High aloft, in ancient timbers
Eyes strained for the new
day's light
Stood McDougall, bare shouldered
Clutching his mother's
cross of pearls.
Mind adrift, terror in his Soul
For he had withstood,
had weathered
The Storm within his heart
The clashing, windswept eye
of the Hurricane
And the torment that it had wrought
For Old
McDougall, rummy that he was
Had forsaken all that he had once
Held
Holy, had caressed upon his bossom,
Passed among his friends
For now
he was ALONE, an orphan on the Wind!
The Storm within came quietly,
On
cat's paws it crept to where he lay
It laid its wretched hand upon
The
Soul of McDougall's beliefs
And drank to all his Sin!
The Winds of
Yesterday blew
Madly across his chin, the harsh rain
Of the Sailor's
tomorrows, blew
Harshly, cast about by the grey, somber wind
Tearing
Old McDougall's mind
As a lion would a hen
As if to say, unconciously,
to try
to speak again
You old sot, you waster of Life
Get back to
where you belong
Be off with you again!
The nameless storm had shaken
him
From bed, within the gin
And as his shipmates before him
He
walked the stairs, he leapt upon
the deck, eyes straining for his Savior
Who had left him once again
His faith now fully shaken
His tired
eyes searching, for The Sign
That he was dreaming, and the Terror
Not
within!
So he grabbed the ancient netting,
And climbed, and held the
frozen ropes
To escape the icy winds
And the Terror deep within
'Tis
a lonely way to sail,
And a frightening way to end
But Old McDougall
keeps searching
His back against the wind
Clutching his mother's cross
of pearls
From the Terror
Deep within
© Copyright 1996 Roger A. Lipe
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