I didn't mean to be so mean. I'm sorry, I didn't have to scream. I was just upset. Now I'm confused. It's unclear to me whats right to do. Smack me in the face. Put me in my place. Point out my imperfections. Point me in the right direction.
What's this? Hate can't be right. There's never a need to fight. Its just anger built up in me, that makes me wanna watch them bleed.
Now I'm going mad and becoming everything I've always hated. But I'm really glad that you don't hate me and you've waited for me to think it over, through and through. Open my eyes and see how stupid I can really be. How dare I let ignorance take it's toll on me.
Sliced me apart. Tore out my heart. Began her alterations. Designed me for happiness. At the sight of her face the feeling from this transplant could never be replaced.
I'm gonna be your Spiderman. So Mary Jane come hold my hand. We'll walk the beach, fuck in the sand. You've got my heart tucked in your pants. Rub your body all over me. I love your open heart sugery. The operation has gone so complete. Come closer to me and you can feel the heat.
Dissect me again. She's my best fucking friend. Give me more and more of that sweet medication. I'd smoke it, drink it. I bet I know exactly what she's thinkin'. Shoot it, snort it. I'd do anything to afford it.
We don't fuck. We just fucking make love. And when I'm busy with you I could never get enough of that juicy stuff. Just a hug and a kiss would float my fucking boat. Just a hug and a kiss is what I will get from you I hope.
Nothing more,nothig less. your something more, I'm something less. When where apart I'm such a mess. Lets get together and reduce the stress.
What do I have to do to get the fuck away from you? Trying to crawl inside, and ruin my mind. When the world is going under and you can't do shit. Whats to be done when you can't have any fun?
I don't want you to push your speculations on me. I don't believe in your shit, there's no holy light to see. And I've better things to do with my time, then spending it on my fucking knees praying to the sky. (I have better things to do with my time then worrying about where I go after I die.)
I leave you be, you leave me be. Stop smiling in my face and fucking lying to me. Your religous organization is a scam. I'm perfectly fine the way I am.
God damn it!
Leave me the fuck alone!
