Under the Windings of the Sea

by Nancy Brown (nancyelizabrown@aol.com)
copyright 1997
PG


Disney, Buena Vista, and no doubt many lawyers own the characters. This is meant as a work of fiction, done for my own perverse enjoyment and not for profit.

This story takes place in the same universe as "Aft A'Gley" and "Firstborn," and is to most extents a sequel to "No More A'Roving." While the first two are optional, the last will probably be vital to understanding the events unfolding, and is hereby recommended.

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     The scent of lilacs hung in the air like a presence, almost
a being of its own whispering nonsense tales to the child within
his soul.  He'd never pictured the owners of this place in a
scene of lilacs.  Roses, perhaps, heady with ancient passion, or
even lilies nodding their heads in remembrance of times best left
dead.  Yet sure enough, as he walked down the road towards the
farm, nearly enclosed in a tunnel of oaks and maples, he spied
well-tended lilac bushes in neat order interspersed among the
trunks.
     Some things had changed.
     His pace slackened as he approached the main house.  It had
been nearly a century since last he'd seen either of them.  They
had parted on good terms, but again, things did change.  Now that
he was rather inclined to live, being struck by an arrow tipped
with iron would be the height of, well, irony.
     There was movement just out of his range of vision.  A
child, or at least what he presumed was a child, zipped past him
and into the house before he could draw breath.  His shout formed
instead into a smile, as another head poked out of the door, eyes
darting towards him in razor-sharp appraisal, before registering
him as a known quantity.
     "Hello, Stranger," he said, opening his arms to indicate his
total lack of weaponry.  Of course, when one could build a bomb
less than a millimeter in diameter, even a thorough examination
wouldn't reveal it; fortunately for them both, he had no such
bomb, and no such intentions.  This time.
     "Indeed.  What brings you here?"  The other man's accent
hadn't faded in the years since they'd first met.  He found it
easy, comforting.
     "Believe it or not, I've dropped by to say hello."
     "I don't believe it."  His face was drawn in a frown as he
stepped outside and closed the door behind him.  In a window on
the second floor, two round faces peeped out from the curtains.
     He affected not to notice that the other man's arms were
covered to his elbows in what was most likely flour, but it was
more difficult to ignore the smudges of the same on his cheeks. 
It appeared he'd been cooking.  Nonetheless, his eyes were
bright, his shoulders broad, his entire body radiating health and
good cheer.  Not bad for a man pushing fourteen centuries.
     "It's good to see you, Macbeth."
     He snorted.  "You used to lie better than that, Xanatos." 
Still his gaze gave away nothing.
     "I'm not lying.  I've changed.  I want to explore what I can
do with this immortality of mine.  That includes talking to the
only other immortals I know."
     Macbeth watched him closely, distrust still gathered closely
around him.  "Perhaps."  Then his face broke into a grin, and he
took his hand.  "It *is* good to see you, too.  We'd thought
maybe you'd finally dropped off the face of the earth."
     "I did.  Went all the way to Mars.  But this is home."
     "Aye."  They spent a silent moment, then, "Come around back. 
I'll make some tea and we can catch up on the past ninety years."



     He looked around as he stirred sugar into his tea.  "What
brought you two to France?  The last I'd heard, you were back in
Scotland living it up."
     "We were.  We must have spent sixty years in that village. 
Then the town decided to move, lock, stock and barrel, to another
planet, somewhere in the Caldos system.  We thought about joining
them, but, as you said, this is home.  We'd spent time in Paris
before, and one day, we went for a long ride and quite by
accident, found this place for sale.  It's small, it's quiet, and
no one bothers with us much.  We started taking in the kids about
ten years ago.  It's so much brighter around the place with young
ones about."
     "I was going to ask ... "
     He laughed, a touch of sadness in the sound.  "No, no
halflings in this bunch.  I've met a few hybrids, and I suppose
we could go that route if we chose, but I think we're both done
with having our own children."  He paused.  "In fact ... "
     "In fact," said a familiar voice behind him, "we've just
received word from one of them."
     He turned.  Dominique, if she was still using that name by
day, stood at rest behind him, her muscles twitching just
slightly beneath the cotton blouse she wore in the early Spring
warmth.  She wouldn't attack first, but he would regret it if she
had to fight back.  Understandable.
     Again he held out his hands.  After a moment, she took them,
pulling him up and into an awkward embrace.  "We thought you were
dead."
     "Funny thing about immortality," he said, giving her a
gentle squeeze, "it eliminates that death problem.  As you should
know."
     "So it does."  They parted.  She poured herself a cup, and
spooned three heaping mounds of sugar into it.  The expression on
her face as she sipped was pure bliss, and he hid his smile at
the sight.
     "So," she said after making a healthy dent in her tea, "Why
have you come?"
     "Can't a man visit his two oldest friends without a reason?"
     "No," he said, as she said simultaneously, "Not you."
     "Fair enough," he said.  "I did come primarily to see the
two of you, though."
     "And the other reason?"  She would grant him no quarter.  He
knew her that well.
     "I want to wake up the clones."
     Only as the words came out did the plan crystallize in his
psyche.  The thought had been in the back of his mind for years,
always to be batted away again.  How could he justify putting those
poor creatures through the misery of life when he could only barely
persuade himself to wake up each day?
     Life had melted, shifted, become less of a burden.  Now he
wanted to see what it had to offer, maybe make up for lost time. 
The gargoyle clones, poor confused shadows of their originals,
were his responsibility for a thousand reasons.  Bringing them
back would be a way of making things up to spirits long at rest,
as he had so recently set Fox and Alexander to rest inside
himself.
     This was assuming the pair before him went along with it.
     "No," she said simply.  She stood up, taking her teacup with
her, and went into the house.  Macbeth looked after her, then
turned back to him.
     "Are you sure that's wise?"
     "It's something I have to do," he replied.  From within the
house, he heard a scream of rage.  "Um ...  Has she learned how
to control her temper, or should I start running now?"
     "Stay.  She'll shout and tramp around, and then she'll feel
better.  The children know to stay out of her way when she's in
one of her moods, and she knows better than to take it out on
me."
     "I heard that!" came a shout.  The door flew open, and she
stomped back out, her eyes blazing.  "How can you even
contemplate waking them, waking *him*?  Nothing's changed.  You
still want to die, don't you??"
     He held up a hand.  "You created them as much as Sevarius
and Thailog did."
     "And now they're dead.  Let them sleep!  If you tell me
where you're keeping them, I'll happily send them to hell for
you."
     "My love," said Macbeth, taking her by the shoulders, "let
it go."
     "He tried to kill you, too," she spat.  "Doesn't the thought
of revenge hold the least interest for you?"
     "If it did, I wouldna be sleeping beside you every morning."
     She sighed, watching her husband's face.  Finally, she
rested her head against his broad chest.  "I'm a little on edge. 
I'm sorry."
     "It's all right," he said in a soothing voice.
     He had quietly observed the couple; something Demona had
said earlier worried at the edges of his mind.  "You said you'd
heard from one of your children?"
     "Angela.  She was in Wales went she sent the message.  She's
looking for the descendents of the clan, and wanted to know if
we'd seen them recently."
     He sat back in his chair, holding his cup in his hands like
a child might hold a bird, too tightly.  "She was on Avalon when
the gates closed."  He knew it, but had to state it, see
Macbeth's confirming nod, for the rest of the knowledge to sink
into him.
     The gates had been opened.  Oberon would again allow his
Children and the gargoyles trapped on the island out into the
World.  He may even have sent them out as he had that first time
so long ago.  Angela was back.  His mother-in-law would again be
able to play her games with the mortals inhabiting this and a
myriad of other worlds.  And if Oberon hadn't ended his miserable
life, even His Majesty's most favored servant would be free to
roam the World again.
     "Damn."
     "So you see," she said, "you have your choice of magical
beings from whom to chose.  Ask one of them."
     "I have nothing to do with any of Oberon's kind."  And never
will again.
     "Then you have a problem."  She started putting the tea
things away.  The afternoon was growing late; it would not be
long before her transformation.  "It is however not my problem. 
Drop us a letter if you find a way around it."
     "Love," said Macbeth, placing a hand on her wrist, "don't be
so hasty."
     She removed his hand.  "If I never see Thailog again it will
be a century too soon."
     "Perhaps we could come to some kind of arrangement?"
     "Name your price."  Now that he knew what he wanted to do,
he would not let anything stand in his way.  Already he felt much
like his old self.  They would see who dealt whom.
     Macbeth named the cost for their assistance.



     The hulking statue shimmered and faded from view.  It hadn't
been moved far, merely to a shuttlecraft parked on the wide lawn
above them.  The rest of the gargoyles remained in the same
unknowing poses they'd had since their "deaths" nearly four
hundred years before.  Five lives in exchange for Thailog's
statue; it was a hard bargain.  He's tried talking them from it,
knew Thailog was his responsibility even more so than the rest. 
He'd been the second clone brought forth by the hardworking men
and women of Gen-U-Tech, and possibly the most damaged of all the
creatures made in Sevarius' lab.  Sotanax had problems,
certainly, but never so bad as his second child.  He'd hoped to
make it better for Thailog this way; the thought of his being
subject to whatever whims this pair had for him (for some reason,
he had nightmarish pictures of their using him as a hatrack for
truly hideous floral sun bonnets) made him uneasy.  Once Demona
had heard the deal, she could not be shaken from the notion of
having her former lover in the house to do with as she pleased.
     She stood before him now, poring over scribbled notes on a
piece of real paper.  According to her, datapads simply didn't
work as well as the written word.  Macbeth was inspecting the
statues for signs of any decay.  As their predecessors had been,
they were remarkably free from erosion, even after such a long,
brutal time.
     "All right," she said, simply, folding her wings around her. 
They'd waited for moonrise; the time had come.
     He lit the five candles surrounding the gargoyles, as
Macbeth stepped nimbly from the circle.  He moved in a counter-
clockwise pattern, repeating the mantra she'd taught him earlier
in the afternoon: life from within, stone into skin.  It was
stupid, even she admitted, but it would get him into a proper
state of mind.
     When the candles were lit, he took the bronze bowl from
their work table.  The scent of dried flowers caught him as the
fresh ones had when he'd gone to the farm two weeks before. 
Macbeth took a handful of the stuff, and made a clockwise circuit
on the outside perimeter of the candles, sprinkling the flower-
dust and murmuring his own chant as he went.
     Demona picked up the silver bowl next, and spoke in
bastardized Latin as she held her hand over it.  The contents,
liquids whose identities he really didn't want to know, gurgled
and bubbled.  She stepped within the circle, then brushed the
liquids onto the foreheads of the four males.
     "All of them," he said.
     She scowled, then placed a few grudging drops on the
forehead of the female, Delilah.
     She raised her arms to the sky.  Already, he could see the
moon just beginning to peer through the one window in the tower. 
Despite the candlelight, the touch of it upon her wings seemed to
fill her with ten times the brightness as before.
     She shouted something he could not understand, and became
too bright to be seen.  He shielded his eyes, and when he dared
look again, could see the glow surrounding the clones.  It was
working!
     "Now!" she yelled.  "The golden bowl."
     He picked it up.  It appeared empty, but looks could be
deceiving.  She'd called it a matter of faith.  He'd called it a
matter of some gases being invisible.  He stepped into the
circle, holding the bowl before him.
     dear god
     his mind stopped
     there was
     brightness
     yes brightness
     the clones were light
     and dark
     and alive
     and trapped
     stone and flesh
     he wanted to scream
     he wanted to laugh
     so this was what
     being within life
     itself
     demona said
     breath it
     drink it
     feel the life
     he sucked it down
     not air not gas
     lifeforce uncluttered
     he was the moonlight
     so was she
     this must be like
     what heaven is
     now breathe out
     she commanded begged
     breathe upon them
     give them the life
     he breathed
     he gasped
     over each one
     lifeforce from him
     into them
     stone crumbled inside
     take my hand
     said the one outside
     step out with me
     no come inside
     it's so beautiful
     go you idiot she said
     he was tugged through
     ... and fell out onto the cold hard ground, still aching to
go back inside that magical place.  "Please," he whispered.
     Demona stepped out from the circle, shaking moondust from
her wings.  She snapped at him, "You could have ruined the spell,
you fool.  You could have killed us all, immortality or not!"
     "I'm sorry," he muttered, his memory of the circle
lingering, but dulling with every moment.  "It was so beautiful."
     "So is hemlock," said Macbeth, and he helped him up.
     Demona took the final object from the table, a thin iron
dagger, and touched it to the edge of the circle.  The glow
flared and collapsed.
     Five rather confused-looking gargoyles stood in the middle
of a ring of burnt-out candles and flower petals.
     "What -- what happened?" asked Brooklyn's clone.  Oh yes,
Malibu.
     "You turned to stone when the decay completed," he answered. 
"We woke you up."
     "We're not sick anymore?" asked Broadway's clone.
     He looked to Demona, who responded, "Probably not."  She
grabbed her bowls and stacked them, then turned to her husband. 
"We're finished here."
     He nodded.  "Xanatos, good luck with your children."
     "Aren't you going to stay?"
     "We have children of our own to raise," he said, and bowed
lightly to Delilah.  "Welcome back to the world."
     And they left.
     "Hello," said Hudson's clone.
     "Where are Maggie and Talon?" asked Delilah.
     "Are we in the castle?" asked Lexington's clone.
     "I'm hungry," said Malibu, and Broadway's double nodded
eagerly.
     Welcome to the world, indeed, he thought, and went to work.



     Angela hadn't yet sent him a letter regarding the young
gargoyles; it remained to be seen whether she would correspond
with her mother again, and if Demona would tell her about them. 
In the meantime, all the duties of parenting had fallen to him. 
He'd slowly introduced the clones to the knowledge they were no
longer in the time they'd known, but centuries later.  They'd
been only a few months old when they had been forced into stone
hibernation for so long; as children did, they adjusted with
greater ease than the first clan had.
     He could not help but compare them to their predecessors,
although he knew it was wrong to do so.  Each time he worked with
Brentwood, he would again try to introduce him to the newest feat
of technological magic, always to be met by Brent's near-blank
stare.  Hollywood was just as much unlike his own genetic
precursor: where Broadway had been a gourmand, Hollywood was just
as happy with peanut butter and jelly.  On anything.  The others
were the same, and he felt a strong sting of regret at that.  He'd
somehow hoped that bringing the clones to life would ease the hurt
of the loss of the other gargoyles, that Malibu might remind him of
Brooklyn, or Burbank of Hudson.  Instead, he found them to be
pale mockeries of the others.  If he compared them.
     If he pushed the other images from his mind, though, a
different picture took shape.  No, Delilah had neither Demona's
strength nor Elisa's courage, but she had a calm down-to-earth
sense that both her predecessors had lacked.  Brentwood couldn't
touch a computer without sparks flying, but he drew extraordinary
pictures of midnight landscapes with crayons.  Hollywood could
sing like an angel when he wasn't too shy.  Malibu was one of the
best listeners he'd ever known.  Burbank's green thumb set every
plant in the castle to blossom in the days and weeks following
their rebirth.
     No, they weren't the living incarnations of the others, but
when he stopped trying to see them that way, they were five
wonderful little people.  May rolled into being, with still no word
from any of the rest of the gargoyles save Demona, whose letters
were always brief and to the point.  Without bother from the
outside world, their lives settled into patterns, and he observed
those patterns from a careful distance, relearning small steps
towards joy with every new discovery.
     He could almost convince himself he was at peace within
himself.



     "Mr. Xanatos?"
     He'd been sitting by the fire, poring over a datapad filled
with figures.  He had other people to run his business through a
dozen different channels; only a few knew his real name, and none
knew the true significance of it.  All they knew, and all they
had to know, was that he was paying them far more than their
worth not to be nosy.  But he still liked to look over things
once in a while.  It kept his people on their toes.
     "Yes, Delilah?"
     She minced over to his chair, and sat gracefully on the
floor before him.  He smiled at her; she was the most advanced of
the five, and had fallen into the position of leader.  When they
went anywhere, even to the towers to sleep, she was the one to
tell the others.  When they wanted or needed something, she was
the one to ask.  This required her to alternate between being
Very Serious as a leader, and her more normal state of playful
wonder.  He had the feeling whatever had come up required the
Very Serious attitude.
     "We need to talk."  Very Serious indeed.
     "Of course.  What would you like to talk about?"
     "Why did you awaken us?"  He heard Demona in her voice,
demanding, always demanding.
     He composed his answer mentally before speaking.  "I wanted
to make up for the past.  I created Thailog.  He created you. 
That makes you my responsibility."
     "Is that all?"
     "No."  He had made a promise to himself to be honest with
them, except on one point alone, that being the location of their
former leader.  Even that he would tell them when they were
ready.  "I was lonely.  I thought having the group of you around
the castle might be a way of lessening that."
     "Did it?"
     He smiled.  "Very much so."
     She returned the smile.  "Good."  She rested her head
against his leg, a strangely affectionate gesture from one so
young.  Then she surprised him again, raising her hand to rest
beside her head, and tracing small circles with her talon on his
knee.  She moved her hand to the back of his knee, and started
tracing upwards.
     He stopped her hand.  "Delilah, what are you doing?"
     She raised her head, met his eyes with her own smoke-filled
gaze.  "Didn't you like it?  I can do other things instead."  Her
other hand settled higher up on his thigh.
     He was getting a very bad feeling about this.  "Delilah,
don't do this."
     She was confused.  "But you woke us up.  I must repay you
for giving us life."
     "Is that what Thailog told you?"
     "He did not have to tell me."
     Of course not.  She'd been programmed with the information
from the vat.  Damn Anton.  No, he was the one who programmed
Thailog.  He damned himself.
     "You don't have to repay me.  I told you, I did it because I
chose to do it."
     "To ease your loneliness."
     "Yes."
     "But that is what I want to do.  You are still lonely.  You
made us happy by giving us another chance.  I will make you happy
now."  She exchanged her perplexed look for a more coy one.  As
if a light had switched on somewhere, the room grew warmer. 
Fast.
     Over the centuries, he had occasionally been struck by her
statue's resemblance to Elisa.  Oh yes, he could see traces of both
her mothers in her face and form.  Thailog had created what in his
twisted mind must be the perfect mate.  By his genes, he was
Goliath, but by his programming, he was far more his own son and
Anton's than any other's.  That implied Delilah would have a
healthy dose of Fox in her, perhaps not genetically, but
emotionally.  He looked for those hints now, still holding her
hands still.
     "Don't you want me?" she asked in a breathy voice.
     "That's not the point," he said firmly.
     She pulled away from him, hurt clearly written on her pretty
face.  He thought she might run, but instead she curled into a
ball.  "I -- I'm sorry," she said.  "You said, and you were ... 
Thailog was right."
     He wasn't sure he wanted to know, but he asked anyway,
"About what?"
     "He said no one would love a hybrid except him, that I was
lucky he wanted me.  And I was.  He loved me, and now he's gone,
and even our new master doesn't want to love me."
     He sucked in a deep breath.  "He said that?"
     She nodded.  In a minute, she was going to start crying.
     He expelled his breath, no longer regretting his deal with
Demona.  Hell, at the moment, he was ready to shatter the bastard
himself, reckoning or no reckoning.
     "Delilah, that's not love.  If we were to ... "
     "Have sex?" she asked.
     "Umm ... yes.  It wouldn't be love.  At best, it would be
misguided gratitude, and at worst, another form of slavery.  It
would be terribly wrong, on levels I can't even begin to explain
to you.  Just by waking you up, I have a kind of power over you,
never mind that I'm partly responsible for creating you in the
first place.  That kind of power should *never* be mistaken for
love.  Love is for two people who are equals."  He thought again
of Fox, felt a stab he'd thought he'd lost.
     She sniffed; this wasn't working.  "Pygmalion fell in love
with Galatea."  Thailog *would* program her with that myth.
     "Pygmalion was in love with the goddess he fashioned her to
resemble.  He loved the dream of her, not the reality.  Trust me,
you don't want to be loved for what someone thinks they can make
you.  You want ... you *deserve* to be loved by someone who knows
who you are, everything, and who wants you for that."
     "You know who I am."  She returned her hand to its former
place, forcing him to again remove it.
     "Yes.  And I do love you for who you are."  Her face lit up. 
"You're like my daughter, in a way."
     "Daughter."  She tried the word, didn't appear to like it.
     "Yes," he said, and placed his hand on her head, moved it to
touch her face tenderly.  "You are like my daughter, and I am
therefore obliged to kill any dirty old man who even thinks about
you funny."  He grinned, and hoped she would catch his joke.
     "But you had a bath today."
     Hello brick wall.  "That's not what I meant.  I need to
protect you from things you don't understand yet, including me."
     "So I can find an equal?"
     "Yes."
     Her face grew long.  "I have no equal.  In all the world, I
am the only one like me."
     He had no answer for her.  She would have to find her own
path, but he would be there with her on the journey.  "The sun
will rise soon.  You'll need to sleep.  We can talk about this
later."
     "All right," she said, and got to her feet.  She ambled to
the doorway, all child until she turned around.  "But I was
right.  You are still lonely," she said in a woman's voice, and
walked up the stairs.
     He returned to his datapad, stopped when he noticed he
wasn't seeing the numbers.
     Hadn't the thought of her been a part of the reason he'd
woken them?  She was beautiful, and she was kind, and if she
wasn't Fox, she was in part both Elisa and Demona, both of whom
he'd admired in more than one fashion.  During the years, he had
often spent hours simply watching her, wondering what it might be
like to free her from her stone.  He had even run that myth
through his mind, late at night, felt the marble/granite come to
warm life beneath his touch.
     The chance had come and he'd turned her down.
     Because ...
     Because.
     Because love took years to grow.  Because taking her to his
bed would be like taking a child.  Even if she had been mentally
an adult, it would be wrong.  He agreed with the reasons he'd
given her, that he had too much control over her, that she might
even come to resent him later because of it.  The more he grew to
knew her, the more he knew he could never hurt her that way.  He
did love her, as he loved all five of them; the kindest thing he
could do for her now was to turn her down, let her discover what
love was with someone who *wasn't* her master, or her saviour.
     Then his thoughts turned to her parting words.  And stopped.


     He was dying.  He felt the warm light inside of him, the
part of him he knew to be David Xanatos, slipping further and
further into a quiet darkness.  Nothing could be done.  Not a
pill, not a spell, not a new body.  In a short time, perhaps a
day, perhaps a few hours, he would cease to exist.  Utterly. 
Completely.  He had met gods in his day, but he honestly didn't
expect any of them to be waiting to catch his spirit like some
etherial butterfly.  He would gasp his last, and then there would
be nothing.
     "Fox ... "  He reached out, trying to take her hand, unable
to see it anymore.
     "I'm here."  The pressure of her touch against his own
brought back memories.  The first touch.  The first kiss.  The
first night in her arms.  The first time he'd held Alex.
     He struggled for words, to express what he needed to say to
her before the illness defeated him.  "You are everything," he
whispered.
     Her other hand joined the first, wrapping around his
tenderly.
     There was noise, muttered conversation beyond his hearing.
     Her voice returned, less certain.  "Owen wants to talk to
you alone."
     "Hurry back," he mouthed.  He didn't know if she could hear
him.  With another touch, this time of lips to his cheek, she was
gone as if she'd never existed.
     There was silence.  Had Owen left after all, leaving him
alone to perish?
     "Are you there?"
     "Yes."  The voice, beloved as the rest, sounded sad even to
his own ears, an echo of the past.
     "I'm glad you came back."  The words took more effort than
he'd thought.  He rested several moments, waiting for a response,
any response.  Even with his senses turning off one by one, his
mind remained clear.  Owen had needed to speak with him.  "Tell
me.  I don't have time to wait."
     There was another long empty time.  "I can give you time."
     "Time ... "
     "Immortality, my friend.  I can grant it to you."
     He could have it?  The dream?  Live to see Alexander's
marriage, hold his grandchildren?  Need he ever ask?
     A future memory touched him, with visions of himself no
older than now, kneeling beside two graves; he was older than
time and so alone, and hadn't the Puck lost his powers?  How dare
this self-righteous Child offer him that kind of hell??!
     Strength flooded back into his arms, his vision to his eyes. 
He reached out, wrapped his hands around Owen's neck, and
squeezed until he held tendons crack and give way ...


     He sat up in bed, panting, shaking, clutching the blankets
like a little boy.
     The nightmare had come back, just when he'd thought he'd
banished it from himself for good.  Over and over, he lay dying;
over and over, he was offered the gift.  Each time, his mind
cried out to turn it away, refuse the offer, die a man.
     But he hadn't, had he?
     Given the chance, he'd clung to life like fraying twine in
his fingers.  He'd accepted the gift, had felt the blood flowing
in his veins strong and free just minutes later.  He'd sat up,
called for Fox, held her for the longest time.  His recovery had
been hailed as a miracle.  At Alexander's wedding, just a month
later, he'd stood proudly at the front with Samantha's parents
and Fox.  Owen had been there, too, as had the clan, and the
hatchlings, and their friends.  Alex had wanted all the beings he
loved nearby, and Alex had loved *many* beings.  It had been a
glorious moment, the proudest in his life, as he watched his son
pledge eternal love to the young woman before him.
     Eternity had lasted all of two years.
     The battle had been swift, brutal.  Oberon had seen
Alexander as a threat to his authority, being of the Queen's
line, and had taken it into his head to fight him.  Even with
that, Alexander would have probably survived.  But he himself was
no longer immortal, and his frail human body could not withstand
the blows.
     He'd watched, entrapped in the first moments of the fight by
his sisters-in-law, unable to help, unable to move, forced to
observe as his son was struck down, and the others who'd gone to
his defense killed with him by the King and his mad daughters. 
His mind's eye had replayed the scene to him nightly for
centuries: Fox, her body twitching with the residuals of energy
she'd absorbed when she'd touched their son; Goliath and Elisa,
caught by stray shards of magic from the Sisters as they defended
their father, vanishing from sight forever.  Broadway had been
hit by a glancing shot, had died two nights later.
     Worst of all, though, worse than the sights, worse than the
screams, above all the rest, his mind replayed one moment, over
and over like a record caught in a scratch.  Oberon had appeared
on the scene, his eyes filled with murder, already poised to
attack.  Owen had changed into his alter-ego, had flown between
Oberon and Alexander, had said, frightened, stammering:
     "This was not our agreement!"
     Oberon had turned to him, regarded him as he might a
particularly annoying mayfly.  "Really, Puck.  You should know
better than to make an agreement with the King of the Tricksters." 
And the attack had begun.
     When it was over, when the wounded and the dead lay
intermixed, the Sisters let him go free.  He'd run, trying to
overtake the fleeing souls before they departed his life for all
time, but when he reached him, when he reached her, they were
gone.  He'd taken her limp form into his arms, held her against
his body willing life back into her, knowing it was impossible,
dying inside with the effort.  His eyes had risen, had met those
of the man he'd trusted with everything he'd ever loved, had seen
regret and guilt reflect back at him.
     Before he could act, Oberon had commanded the portal return,
had beckoned his daughters and grabbed his servant.  The doorway
closed behind them, leaving him alone with the dead and dying.
     He hadn't seen a member of the Third Race since then. 
Angela for whatever reason had taken her son, Samson, with her
back to Avalon.  His daughter-in-law had given birth a few weeks
later to twin boys.  She told him in no uncertain terms they
would be raised by her as humans, that he wasn't welcome in their
lives, that a magical heritage hadn't saved their father.  He
couldn't bring himself to tell her the truth as he now knew it:
how Alexander had surrendered his immortality to grow old with
her, how he should be dead, and Alexander holding his own tiny
sons.
     Funny how life worked out sometimes.
     He lay back down on his bed, pulling the covers close. 
Maybe he would be lucky and not dream this time.  Maybe.


     He stood at the top of the tower, where once Goliath roosted
by day, and looked out over what had become of his city.
     There were yet clouds below his castle, but no longer were
they tinged with the smoky hint of pollution.  Atmospheric
filters, and plain common sense, had finally eradicated the major
problems plaguing the air and the ground and the sea.  The breath
he took in was clean oxygen.  It wasn't quite the same, he mused. 
When there had been such things as movies, he'd heard a line that
called back to him, although the man who'd spoken it had gone to
dust hundreds of years ago: "I don't trust air I can't see." 
Well, perhaps it hadn't been quite that bad.
     He tried smiling, and failed.  Tonight wasn't a smiling kind
of night.  He touched his left hand absently.  Not a smiling kind
of night at all.  The anniversary had come; not his, for November
had already appeared and gone quietly.  The other anniversary was
here, the one that had given him centuries of nightmares.
     He'd sent the kids out.  They were safe in this new world,
far safer than they had ever been in the old.  Beings of a dozen
races walked or slithered the streets below.  A set of wings was
no more unusual than pointed ears.
     He suddenly pictured Oberon taking a stroll down the 5th
Avenue of today.  No one would give him a second glance.  Oh, but
that would annoy him beyond belief!  Maybe that was why he'd
reopened the passage between the worlds.  If he wanted to teach
his Children humility again, what better way than to introduce
them to people who would look at them, shrug, and keep walking?
     Most of them, anyway.  His knuckles dug into the aging stone
of the parapet, as he shifted his grip on the dagger.  Pure iron it
was, deadly for any of Oberon's Children who might feel it slide
between their ribs, or for one whose immortality had been stolen
from one of them.  He'd had it made two days after Alexander's
birth, for use in case of unwanted visits from his in-laws.  After
his son's death, he'd kept it with him, oft times taking it out,
watching the dull shine, running it idly against his wrist until
the burning sensation from holding it too long forced him to set it
down again.  Using it to break the circle, now several months past,
had been his way of finding some good for it, then setting it aside
forever.
     Tonight he'd taken it out again.
     It was a ghost night.  The wind, always stronger up here than
down in the streets, made every hinge, every tree branch, creak
with the whispers of magic.  The warm breeze was dead silent, and
loud with apprehension of what yet could come.  Since the children
had left, several times he'd sworn he'd heard footsteps behind him,
only to discover the incongruous sight of the scattered husks of
leaves, fallen dry in the height of a humid New York summer.
     Fox's voice was long-stilled in his mind, but it wasn't the
only song of the past begging his attention.  On this night, the
blade before him spoke just as loud without making any more sound
than the air itself.
     He felt a presence at his back, did not turn to greet it.
     "I knew you would come," he said quietly.
     "Once I was allowed out, how could I not?"  The human voice
rather than the fay spoke to him.  He flared with anger at
himself; he'd pictured the confrontation to be with the fairy
side, knew he could gather his pain into one tight ball and hurl
it at that smug face.  He was less certain he could do that to
the human side, although he knew, he *knew* the only difference
was in the form, not the spirit.
     "I can think of reasons why you couldn't," he answered
simply.
     As from long ago, there was a lingering pause before the
other replied, "Alexander didn't want to live forever.  He saw
what it had done to Demona and Macbeth.  He chose to become
mortal, so that he didn't have to outlive Samantha or his
children."
     "I knew that years ago.  You knew it, too, and you used him. 
You used me.  You knew I was dying, that I would do anything to
live again.  How many pieces of silver did Oberon promise you to do
the transfer?"
     He heard a sharp intake of air, knew he'd struck hard.
     "You.  Don't.  Know."  More emotion filled the three words
than he'd seen in a lifetime from the other's human form.
     "Try me."
     "You wanted immortality.  You didn't know what it was like,
didn't know what it was to suddenly be bound to one existence,
one place, for all eternity.  Unless you have changed yourself
into an eagle and dived down to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
just to pull up at the last moment, unless you have called the
dance for the lives and energies of a city, unless you have
created your own world out of illusions and set it to life, you
have *no* concept of what it is like to lose that."
     "I know what it's like to lose."
     "I gave you what you wanted."
     "You took from me what I needed most."
     A whisper, "It wasn't supposed to be that way.  He promised
me he would allow Alexander to grow old in peace, and with you
immortal, he would offer the same to Fox to please his Lady
Wife."
     Another question, one that had been plaguing him since the
beginning of things, returned to mind.  "Why didn't she step in? 
Why didn't she stop it?"
     "He didn't tell her he was going.  By the time she found out
what he had done, it was too late."
     He could accept that, but not the rest.  "He killed her
daughter and her grandson, and she stayed married to him?"
     "No.  Why do you think he closed Avalon off?  She divorced
him a second time, but he would not allow her to leave."
     "But the barriers are down again.  You're here."
     "Not even Oberon can bind Titania forever."
     That felt like the truth.  His mother-in-law was the most
formidable being he'd ever encountered.  They were not here,
however, to discuss his mother-in-law.
     "I hated you.  Every time I looked into the mirror, I cursed
at you.  I don't care if Oberon doublecrossed you.  You made a
deal that cost me my two reasons for living."
     "There is nothing I can say or do to make up for that."  He
heard the grief, for the first time wondered how many times his
former friend had also woken up screaming for the visions behind
his eyes.
     "I wanted to die, tried to die, for longer than this
'Federation' as they call it has been in existence.  And then I
took a clue from Macbeth and Demona, and found other reasons to
live."
     "The clones?"
     He nodded.  "They're like my children."
     "They're your grandchildren.  We created Thailog.  He
created them."
     He let that pass through him, lost himself in thought.  The
past and future spoke to him.  He came to a decision.  "They'll
be home soon.  You should meet them."
     "That would require your not killing me in the interim."
     "I don't intend to kill you today."  He turned from his
inspection of the skyline.  Sure enough, Owen stood before him as
always, double-breasted navy suit hopelessly out of date but
present, left fist still caught in stone.  He looked as if not a
day had passed since they'd last met, as if at any moment Fox
might step out of the elevator just below them, her face full of
mischief at the latest scheme the three of them had hatched.
     Could he face the thought of the past being so near?  First,
to have the clones as mirrors of the other gargoyles, now to have
his once closest friend, who stood, waiting for whatever was to
come next?  Could he face the dark things inside of him,
threatening to bubble up with the slightest mention of what had
been and could not be changed?  Did he even dare to dream,
knowing the checks and balances he was still due on a cosmic
scale, that there might finally be a return, if not to the way
things were, then to at least to some equilibrium between what
once was and all the potential of what was yet to be?
     Yes.
     He heard the soft *chink* as the dagger slipped from his
fingers, lay resting on the stone.  It watched him accusingly,
reminding him that it alone had not abandoned him these past
centuries, that he needed to pick it up again, polish it smooth,
keep it next to his heart as he had for so very long, let it drink
blood for blood, for him.
     Rust in peace, he thought, and without another word, he turned
from it, walked past the other man, went down the stairs.  A few
moments later, he heard even footsteps behind him.  He paused at
the bottom of the stairs, waiting the few seconds it took Owen to
reach him.
     They walked into the Great Hall together.

The End

Author's Note: While I was plotting this out, and I have been for some time, another story in much the same vein was posted by E. Liddell. If you have not read her fanfic series, I highly recommend it as an excellent journey into the mind of David Xanatos. Not only are they well-written, the stories demonstrate a unique insight on the character, as does Constance Cochran's "Legacy" (another Drop What You're Chewing and Read This Now story). Opinionated? Me? Hah!