Chapter 1, p.9-11
At ten minutes before eleven in the morning, the sky exploded into a carnival
of white confetti that instantly blanketed the city. The soft snow turned
the already frozen streets of Manhattan to gray slush and the icy December
wind herded the Christmas shoppers toward the comfort of their apartments
and homes.
On Lexington Avenue
the tall, thin man in the yellow rain slicker moved along with the rushing
Christmas croud to a rhythm of his own. He was walking rapidly, but it was
not with the frantic pace of the other pedestrians who were trying to escape
the cold. His head was lifted and he seemed oblivious to the passerby
who bumped against him. He was free after a lifetime of purgatory, and he
was on his way home to tell Mary that it was finished. The past was going
to bury its dead and the future was bright and golden. He was thinking how
her face would glow when he told her the news. As he reached the corner of
Fifty-nineth Street, the traffic light ambered its way to red and he stopped
with the impatient croud. A few feet away, a Salvation Army Santa Claus stood
over a large kettle. The man reached in his pocket for some coins, an offering
to the gods of fortune. At that instant someone clapped him on the back, a
sudden, stinging blow that rocked his whole body. Some overhearty Christmas
drunk trying to be friendly.
Or Bruce Boyd. Bruce,
who had never known his own strength and had a childish habit of hurting
him physically. But he had not seen Bruce in more than a year. The man started
to turn his head to see who had hit him, and to his surprise, his knees began
to buckle. In slow motion, watching himself from a distance, he could see
his body hit the sidewalk. There was a dull pain in his back and it began
to spread. It became hard to breathe. He was aware of a parade of shoes moving
past his face as though animated with a life of their own. His cheek began
to feel numb from the freezing sidewalk. He knew he must not lie there. He
opened his mouth to ask someone the help him, and a warm, red river began
to gush out and flow into the melting snow. He watched in a dazed facination
as it moved across the sidewalk and ran down into the gutter. The pain was
worse now, but he didn;t mind it so much because he had suddenly remembered
his good news. He was free. He was going to thell Mary that he was free.
He closed his eyes to rest them from the blinding whiteness of the sky. The
snow began to turn to icy sleet, but he no longer felt anything.