweaty
face. He gazed over at me in silence for several more seconds, slowly beginning
to catch his breath, then exhaled a fatigued sigh and walked past me deeper into
the bathroom. "......I’m going to take a shower," he told me after
an extended pause, starting to undo the buttons on his black shirt.
"....I...I think I could really use one about now..." With that he
turned his back, and after gaping at him for several more seconds I took it upon
myself to shift to my feet and cautiously exit the bathroom. After I cleared the
doorway I turned back around to face him, and I watched him gaze at me through
his deep, crimson eyes for several moments, obviously deeply immersed in some
sort of meditation, then exhaled another sigh, closed his eyes, and softly shut
the door.
*****