I, I am confused, fighting myself wanting to give in, needing your help, skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch, outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine
Can you see it in me? Skin cold from touch, each day confronted with what I have done, you pull me closer, I push you away, you tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain
I hate you
Why are you taken?
I love you
I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you
Why do I try?
Why do I really need to?
Why?
Fuck you, bitch
Need to... fuck... slut