More Things In Heaven and Earth

Bonnie Spencer

“There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy.”
Hamlet, in Hamlet, Act 1, Scene 5.


Bonnie Spencer was a shy child. Quiet, timid, nervous, withdrawn. Any of these words could be used to describe her. Sweet, innocent, trusting, and naïve could also be applied. She always did what she was told, she never talked back to those in authority, and she never took a single risk in her entire sheltered life. Until she turned twenty years old, she had never once made a decision of any importance, usually deferring to those who knew better. Then the day arrived that she became fed up with herself, her life, and her meekness. She packed a few paltry belongings, kissed her parents goodbye, and moved from Newark, New Jersey to New York City. Alone for the first time in her life, she found a job as a barmaid at the Silver Nickel, a gambling den with a less-than-sterling reputation. She didn’t tell that part to her parents in her letters home, as she didn’t want to know of their disapproval. In fact, he only reason she took the job was in order to meet people and make friends in a city that was all about rushing from one place to the next. Never before had she regretted any decision with such vehemence.