Discovering the internet, has changed my life so much. It has changed, my outlook on many things. I have met many people, and made many friends here on the net. Today as I think back, I have to laugh. I never wanted anything to do with a computer. knew nothing about them, nor did I care to. Then I started writing. I was writing longhand, which I do still perfer for a first draft. I decided that I did need a computer to type out my manuscripts on. My first computer was nothing to speak of but I was able to learn some of how to get in and out of the different pages.That's as far as I figured it would go.
I started to notice others using computers, and "going online". It caught my intrest. Soon I was learning, from others how to get online and was introduced to the chat rooms. I had a stupid screen name, and it was boring and brought boring people to me. I decided I didn't want to only chat with these people, I also wanted to chat to those that seemed to have fun in the chatrooms so........ I made myself a new name. Into the chatrooms I went, thinking I was ready. Here I was armed with a procative name and profile. What more could I want. LOL...I was no where near ready for all the IM's I recieved.
I chatted with a few men in IM here and there. I also chatted in the rooms. One day I was in a room and I noticed someone I had never seen before.I got up my nerve and started chatting to him in the room, then I IM'd him. Little did I know at this time, how much this man would change my life, for I had just met my Master.
We chatted many times over and over. He never hid from me what he was and what he believed in. I had never heard of BDSM. Oh I had heard of S&M, but never knew what it was. He explained all of this to me, as I told him my story. He gave me many links to read. As I read, and I chatted to him, asking many questions. If he didn't know the answer, then he did his best to find it, and still does. |
