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The Survivor Special

(c) 1996 Ste Kemp

The train now departing
From the platform life
Is the survivor special
To Beauty vis Strife


It was scheduled to leave
At an earlier date
So we'd like to apologise
For it's running late



This was entirely due
To a management fault
But now it's on its way,
This train will not halt



Until it reaches its
Final destination
Through Love, Pain and Healing
And Life Central Station


We know that it looks
In a terrible state
Rusty and creaky
A ramshackle crate

It was attacked by vandals
Much to our dismay
But don't fear for we'll
Make repairs on the way

And though we must warn
Of an uncomfortable ride
We think in the end
That you will have pride


In how we have handled
This terrible mess
And all your complaints
Will be addressed



We're afraid that the forecast
Is for storms, hail and fog
And the points up the track
With dirt have been clogged



But ignore the weather
For among the crew
Are clowns, dancers and jesters
To entertain you


And the line up ahead
Is being cleared
By the most competent of
Our engineers

If at the start
We seem to be slow
It's because the baggage we carry
Is more than you know

But the maintenance crew
Works as we proceed
And you will find shortly
That we'll pick up speed


Past Fears and Confusion
Slow down through Great Pain
But as we reach Hope
We gain momentum again



Through Doubt and Deep Feelings
Self-Hatred-Will Pass
On to Love, Joy and Healing
Abuse is long past



Steam through Memories and Crying
And Effects-Upon-Life
We gather fuel from Our Friends
To get us through Strife


And there on the track
Set to Derail us
Is another attack
But this train will not fail us


And as you notice the blockage
You inform the crew
You seem scared for our safety
Well the driver is too

For it's easy to forget
In times of great need
That we've proven before
That we can succeed


So we press on and pray
And the obstacle hits...
And still we're surprised
As it's smashed to bits



The Survivor Special
Rushes on undelayed
And like us you then ask
Why were you afraid



Yet we were affected
And the train's structure crumbles
A tiny bit of a buffer
Into a chasm tumbles


We notice the damage
A shocked moment ensues
The engineer's called
And he has good news

'Twas merely a part
We'd forgotten was weak
The repair can be made
And bring the strength we seek

Then through Laughter and Tears
And Humour we run
On to Know-in-our-Strengths
And Wisdom and Fun


But when we reach Lies
We hit a setback
For the signals were false
And we're on the wrong track



But the time that we notice
We've passed Years-on-Alone
And safe way to reach Peace
Are completely unknown



Well safety or not
We cannot give in
So we derail the train
In the hope we can win


We plunge on through the Wastelands
Our journey gets rougher
It's hard to get past Great Damage
But our train is tougher

Through Addiction Woodlands
And Minimize Mire
You scream out in Anguish
"The train is on fire!"

The fire gets hotter
Through Shocks-to-the-Heart
We can't take much more
We're falling apart!


Through the Lake of Emotion
Past Believe the Lies Town
We put out the fire
But we nearly drown



O'er Nightmare-filled Meadows
We charge through the night
Panic and Hatred take us
To Loneliness Height



But as we make repairs
We catch a sweet glimpse of Truth
And plunge into Remembering
Through the dark Vale of Youth


Soon we pass through Dread
To Anxiety Shore
But as we reach Safe Distance
We're on the right track once more

Onwards ever onwards
We rattle and roll
I see you're exhausted
As the ride takes its toll

So we'll carry on working
But leave you to rest
Sweet dreams good friend
You know you chose the best


For you've een the train ripped up
Battered and torn
And you've sen the crew feeling
Fearful and worn



But whatever we face
We can overcome
Without ever stopping
The train as it runs


As you sleep may I tell you
We're still close to Strife
But we're closer to Healing
For we've plunged into LIFE!



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