I'll make this clear from the get go. As far as I'm concerned my relationship is very unstable. I really think it's just a matter of time before she asks me to leave or I walk.

It doesn't have to happen this way. It just seems inevitable and unavoidable

On to the show

I had a very, very good saturday.

I got a haircut. Jillian does such a great job I'm starting to like getting my haircut. It helps that she's quite attractive and sweet. Nothing spectacular about this though.

Had dinner with my dad and stepmother. haven't seen them in over a month and a half. so it was really nice seeing them.

Once we parted way with my father we headed to my uncle's birthday party. Stayed there for a little bit. Saw my first teenage crush. Drank some beer, left for Steve's.

We decided that since I would be drinking(a lot in fact) that it was best for me to crash at Steve's. Steve was cool with it so hey ho it was a night. When I arrived only a couple of people had gotten there. Soon, folks started showing up and alcohol flowed merrily and was consumed merrily.

Interesting sight all around. Old friend kissed two girls simultaneously. A good friend sitting in the middle of the floor declaring 'I am fucking wasted'. A couple disappearing into Steve's bedroom for about ninety minutes(later learned nothing happened). I had a funny exchange with Steve in the hallway.

Most of the night I sat talking with this girl, Christine. Steve has/had a real interest in her. I don't see that happening now or ever. I don't remember all of what we talked about. I know: she's from El Paso, TX, she has a niece, she's got three gorgeous tattoo's on the small of her back and one on her foot, she designed at least the three on her back, her brightens the room and me, makes me smile, a very slight snore when she slept(very cute), sleeps peacefully, I flat out stared into her dark, pretty eyes for about twenty minutes or so, and she probably isn't good for me(as my luck stands). Though I hope otherwise.

I hate my life.