Summer Comes and Goes
As
I sit at my computer typing this, I look out the window.
It’s
dark.
Very dark.
Any
minute now, the rain’s going to start pouring. Run for cover.
***
Let’s
flashback.
Say…
I
was going to mention the date we were going to look back to, but it just began
raining.
The
rain just suddenly stopped.
Oh,
here it is again.
No,
it stopped again.
Let’s
just go back to our subject before I get totally immersed into this abyss of
rain stopping and starting.
***
As
I was saying before I was, how do I say this, “rudely interrupted”, let’s flashback.
Two
months back.
The
11th day of May, 2001.
I
look at my calendar and see that May 11 was a Friday. Tennis class.
But
that doesn’t matter.
Hehe.
What
matters is that it was summer that May 11th.
Ah,
summer…
Joy,
fun, bliss, heat…
Summer…
***
My
summer was great.
I
graduated with honors from grade 6, was part of a select batch of 21 fine young
men who were academically qualified to skip grade 7 and move on straight to
high school, won title of “Most Improved Player” at my summer tennis camp (I
deserved it… hehe…), got a new cellphone, received the Sacrament of
Confirmation, bla, bla, bla…
Pretty
cool, huh?
But,
alas, my summer as I knew it suddenly ceased to exist. On the night of June 12th,
I was traumatized in my bed, stunned by the fact that the “bliss” of school was
only hours away.
I
hated that night.
Oh
sure, it might have been “the memorable last night of summer”, but that was
just the problem. It was the last
night of summer.
I
couldn’t sleep, knowing that if I slept I would just wake up to my doom.
But
I slept.
Must
have had a mental block.
***
Even
as I sit here now, talking to you (in a way), I am still lost here in the
fracas known as school.
High
school’s not too bad, but I would rather be someplace vacationing.
This
is so sad.
***
Sometimes
I wonder, “How the heck did summer fly by that fast?”
I’m
so sorry, I just can’t stop reminiscing.
Oh,
the summer…
***
Can
anyone get me out of my miserable
state and make me look forward to each and every day of school? (I know I was
exaggerating there, of course you’ve always got something to look forward to
each day and that’s living your life, but, you know what I mean.)
Really,
can anyone?
Well
if its any consolation to me, my dad told me at the beginning of the school
year, “As each day of school passes, summer draws nearer (or something like
that).”
You
know what, that sounds pretty comforting.