I got new boot on tuesday! Yay-fucking-about time.

Wednesday-Radiohead!

I wish we could've gotten much, much closer. =shrug= what's a boy to do. I found myself completely enthralled. Ask tom or steve.

I'm wanting to learn the guitar even more now. especially bass.

Tom posed my an incredible question on way the back to train station wednesday night.

What did you see in cindy at first?

While I gave him a stupid answer at the time it's got my mind completely fucked.

I don't know what I saw in her at the begining. I know it's not there anymore. The same way whatever she saw in me died long ago.

If we weren't together and never met I know I wouldn't date her. There's just nothing I really like about her anymore. And many things I despise about her. I'm certain she wouldn't date me. We are not the same people from four years ago or even two years ago.

I don't need this now. I could've used this long ago but, not now.