I Do.

You blow your cigarette smoke
into my face and laugh.
Just laugh at me and how 
I cough and try to shield 
my swollen eye from the painful smoke.
The cut has healed where your
fist actually broke my skin
and you finally broke me.
I tried to say no to you
that I didn't love you
But I guess I do because
I am here fixing your meal 
and doing your laundry.
They wonder when I will return at work
I tell them I'm sick and 
Momma wonders when I'll visit. 
I don't think she believes 
I walked into that wall.
But do you have to drink tonite?
No, and I won't say it again.
Can't we just go to bed?
Get your hands away sweet 
I don't feel like...
Well, if your in the mood.
Yes, yes, I love you, I do. 

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