A Love Not Meant to be        

As I sit here all alone,

Thinking of you all day long

My mind can't help but wonder

Why we didn't last forever.   

I knew it was the right thing to do

For we contrasted each other.

  But deep in my heart, I still love you

And God knows how much I need you.

   Our love . . . sweet and fair:

In my heart, it will always be there.

It was delightful and pure  

Very clear and not obscure.  

  Our love, I thought,

      had a strong foundation 

For it grew from friendship,    

  not infatuation  unlike others 

It was no physical attraction

  Just plain thoughtfulness and affection.

   And in my heart, the mourning never stops 

For our love, though strong, was defeated

No! Not by hatred, not by fright

  But by a single word, that is . . . PRIDE. 

Eternal Love

    Love is as sweet as flower,

Bloom every moments and hours,

Create a little flower bed,

  Makes you happy when you're feeling bad.

   No wonder what love can  make,

  From our God the Father awake,

What does spirit of   hope  

   and kindness could make,

  In your little community hatred could break

    So when you're feeling bad,

Love answers you back,

Never give up, refrain from being sad,

  Tomorrow   might bring you luck.   

Eternal love comes from within 

our true hearts to fill,

every sadness our life could bring,

  To the world full of sins. 

When I  Was In Love  

  Oh, When I was in love with you,  

  Then I was clean and brave,

 And miles around, the wonder grew

        How well did I behave.    

          As time past by  

       I feel very lonely;  

      But when I see you  

    My heart is very happy.      

      When you’re near     

    I  began to shiever;  

    I  don’t   know what to do.

     When you are with someone     

   My heart start aching;  

   But  when you are with me  

    I feel like I’m in heaven.    

      I   want to kiss you,  

       I want to hug you,

  I want to say that I love you.  

    But why can’t I do it  

  When I am with you?  

         And now the fancy passed by

And  nothing   will remain

And  miles around they’ll say that  

I am quite myself again.  

Just An Illusion?   

   I’ve seen you in my vision

 But I’ve never seen you in person  

  How I wish I could tell you  

  The feelings I have for you.         

   But whatever I do    

I  can’t be close to you   

   You’re there I’m here

  When can I bee your peer?       

   You’re my inspiration       

In every examination

    I’ll try to reach the top

For  you to know me as that

  But is this only an illusion?

That I can see you very soon?  

    I hope it’ll come true    

  Even just to see you.   

   But for now I’ll just wait  

For that time with faith  

The time that I can see you

Just wait and I’ll prove you. 

You'll Never Know    

Must I be happy for I've found in you,

The best moments of my life,   

  A Love so true? 

A wonderful feeling that I've never felt before,

That I wasn't contented, I wanted more, 

  I know that I have to tell you This,

  But I was afraid of what could exist,

You might not believe the things I'll say,

And  tell me to forget you...     

To just go away.

    Knowing your answer is all that I fear,

'Cause I might regret what I will hear,

But what I can't stand is to never see, 

What I am to you and what you feel for me.

   Then one night I had my chance, 

I could have said it all in one dance, 

But fearful thoughts invaded my mind,

I see your presence but your love I can't find   

    I was overpowered with fear,

  My hands are shaking whenever you're near,

And so without knowing,

I let time pass by 

Things are slowly

changing but this feeling  

   won't die. 

  Then one day I was determined to tell it all

I'd overcome the fear that was giving me a hold 

I was approaching you when I found out you  weren't alone 

You have your boyfriend waiting outside the corridor.  

It broke my heart and I blame myself, 

I kept pounding the walls for it was like theft, 

I should've told you long ago that I'm in love

Then it may have been us and not the two of you.

   Still I got to accept that everthing is too late.

For painful events have been slowly taking place...

  And as for what is inside this soul.

  Well I guess my love, you will never know...