Ellen - 12/28/00 06:07:42 Favorite Movie: A Christmas Carol with Alistair Sim Favorite Music Group/Artist: Queen Favorite Song: Dear Friends, The Prophets Song, etc. etc.

Comments: The most difficult thing now is feeling the continued rejection by my family of origin, by my mother and sisters who refuse to acknowledge what happened, who include my brother the perpetrator into the family but disclude me, and the extended family's misperception about me based on what my mother tells them. I wish they knew the truth. Some compassion and kind feelings towards me would be so much appreciated. But it's one of the life-long consequences of abuse. There's so little support and the continued victimization makes it so hard to go on.

Jenny Fort - 12/19/00 16:15:58 My Email:angelbear39@hotmail.com

Comments: Thank you for taking the time to speak out against this horrible crime that is committed everyday. I know a few people that have been hurt as children and if they had had someone to listen to their pain and to help them realize that they are not respons ble for what happened to them, and that they did nothing to deserve it they would have had an easier time as an adult. Know they have to deal with it during the toughest part of thier life. Thank you again.

Chandra Irawan - 12/19/00 01:26:20 My Email:cirawan@hotmail.com Favorite Author: None Favorite Book: None Favorite Movie: Independence Favorite Actor/Actress: Drew Barrymore Favorite Music Group/Artist: Beatles, Scorpion Favorite Song: Ebony

Comments: Hi, I like the story. Ive never been raped (I wish to) and abuse in childhood. In my country, those two are very rare, even if there is one, the victim would rather silence. Good job and hangin' on there... I would love to hear more from friends in this books through MSM Messenger....invite me... Best regards

Karen - 12/12/00 08:20:17 My URL:http://www.kiwieee.homepage.com/ My Email:kiwichick@coolkiwi.com

Comments: wonderful, informative page, am glad I stumbled across it... thank-you

Alanna - 12/12/00 01:28:07 My Email:alannawilliams@hotmail.com Favorite Author: Toni Morrison Favorite Book: Wuthering Heights Favorite Movie: Coming to America Favorite Actor/Actress: Halle Berry Favorite Music Group/Artist: Tamia

Comments: I enjoyed your webpage.

sherelle Riley - 11/29/00 18:23:38 My Email:srilry@mysticaquarium.org Favorite Actor/Actress: Angela Bassett Favorite Music Group/Artist: Gerald Levert Favorite Song: I just cant help myself

Comments: I enjoy this site. I write poems myself maybe i can send you one. I also would like to get on internet with my poetry. Can you tell me how?

ferganoid - 11/22/00 16:27:04 My URL:http://www.wnow.net/hitbacknstopabuse My Email:ferganoid@yahoo.co.uk

Comments: "I am in danger of being looked up indefenatly in prison because the Mind Police dont like my personality. I am not a danger to the puplic, in the past however I have been a danger to my self and this didnt seem to bother the medical proffession whatsoever. Im very, very scared, Dont let them do this to me, dont let them do this to any body. More information on this subject can be found on: http://asperdis.freeservers.com Robin McKie, Science Editor Guardian Sunday September 19, 1999 Revolt over plan to jail psychopaths Psychiatrists warn that mentally ill peopel could be locked up for life on whim of doctor under Home Secretary's proposals"

ferganoid - 11/22/00 16:25:42 My URL:http://www.wnow.net/hitbacknstopabuse My Email:ferganoid@yahoo,co,uk

Comments: "I am in danger of being looked up indefenatly in prison because the Mind Police dont like my personality. I am not a danger to the puplic, in the past however I have been a danger to my self and this didnt seem to bother the medical proffession whatsoever. Im very, very scared, Dont let them do this to me, dont let them do this to any body. More information on this subject can be found on: http://asperdis.freeservers.com Robin McKie, Science Editor Guardian Sunday September 19, 1999 Revolt over plan to jail psychopaths Psychiatrists warn that mentally ill peopel could be locked up for life on whim of doctor under Home Secretary's proposals"

Becky - 10/27/00 07:24:33 My Email:resman@nmu.edu Favorite Author: Frank Peretti

Comments: I have been trying to send my story for the past few days and the emails keep getting returned to me. Is there another address that I can send it to? This site is amazing....it has really helped me.

Angellady - 10/24/00 08:42:44 My URL:http://home.talkcity.com/InspirationAv/angellady5/ My Email:angellady123@yahoo.com Favorite Author: Emmet Fox Favorite Book: Sermon The mount

Comments: I enjoyed your site from the heart that is what is all about. I have gone through abuse. I know the pain. I know the joy also we get from growing God is with you God bless. Please visit me.

- 10/24/00 04:19:04 Favorite Author: tim lahaye Favorite Book: left behind series Favorite Movie: first knight,meet joe black Favorite Actor/Actress: sean connery Favorite Music Group/Artist: peter,paul&mary Favorite Song: PUFF THE MAGIC DRAGON

Comments: THIS SITE IS SO SUPPORTIVE

Tracy Persing - 10/22/00 11:53:02 My Email:persingtra@aol.com Favorite Author: Stephen King Favorite Book: It, or The Stand Favorite Movie: Steel Magnolias Favorite Actor/Actress: Patrick Stewart Favorite Music Group/Artist: Kansas Favorite Song: Music of the Heart

Comments: What a beautiful site. i look forward to getting to know people as I work toward healing. Thank you for creating this peaceful safe place. Tracy

nina - 10/19/00 15:21:05 My Email:neena32@hotmail.om Favorite Movie: beaches Favorite Music Group/Artist: whitney houston Favorite Song: my love is your love

Comments: what a wonderful website. I too was a victim as a small child by two different uncles. I'am know a mother of two children who i love more than life itself.

patricia - 10/18/00 18:23:20 My Email:hhotgirl43@aol.com Favorite Book: BIBLE Favorite Movie: love and basketball Favorite Actor/Actress: whoopie Favorite Music Group/Artist: pattie labell Favorite Song: if only you knew how much i do love you

Comments: hi I to am a survivor of incest, I am a 43 year old mother of two a in the closet lesbian, dislike men very much,was molested by father,stepfather,brother cousin. uncles any male that felt like molesteing me. see why the dislike for males. i would like t talk with any one who would like to talk with me. I also whould to know if any one knows of a support group in memphis tenn if please e-mail me at hhotgirl43@aol.com thanks

SARAH EVANG - 10/16/00 21:36:46 My Email:hallmen0601@aol.com Favorite Book: the BIBLE Favorite Song: THIS IS MY STORY

Comments: Thank you for this site. I found it today and I hope I can reach out to other victims as I am a victim and have been since the age of 7 thru this rollercoaster of life. I am 48 now and a recent victim of F/V

Serena - 10/08/00 20:03:57 My Email:Briteyyez@aol.com Favorite Author: too many to name Favorite Book: This week? ummmmm still to many to name Favorite Movie: For love of the game Favorite Actor/Actress: Sandra Bulluck Favorite Music Group/Artist: ummmm.. a lot of 80's soft rock people Favorite Song: hmm.. Wind Beneath my wings.. and hundreds others

Comments: Thank You so much for this wonderful site. I will be coming back often to look at the handweaving stuff.. I don't have the talent to do that and I think its wonderful that you do.. YOu are a great friend, thank you for being there. Serena

auddy - 10/07/00 02:50:47 My Email:auddy@golden.net

Comments: Get in touch with me please Marlana!!!

ALLY - 10/03/00 10:55:46

Comments: YOU TOUCH ME WITH YOUR HAND ON MY SKIN, WHAT YOU DO NOT REALISE IS THAT YOU HAND RUNS DEEPER THEN SKIN, YOU TOUCH ME SOMEWHERE, I STILL CANNOT DESCRIBE IT OR NAME IT FOR IT IS SOMETHING THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME, AND I SHALL NEVER FORGET THE COMFORT YOU SHARED AND THE FEARS YOU TOLD, YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION AND I LOOK UP TO YOU THOUGH YOU ARE YOUNGER THAN ME, FOR YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE OPEN TO THE WORLD, AND THE WORLD, IN RETURN IS OPEN TO YOU, FOR THOUGH YOU HAVE HAD HARDSHIP, BE THANKFULL FOR YOUR EXPERIENCES. AS YOU ARE NOW A WISER WOMAN. AND SEEM STRONGER AND LOVELIER IN EVERY RESPECT.

ALLY - 10/03/00 10:50:15 Favorite Author: KELLEHER

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Blair - 10/01/00 02:00:48 My Email:boobear2183 Favorite Author: Caroline B. Cooney Favorite Book: Hush Little Baby Favorite Movie: Backdraft Favorite Actor/Actress: William Baldwin Favorite Music Group/Artist: Garth Brooks Favorite Song: Cat's in the Cradle

Comments: I think it is really neat what you are doing for people who have been abused or someone in their life has by giving them info to read and know that they are not alone. :)

Chuck Chapman - 09/30/00 04:54:30 My URL:http://members.tripod.com/~chuckish/index.html My Email:hammockbrain@juno.com

Comments: long time to talk, how have you been? I was on the old firefly as chuckc1.

Jenny Mather - 09/14/00 04:30:23 My Email:jlmmather@hotmail.com Favorite Movie: The Big Blue Favorite Actor/Actress: Jean Reno Favorite Music Group/Artist: Jeff Buckley Favorite Song: Goodbye

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Cool Nurse - 09/11/00 15:48:11 My URL:http://www.coolnurse.com My Email:coolnurse@coolnurse.com Favorite Author: There are so many Favorite Movie: Contact, E.T. Gone with The Wind Favorite Actor/Actress: Anthony Hopkins Favorite Song: Lighter Shade of Pale

Comments: Great pages & links, yes I am a survivor. It is great to see more & more pages on this topic. Let's get childhood sexual abuse out of the darkness & into the light, there are so many of us. One in four women will be sexually abused by the time she is 18 years, 1 in 6 boys... these stats are terrible! Great work on this site, thanks! Stop by Cool Nurse sometime, it felt good when I wrote about abuse & incest, and there is a quiz on it too.

Cool Nurse - 09/11/00 15:47:48 My URL:http://www.coolnurse.com My Email:coolnurse@coolnurse.com Favorite Author: There are so many Favorite Movie: Contact, E.T. Gone with The Wind Favorite Song: Lighter Shade of Pale

Comments: Great pages & links, yes I am a survivor. It is great to see more & more pages on this topic. Let's get childhood sexual abuse out of the darkness & into the light, there are so many of us. One in four women will be sexually abused by the time she is 18 years, 1 in 6 boys... these stats are terrible! Great work on this site, thanks! Stop by Cool Nurse sometime, it felt good when I wrote about abuse & incest, and there is a quiz on it too.

Carl MAgedera - 09/05/00 11:02:55 My Email:vmagedera@breathemail.net Favorite Author: r.d.laing Favorite Book: THE POLITICS OF EXPERIENCE AND THE BIRD OF PARADISE Favorite Movie: WHISTLE DOWN THE WIND Favorite Actor/Actress: MADCHEN AMICK Favorite Music Group/Artist: MYSELF Favorite Song: SUPER HANG ON

Comments: My mother liked the dolphins on the message board. I explained to her that dophins were not fish, told her what mammals were. Yet she had the silent knowledge of my birth.

Jojo - 09/05/00 05:46:12

Comments: I must add a p.s. to your guest book, as i was searching for Music sites and was directed straight to your music page. After i posted in you guest book i went to read other entries and see that most have come to your site for a far different reason. I d d not want to seem insensitive to the issue. I too have suffered the effects of sexual abuse of loved ones.

Jojo - 09/05/00 05:36:06 My URL:http://notsoyoungdubster.homestead.com/thedubs.html My Email:jpabon@socal.rr.com Favorite Movie: The Quiet Man Favorite Actor/Actress: Audre Hepburn Favorite Music Group/Artist: The Dubs Favorite Song: "Apart" (Young Dubliners)

Comments: Might i say you have great taste in music! I have just built my first web site, please come check out my page on The Young Dubliners. I have a "Dubs Board" and would love for you to add your comment there. Oh you might want to check out a group i just s w for the first time last week called "Brother" great band!

annie - 09/04/00 05:21:59 My URL:http://www.survivors-and-friends.org/ My Email:survivor@oz.net Favorite Author: Phillip Yancey Favorite Book: Disappointment with God Favorite Movie: True Lies Favorite Actor/Actress: Robert Redford

Comments: I couldn't get to your table of contents so didn't get to see your story. Let me know when fixed. I'd like to link to you if I haven't already. I think it was your dad that invited me to come look. Keep up the good work. We can make a difference.

Susie - 08/11/00 00:57:00 My URL:http://www.oocities.org/susielovestweety/ My Email:Truefriend@ameritech.net Favorite Author: don't know yet Favorite Music Group/Artist: Shania Twain Favorite Song: Black Eyes Blue tears

Comments: I found this site buy Mistake but boy am I glad I did thank you for sharing you story I though I was alone thank you

deepforest - 08/10/00 09:00:13 My Email:nyanspecial@hotmail.com Favorite Movie: dance with wolves Favorite Music Group/Artist: bjork,deepforest

Comments: hi,all dear surviver, im japanese.im surviver. i was raped by my cousin for 13years. im thinking judge this problem, but low is week in japan. i will survive!! i will not give up. this site is encoureged me. thank you, sorry my poor english.

Randie - 08/06/00 03:59:58 My Email:fishes3@sympatico.ca Favorite Author: John Saul Favorite Book: Bible Favorite Movie: The Neverending Story Favorite Actor/Actress: Whoopie Goldberg Favorite Music Group/Artist: Jars of Clay Favorite Song: Love Song for a Savior

Comments: I am a survivor of 24 years now and am still having a hard time dealing with it. I am now also a manic depressive and was diagnosed 12yrs ago. Not much in my life is consistant accept my two children. Thank you for this place I can come to release some pa n. I don't remember the last time I cried, but my counsellor says we'll take it slow.

karen - 08/02/00 13:31:38 My Email:nakita36@charter-il.com Favorite Author: richard bach Favorite Book: illusions Favorite Movie: somewhere in time Favorite Actor/Actress: jane seamore/christapher reeves Favorite Music Group/Artist: cowboy junkies Favorite Song: misguided angle

Comments: i am a survivor still in the healing process.im 38 yrs old.mother of 5, 1 grandchild. i still feel adolesent.

Bertram Miller - 07/30/00 21:07:09 Favorite Author: Alice Miller Favorite Book: Thou Shalt Not Be Aware Favorite Movie: Casablanca Favorite Actor/Actress: Bogart/Ingrid Bergman Favorite Music Group/Artist: Count Basie

Comments: I am in two self-help support groups for male survivors of childhood sexual abuse, and an Overeaters Anonymous group for overeaters with a survivor's history (I helped create the latter). I am very gratified to see the interest in this topic on the net ( hich I do not yet have - I'm visiting). Please accept my congratulations and best wishes; I hope to be able to join you in the not too distant future.

Angel - 07/30/00 08:23:11 My URL:http://www.theportal.to/secretshame My Email:mercy_angel@hotmail.com Favorite Author: William Johnstone Favorite Book: Out of the Ashes Favorite Movie: The Seventh Sign Favorite Actor/Actress: Dustin Hoffman Favorite Music Group/Artist: Enigma Favorite Song: 'Luka' ~Suzanne Vega

Comments: Your story touched me deeply as it is not far from my own. I admire your inner-strength. I, unfortunately, am still battling my 'inner-demons'. I look forward to visiting your site again. Your work here is very encouraging.

Danielle - 07/27/00 16:34:22 My Email:drice05@webtv.net Favorite Book: A child called IT

Comments: When I came to your site I did not think that there would be alot of people that would be so brave to leave their story. As I read through them I could relate to most of them. I have not told my story in 10 years and that was to a bunch of people sitting round a table with a video camera. I know that sites like this help people like me cope with the fact that this does happen to alot of people and I am not alone. Thank you.

Korinna - 07/22/00 16:25:31 My Email:kwolodko@home.com

Comments: I can't seem to get to your section on survivor stories, is that site down? If so when will it be back up? I too have been abused and I find great comfort and inspiration from reading the stories...

Laura - 06/16/00 20:51:30

Comments: Close Encounters is dedicated to encouraging dialogue between Boylovers and non-Boylovers. The project is jointly run by Boylovers and non-Boylovers (mostly pedophiles.) What they did not tell you is that they delete any thing that does not agree with their views on consensual sex with our children and the committee is mostly made up of Boylovers with only 1 or 2 non-bl. What they will tell you is that you are a terrible parents for not allowing your child to have sex with a adult. Please make use of an anon IP number when visiting this site as Boylovers will have access to your IP numbers. They run Christian board for pedophiles, girlovers chat and many are member's NAMBLE, which is a Boylovers, organize which is getting sued at the present time for promoting rape of children. http://www.closencounters.net/ http://www.crossroadsdebate.net/ http://www.annabell.net/ http://www.cblf.org/ We as parents need to tell these boylovers that we will fight any bill that lowers the AOC for sex. We care about our children and we are good parents not bad parents for not allowing our children (their humans rights to sex per boylovers) to have sex wi h adults.

anonymus - 06/08/00 03:11:35 My Email:--- Favorite Author: Stephen King Favorite Book: IT Favorite Movie: End of days Favorite Actor/Actress: Billy Zane Favorite Music Group/Artist: Snoop Doggy Dogg

Comments: Thankyou for such a helpful website. It is good to know you are not alone in these situations,that people are going though the same thing. FIGHT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mandy - 06/05/00 07:19:10 My Email:lubelle69@hotmail.com Favorite Author: robert frost Favorite Book: outsiders Favorite Movie: outsiders Favorite Actor/Actress: matt dillon Favorite Music Group/Artist: bett midler Favorite Song: wind benethe my wings

Comments: just looking for info on my many mental problems. this site has really seemed to help. thanks for caring enough to put in here!

Donna Bradley - 06/04/00 23:57:04 My Email:donna@asha.karoo.co.uk Favorite Author: Ellen Bass Favorite Book: Courage to Heal Favorite Movie: Beaches Favorite Actor/Actress: Bet Midler Favorite Music Group/Artist: Dolly Parton/Celine Dion Favorite Song: Lets talk about Love

Comments: I would like to be in contact with other survivor's all over the world. We may have different stories to tell but our wounds will all run equally as deep.

Daphne Canale - 06/02/00 20:18:55 My Email:Jdkbc@aol.com

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Cynthia - 05/25/00 22:55:27 My URL:http://www.delphi.com/hectate My Email:equinox@bit-net.com Favorite Author: Edgar Allen Poe Favorite Book: Complete Works of Poe Favorite Movie: The Postman Favorite Actor/Actress: Edward Norton Favorite Music Group/Artist: Elvis Favorite Song: Jailhouse Rock

Comments: Very nice site : ) I enjoyed my visit and have bookmarked you.

Yaw - 05/22/00 03:09:14 My URL:http://www.dreamwater.com/lifeoftruth My Email:yaohushua@powwowmail.com Favorite Author: YAWHU Favorite Book: Scriptures Favorite Movie: Matrix Favorite Actor/Actress: n/a Favorite Music Group/Artist: n/a Favorite Song: Moses'

Comments: Anyone associated or thinking about being with the Yahushua.org, Yawhushua.org, Yauhushua.org, etc., needs to read this document http://www.o-c-s.com/yaohushua because it could happen to you and it is not Scriptural.

Sarah King - 05/20/00 11:42:15 My Email:Tsunamis@btinternet.com Favorite Author: CS Lewis Favorite Book: Narnia books!!! Favorite Movie: Philidelphia Favorite Actor/Actress: Drew Barrymore Favorite Music Group/Artist: Therapy?/Sex Pistols etc... Favorite Song: Yesterday once more- Carpenters

Comments: I wondered if anyone would be able to help me. I am currently studying a-level sociology and my coursework is to be based on rape. If anyone would be willing to help them please feel free to contact me to ask more questions. Thank you for your time and effort.

sally - 05/17/00 13:07:12 My Email:salsa33@altavista.com Favorite Author: stephen king Favorite Book: flowers in the attic Favorite Movie: lots Favorite Actor/Actress: glenn close Favorite Music Group/Artist: michael Bolton Favorite Song: I promise you

Comments: I think this is a wonderful site, THANKYOU

"Angel" - 05/11/00 19:57:58 My Email:innocentangel21@hotmail.com

Comments: I just wanted to let people know that I think that this is a wonderful site. I am a survivor and I know how hard it is to find people to talk to that actually KNOW AND UNDERSTAND how you feel. I am eternally greatful for your hard work and dedication to this site...Thank you.

Judy Fraser - 05/04/00 01:15:28 My URL:http://delphi.com/aged/chat" My Email:jlf@nsis.com Favorite Author: Scott Peck,Maya Angelou,Gary Zukav Favorite Book: Seat of the Soul Favorite Movie: Shirley Valentine Favorite Actor/Actress: Shirley McLaine Favorite Music Group/Artist: Varied Favorite Song: Wind Beneath My Wings

Comments: I thank you for speaking the words I am so in agreement with concerning a belief in a wrathful God. I speak in knowledge, I attended church for over forty years, was a Sunday School Teacher, a mid week group leader, a stewart and elder in the largest prot stant church in our community, I studied the Bible because I had so many unanswered questions from what I was seeing and feeling. This is a book of history, written by the human hand, interpertation is so varied as one can see from the many different rel gions. My belief is in a Supreme Power, a force I do not completely understand, a mystery that is unfolding, evolving. Each have their very own specialness, their beliefs, and if that is true to them, than it is true, but one must always respect that othe s do not have the same belief. When one truly believes with every fiber of their being, their very heart and soul, than it is true for them. I am a 55 year old incest survivor, my journey has taken many years and on that journey I have had to search many avenues for my truth. I thank you for your voice and your ability to share a most painful story in such a wonderful space.

Stacy - 05/02/00 22:02:40 My Email:colorado_soon@yahoo.com Favorite Author: John Kellerman Favorite Book: the Narnia series Favorite Movie: Just Write Favorite Actor/Actress: Tim Allen Favorite Music Group/Artist: anything Favorite Song: Seasons in the Sun

Comments: I have been a survivor for 21 years. It's great to know that someone cares. My family can't or won't believe that it happened. I still have bad dreams about it sometimes. Some days I don't want to close my eyes.

Lynn - 04/26/00 17:58:29 My Email:rubanwy@supanet.com Favorite Author: James Patterson Favorite Book: too many to choose from Favorite Movie: reservoir dogs Favorite Actor/Actress: Robert De Niro Favorite Music Group/Artist: Bob Marley Favorite Song: Exodus

Comments: having just discovered this site i am so pleased to have found a shared haven I can go to when the memories will not be suppressed.

neurogeek - 04/08/00 05:45:01 My Email:ranma@tx.net

Comments: thanx for site! I'm hoping the stories will help trigger me as I have little recall, none of my dad

Johnny - 04/04/00 09:49:33 My URL:http://www7.50megs.com/johwi97 My Email:johwi97@altavista.net Favorite Author: David Eddings Favorite Book: His fantasy series Favorite Movie: Star Wars Trilogy Favorite Actor/Actress: Dan Aykroyd Favorite Music Group/Artist: Megadeth Favorite Song: Peace Sells...

Comments: Pleeaaase visit my page and sign the guestbook!!!

- 04/04/00 06:58:25 Favorite Author: Stephen King Favorite Book: "It" (has a good section near the end)

Comments: Besides letting the anger go and moving on with your life you need to forgive the perpetrator too (if you are Christian you know this is true no matter how hard or abusurd it sounds). It doesn't mean you have to like the person though. Forced sex with child is definately wrong, just as it is with adults.

possum - 04/02/00 16:11:43 My Email:blueeyesx@webtv.net

Comments: hello im a 41 year old female that as been abused as child that needs to deal with it and would like to thank you for this site that i may be able to talk in privately did not fill in all blanks just dont have any favorites thanks again

tricia - 03/30/00 02:21:38 My URL:http://www.oocities.org/hollywood/camera/2923/index.html My Email:triciat9@hotmail.com Favorite Movie: Legends of the Fall Favorite Actor/Actress: Brad Pitt Favorite Music Group/Artist: Jars of Clay Favorite Song: Promised Land

Comments: Hi there! Cool site!!! Great work on it!! :) p.s. hey have you heard of the band, Cut Throat? If you haven't, well they are an awesome band. Check 'em out at www.cutthroatonline.com while you're there, check out their songs...I promise you WON'T be disappointed. :) ROCK ON!

gina shelley - 03/18/00 22:13:38 My Email:kiddyrn@aol.com Favorite Author: ann tyler or kaye gibbons Favorite Book: the notebook,by n.sparks Favorite Movie: it's a wonderful life Favorite Actor/Actress: meg ryan and jimmy stewart Favorite Music Group/Artist: kathy trocolli Favorite Song: goodbye for now

Comments: thank you so much for this site! i've just begun my healing journey after 30 some years and your site has been a godsend. it's added to my resourses of which were limited until i found your site. thank you so very much again.

scotty - 03/15/00 13:25:42 My Email:scotty79@webtv.net

Comments: Great website How often do you add or change things.

Tiffany - 03/14/00 19:41:40 My Email:korngurl_90@yahoo.com Favorite Author: Dave Pelzer Favorite Book: A Child Called "It" Favorite Movie: The Haunting Favorite Actor/Actress: Rose McGowan Favorite Music Group/Artist: KoRn Favorite Song: Daddy

Comments: Please email me if you are a survivor. I am only 15 and am having some trouble. If anyone out there gets this message, email me, I need to talk to someone with the same problem as me. Thanx.

Sibyl McLendon - 03/12/00 14:43:46 My Email:sibylmouse@aol.com Favorite Author: Tony Hillerman Favorite Book: too many to count Favorite Movie: What Dreams May come Favorite Actor/Actress: ? don't have one Favorite Music Group/Artist: like them all Favorite Song: try a little tenderness

Comments: I am new to a computer, and the web, but I'm greatful that sites like yours exist.

Sylvia - 03/11/00 06:54:54 My Email:aajozwiak@cs.com Favorite Author: I can't possibly choose! Favorite Book: Zen & the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance Favorite Movie: Dead Poet's Society

Comments: This website is amazing! I'm very happy to have found such a supportive group of people. Thank you for creating this place!

Ashley Kramer - 03/06/00 01:16:30 Favorite Author: Danielle Steele Favorite Book: A Child Called It Favorite Movie: A League of Their Own Favorite Actor/Actress: Michelle Phieffer Favorite Music Group/Artist: Garth Brooks Favorite Song: Fancy

Comments: I think that it is wonderful that you are coming out and telling people how it was when all of this happened to you. I would imagine that just people hearing your story would help them understand what this is like, or if it was happening to them to know hat they can survive.

Chris Roane - 03/04/00 15:16:21 My URL:http://www.wsresource.com/ My Email:chrisroane@hotmail.com

Comments: Hi, Could you please check out both of my sites, located at http://www.wsresource.com/ and http://www.freewebsitetools.com/ ? Thanks!

Rev. Johannes Erich Myors - 03/03/00 03:04:55 My URL:http://www.oocities.org/Yosemite/Geyser/7165 My Email:pprayers@yahoo.com

Comments: Shalom from a fellow crusader who is trying to keep children safe. I just wanted to stop by, say hello, and drop off a prayer or two in hopes that this year will be more peaceful and productive for you than last year was. Take care in Y'shua.

not important - 02/25/00 17:57:27

Comments: The remarks you make toward God and His Word come from a person that has never had the Bible explained to them or doesn't care to. All I can tell you is this, God's love is all that keeps you from an ETERNAL HELL that will show you what suffering and mis ry really is. As you got older, what kept you from telling someone then (when you were 8 9 10 or 11?)

Jonathan - 02/18/00 20:02:24 My URL:http://www.natravel.com

Comments: Great website. I found cheap hotel accommodations at www.natravel.com.

William Resh - 02/18/00 02:58:27 My Email:william@lwwoc.org Favorite Author: God Favorite Book: The Bible

Comments: We invite you to visit our website at www.lwwoc.org.

William Resh - 02/18/00 02:58:06 My Email:william@lwwoc.org Favorite Author: God Favorite Book: The Bible

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Hendrikus VIII - 02/11/00 08:56:55 My URL:http://Bartelmans.Tserno My Email:Vita@smurf.SU Favorite Author: Joost Zwagerman Favorite Book: De Vertraging Favorite Movie: Het gouden EI Favorite Actor/Actress: Klazien uut Zalk Favorite Music Group/Artist: The vitaband Favorite Song: I'm a vita!!!!!!

Comments: Hello my name is Hendrikus VIII. I want to talk about you and your friendship with the Vita's. I was born in 1986 in Tsjernobyl, at the day that the kernreactor exploded. That's why I have seven feet. And at that day my feetless speedy was born too. I hav to say something: my grandfather isn't anymore father Abraham but now he is Poetin. I always listen to I'm a vita!!!!!! and I like Hitler. !!If you erase this letter I will destruct your computer!!

Hendrikus VIII - 02/11/00 08:48:19 My URL:http://Bartelmans.Tserno My Email:Vita@smurf

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Sander Lindhout - 02/07/00 00:48:52 My URL:http://www.fly.to/Lindhout My Email:SL99@USA.NET Favorite Author: J.D. Salinger Favorite Book: Catcher in the Rye Favorite Movie: Naked Gun Favorite Actor/Actress: Cameron Diaz Favorite Music Group/Artist: ABBA Favorite Song: Name of the Game

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A. Ella Webster - 02/05/00 02:10:25 My URL:http://www.relivonline.com/webclan60 My Email:webclan@bellsouth.net Favorite Author: Terri McMillian Favorite Book: The Bible Favorite Movie: The Color Purple Favorite Music Group/Artist: Gospel Music Favorite Song: Under the Blood by Vickie Yoe

Comments: Hello! I invite you to visit my website at www.relivonline.com/webclan60. It downloads fast, is easy to read and may change your life! Please email me with your comments from the top of the page on my website. Please pass this email on to people you care about. You may change their life as well. I wish you a blessed day and a prosperous new millennium! Sincerely, ....Ella.....<><...

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Basil & Evelyn Duncan - 01/31/00 01:00:12 My URL:http://www.oocities.org/Heartland/Plains/5850 My Email:dunc1@writeme.com Favorite Author: WEB Griffin Favorite Book: All of his Favorite Movie: It hasn't been made yet Favorite Actor/Actress: John Wayne Favorite Music Group/Artist: Love most all music Favorite Song: The National Anthem

Comments: Your mother and I haven't been able to access your page recently and just today we were able to get in so thought we woould stop by and say HI to the most beautiful daughter we have. Love you much. Mom & Dad

- 01/28/00 18:04:23 My Email:plis88@hotmail Favorite Author: Jim Toomey Favorite Book: Shermans Lagoon Favorite Movie: The Matrix Favorite Actor/Actress: none Favorite Music Group/Artist: Jamiroquai Favorite Song: Cosmic Girl

Comments: hey people listen i just got $22.50 in the mail from alladvantage.com for surfing the net. its free and easy, but there is catch, u have to go from page to page and there is a small banner on your screen with ads, but it doens't matter. go to www.alladvantage.com and sigh up its free and u have to put in a referal number or it won't work here is the referal number=ITX-766

Simon - 01/28/00 04:55:47 My URL:http://www.aeonsconfer.notrix.de My Email:simonwrobel@hotmail.com Favorite Music Group/Artist: Dark Infinite Cosmic-Black-Metal

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Darlene - 01/27/00 03:21:31 My Email:alm.sears@ns.sympatico.ca Favorite Movie: Pretty Woman and others.... Favorite Actor/Actress: Harrison Ford/ Julia Roberts Favorite Music Group/Artist: Varies GooGoo Dolls... Favorite Song: Iris

Comments: Haven't had a chance to view your web completely but Im look for support and help from others who are or have gone through the court process in Nova Scotia, Canada. I'm in the process of going to court for a preleminary hearing soon. Thanks Dar

rob smith - 01/26/00 09:21:46 My Email:robert.smith@moray-edunet.gov.uk Favorite Author: phil Favorite Book: phils mum Favorite Movie: thats a hard one cos there are so many to choose from so dont ask stupid questions dick Favorite Actor/Actress: Bruce Cambell Favorite Music Group/Artist: nirvana pearl jam foo fighters Favorite Song: baa baa black sheep (sheep are my best and only friends you see cos i cant get a girlfriend)

Comments: somebody please e-mail me cos i need a friend or just someone to hold at night

Samantha - 01/24/00 19:42:47 My Email:_betty37@excite.com

Comments: I am ad adult survivor of child sexual abuse, I am 37 years old, thank you for this opportunity to admit this one more time. it is very helpful to put it down. My heart goes out to you and your own recovery, and challenges you have faced.

Ea_survivor - 01/23/00 21:55:05 My URL:http://www.oocities.org/letterkid/sea.html My Email:ea_survivor@hotmail.com

Comments: Just wanted to commend you on your survivor page. You seem to be so very compassionate and I think that this forum is so very very helpful. Thank you for your bravery and your inspiration:)

Brittney Jones - 01/21/00 04:47:38 My URL:http://chertwin My Email:gmac13@bellsouth.net Favorite Author: V.C. Andrews Favorite Book: A Thin Red Line Favorite Movie: Young At Heart Favorite Actor/Actress: Robert De Niro/Rebecca Gayheart Favorite Music Group/Artist: 12V Negative Earth/Billy Holiday Favorite Song: The Very Thought of You

Comments: I'm 20yrs. and I love hardcore music and a lot of the older jazzy type stuff. I'm a E.C.W. freak and plan to be a valet someday. Sabu is my favorite. Chris Chetti's the hottest,(he hit on me once!). I will be a famous actress one day-no doubt about it

John Hillegass - 01/20/00 14:10:18 My Email:nonexistant@hotmail.com Favorite Author: Lenord Nemoy Favorite Book: "7 fundamental beliefs of Socialism" Favorite Movie: Evita Favorite Actor/Actress: Leo Dicaprio Favorite Music Group/Artist: KoRn Favorite Song: "Fuck me"

Comments: I was once on a turnip truck to Iran. Then I fell off. They sent me to the mental institution, fo r a checkup from the neckup. Upon arrival, I stabbed the lead guard in the forehead with a spork, and struggled free. I managed to escape into the wilderness and lived in the woods for about 3-4 years, im not quite sure. It was odd too, because in Iran, there isn't an abundance of forests. So, i jumped over the log that was in teh middle of the path and scurried over the border to finland, where I was free of government oppression. Some times people are real mean, like the people who were chasing me. I used to curse at them, but now i just refer to them as "agents". when i get loaded into the Matrix, I usually am wearing a black trench coat with about 2 MP-5's 2-4 autoloading pistols, and a few other wepaons, like hand gernades. Those damn agents won't let up, they keep chasing me. TANK! TANK! I NEED AN EXIT, NOW! TANK! DAMNIT TANK!

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Creamy Goodness - 01/07/00 17:09:58 My URL:http://www.farts.com My Email:suckyurblood@hotmail.com Favorite Author: None Favorite Book: None Favorite Movie: Terminator 2 Favorite Actor/Actress: Jennifer Love Hewitt Favorite Music Group/Artist: Limp Bizkit/KoRn Favorite Song: Nookie

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Gothma - 01/02/00 16:25:23 My Email:buffy@dawes.rapidial.co.uk Favorite Author: Steven king Favorite Book: Long hard road out of hell Favorite Movie: Evil dead 2 Favorite Actor/Actress: Brandon lee Favorite Music Group/Artist: Marilyn Manson Favorite Song: Man that you fear

Comments: I'm a 13 year old gothic girl that is really mad on marilyn manson i've never heard of you but I was just looking for guestbooks to sign.I'm into Cradle of filth,placebo,rob zombie,smashing pumpkins and Nivarna.I love horror movies. I'm major freaky and e ery ones so cruel to me. I often feel like killing them even though I know I couldn't. LIFE SUCKS AND MANY TIMES I WANT TO TAKE MY OWN LIFE.Then I think why should I do that it's them who are in the wrong not me. Ive always been different from every one e se and now I am part of a gothic race I am so damn happy. There is no god and there never has been in years to come gothics,glams,punks,club kids and gays will reunite and we will all battle against the trendies and pop music so we will eventually have eq illality. If you have any views on this email me. But knowing you kind of people(from whom I dont trust but really thats every one) you wont read this and you dont care that a teen is in depression so email me and prove me wrong.

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cher542 - 12/27/99 05:54:03 My Email:cher542@aol.com Favorite Author: steven spelbrieg Favorite Movie: above the law Favorite Actor/Actress: steven segual Favorite Music Group/Artist: alamaba

Comments: we just went through a year of hell our three year old was molested and i didnt think that our family was going to make but we did and the scum that did it is going to prison there is a god amen

Andy&Alison - 12/21/99 21:27:38 My Email:ScrewedAlison Favorite Author: S.E.Hinton Favorite Book: Tex/Outsiders Favorite Movie: Outsiders/ The Breakfast Club Favorite Actor/Actress: Emilio Estevez/ Matt Dillon/ Ralph Macchio/ Ally Sheedy Favorite Music Group/Artist: Offspring/Clash Favorite Song: Pretty Fly/ The guns of Brixton

Comments: Hello Baby. I'm Andy and I'm with Alison. Don't you just love The Mighty F*;@s Oh sorry I mean Ducks and Emilio Estevez Life (oh he's laughing now) Matt Dillon's ears and Ralph Macchio's eyes. Anyhow we're surfing for guest books. So bye

Janice Riffle - 12/20/99 21:56:55 My Email:jayzriff@hotmail.com Favorite Book: The House Favorite Music Group/Artist: Sarah Mclauglin Favorite Song: Return of the Mack

Comments: I really enjoyed reading yuor stories and poetry.It takes my mind off my past when I read about others. Jay

Jann - 12/20/99 14:44:20 My URL:http://artists.mp3s.com/artists/31/swan.html My Email:jann.roise@getronics.no Favorite Music Group/Artist: SWAN Favorite Song: All of them

Comments: Check out a new upcoming band from Norway: SWAN! Grate music, grate female vocalist!!

Deadstrike - 12/18/99 00:20:06 My Email:deadstrike@hotmail.com Favorite Author: Deadstrike Favorite Book: The army of the dead Favorite Actor/Actress: Jennifer Lopez

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Bob Marley - 12/15/99 16:05:54 My Email:bobmarley@hotmail.com Favorite Author: Bob Marley Favorite Book: Bob Marley's life Favorite Movie: The Matrix

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Ulshua Orulyao - 11/30/99 01:40:53 My URL:http://www.YAWHUSHUA.org/index.html My Email:Mehulyao@aol.com

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Ulshua Orulyao - 11/26/99 03:48:14 My URL:http://www.YAWHUSHUA.org/index.html My Email:Ulshua@YAUHUSHUA.org Favorite Author: Norman Vincent Peale Favorite Book: The Power of Positive Thinking Favorite Movie: none Favorite Actor/Actress: none Favorite Music Group/Artist: none in particular Favorite Song: serious songs

Comments: Fine website. Salvation is found in no one else for there is no other name under heaven given to humankind by which we must be saved except the unique Name: YAOHUSHUA! Go to www.YAWHUSHUA.org/index.html for more information!

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Stacey Clasper - 11/23/99 19:44:46 Favorite Author: Roald Dahl Favorite Book: The BFG Favorite Movie: Matilda Favorite Actor/Actress: Leonardo Dicaprio Favorite Music Group/Artist: Westlife Favorite Song: But if I Let You Go

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goetfoud - 11/22/99 19:23:29 My URL:http://www.goetfoud.demon.nl My Email:goetfoud@yahoo.com Favorite Author: antoon coolen Favorite Book: dorp aan een rivier Favorite Movie: silence of the lambs Favorite Actor/Actress: julia roberts Favorite Music Group/Artist: pearl jam Favorite Song: black

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Amy - 11/22/99 16:25:48 My Email:Ledo_ladie69@hotmail.com Favorite Author: Francine Pascal Favorite Book: Those 'Sweet Valley' books Favorite Movie: hmm... uh... oh yeah, Blade Favorite Actor/Actress: Sung Hi Lee ( I want to be like her when I'm older, she's a asian porn star) Favorite Music Group/Artist: Nope, don't got onw Favorite Song: Any Raving Shit

Comments: uhh, I don't even know what this thingie majigie is but I decided to write some stuff and see wus sup, dis 'n dat. Oh yeah, are there any cute guys out there? If there are, u can email me... *** Amy ***

Amy - 11/19/99 10:59:50 My Email:kez@avante-uk.net

Comments: Brilliant Website. While I was on the Internet I came across another website and I thought that you'd want to take a look at it. http://www.net-logistics.com

Jennifer - 11/18/99 03:48:16 My Email:BritCello@aol.com Favorite Movie: I've Heard the Mermaid Singing Favorite Actor/Actress: Liam Neeson/Whoopie Goldberg Favorite Music Group/Artist: Lynn Harrell, cellist Favorite Song: I Am Woman, Hear Me Roar

Comments: I want to support the work of eliminating child abuse. I am a survivor, and I want to write to other survivors to give each other support while we recover. Hopefully, someday, there will be no need for recovery groups.:)

Kyle - 11/18/99 00:48:56 Favorite Author: Myself Favorite Book: Indian Territory Favorite Movie: Volcano Favorite Music Group/Artist: Eifel 36 Favorite Song: Blue

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skib - 11/12/99 02:58:34 My URL:http://www.expage.com/page/picnic2677 My Email:gage1300@hotmail.com Favorite Author: Gary Paulsen Favorite Book: Hatchet Favorite Movie: 99 version of house on haunted hill Favorite Actor/Actress: Jon claude van damme Favorite Music Group/Artist: Blink 182 Favorite Song: All the small things

Comments: please go to my site and sign my guestbook. thanks, bye!

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yousux - 11/11/99 01:56:35 My Email:haha@yahright.com Favorite Book: playboy Favorite Movie: schlinder's list Favorite Actor/Actress: adolph hitler Favorite Music Group/Artist: KKK Favorite Song: Die Die Die and DIE

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h.arald - 11/09/99 19:49:54 My URL:http://come.to/h.arald My Email:none Favorite Author: none Favorite Book: none Favorite Movie: none Favorite Actor/Actress: none Favorite Music Group/Artist: none Favorite Song: none

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evil spirit - 11/07/99 20:27:07 My Email:evil spirit@hotmail .com Favorite Author: J.R.R. Tolkien Favorite Book: Lord of the rings Favorite Movie: Scream Favorite Actor/Actress: Neve Campbell Favorite Music Group/Artist: Punk

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Robert Trujillo - 11/01/99 06:05:35 My Email:TRUJILLO55@prodigy.net Favorite Book: The Giving Tree Favorite Movie: wizard of oz Favorite Song: dov'e l'amore by cher

Comments: I was going the web looking for articles and facts on sexual abuse and offenders, My daughter was abused by her step-grandfather as was 4 other nieces, This was 9 yrs. ago but he didn't get caught and convicted till four years ago, while he did only three years and my marriage of 22 years turned south. I want to get back together with my spouse but this issue of denial that she has of this event has me crazy. my daughter is now 21 and maintains a good life but no man is trusted within her soul and she is h ppy without for she has family. I need info for two reasons, the 1st for me and my ex. 2nd for a paper that i am writing about on sexual abuse and the short time that the offenders are given in contrast to the lifetime of memories that the viticms are goi g through. and info and links would greatly help me in both areas, thank you and I do plan on reading more of your website, rob

This is just a test.... it is only a test.... - 10/30/99 05:30:08 My URL:http://www.oocities.org/SoHo/7130 My Email:ffury@writeme.com Favorite Author: Jane Roberts, Neale Donald Walsch, Iyanla Vanzant, Maya Angelou, Stephen King, Michael Crichton, Robert Jordan Favorite Book: Nature of Personal Reality, Conversations With God, Earth in Upheaval, The Talisman, The Stand, Jurrasic Park Favorite Movie: Sixth Sense, Willow, Singin' in the Rain, Amadeus, Shakespeare In Love, Quigley Down Under, Fiddler On The Roof, West Side Story Favorite Actor/Actress: Jimmy Stewart, Kate Hepburn, Peter O'Toole, Robert Duvall, Johnny Depp Favorite Music Group/Artist: Peter Gabriel, Elton John (early), Yes, U2, Eric Clapton, Celine Dion, Aretha Franklin, Janice Joplin, Bruce Springsteen, Rolling Stones, Billy Joel, Favorite Song: Carmina Burana, Smooth, L.A. Song, Red Rain, Paint It Black, Funeral For A Friend

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