My dreams crossing over one another. Sailing around various small islands, one in particular was Devils island with only 20 inhabitants one of which was a child who had done something recently. Aside from this me + craig + scott + simon I think, possibly in manchester. We were at a shop I bought 2 cans of beer two caramel bars and some chewing gum. The woman at the counter had a go at me about the chewing gum. certain small items you were supposed to paint a bright green colour and put on the till before buying. We agreed about the sense in this.
Going completely out of my tree over Sadie - Scott has just been round + gail + craig, feel a little better now. Need to be with someone - I get very anxious sometimes when I'm alone. Have been totally restless picking books up and then putting them down again. Can do absolutely nothing and feel really desperate I need to see Sadie real soon or I shall go insane. Everyone's out tonight - I shall ask Sadie to come too.
Rang Sadie - she's working tonight, God my head is on fire, I must get a grip. Must make a note of my sensitive periods and see if there is some kind of pattern. Hate this need to get over it.
In such pain. Must tell Sadie. Hope to see her tomorrow. Couldn't go if she wasn't there. Oh lord never let it end between me + Sadie, I couldn't bear that. She is my dream. Whenever I spent time with her I realised it but now we have kissed it has wrapped itself around my very soul and dragged it through chambers of exstacy and agony. Oh kiss me Sadie and release me from this torture into skys of swimming angels bathed in blue lights and golden smells. I hope I see her tomorrow before I die. Being with her is so good that afterwards normality is the most excruciating pain. Help me Sadie I need a hug!!
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