Silently

Silently I cry inside
Silently I'm dying inside
Silently I watch my world
Just disappear from me
As I see the end
The light is going off.
I have that feeling again
The feeling that this world is hopeful.
This child needs a mother that is not a
Psycho-Maniac that wants to kill other people
I am getting this weird feelings
Like killing this child
Is that suicide or homicide?
Is it a part of me or another person?
This child has taken away my life
I'm not sure if I really want it now
I need it, but I don't want it
What to I do
I want to live
I want it to live
I don't it to have a sad life
Like mine
Silently Everything goes
Silently I sit and see
How my mistakes form
Silently I cry inside

S.R.P.T.H.P.-M.