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Sunday, March 31
 How the HELL is spring break OVER??? fuckfuckfuckfuckFUCK whhhhyyyyyyy??? i hate school so much dammit damn damndamndamnit
cursing will solve all my problems! damnhellcrap
OH, my dog caught a squirrel today and killed it. WHAT? How the hell did that happen?? She never catches anything! Must have been one dumb squirrel. poor guy. Yeah, anyway, i saw her chase it and i just thought she was being dumb, but then i saw the thing in her mouth, and was like "wha--??". It died shortly thereafter. Now that's the Easter spirit! eh. My little brother and i did SPEED easter egg hunting today! I won! I got 35 eggs, he got 28. EAT THAT! heh. yes, i still go easter egg hunting. You know what? fuck you.
- 10:18 PM
I dooooon't wanna go to scchooool on Monday!! arggghhhhh noooooooooo The end of vacation is the worst. thing. EVER. DAMMIT. craphelldamnshit I HATE SCHOOL
ANYway... I saw Panic Room yesterday... i was really looking forward to it because it looked very cool, and David Fincher- cool. I reeeally liked it, not quite as good as Fight Club, but had some very veeeery tense stuff, and surprisingly lots of hilarious stuff too. Cool movie.
46 (!!!) days til Star Wars!
- 12:14 AM
Friday, March 29
AACKKK!!! SO, i saw a commercial for Lord of the Rings promoing the footage for Two Towers at the end of the movie. Holy shit on a stick. I haven't finished reading the book, so i reeeally shouldn't see it... but so. hard. to. resist! argghhhhhh
AND. i saw a new commercial for Spider-Man. AND. I am way too overly obsessed with Ewan and Moulin Rouge right now. AND. I love Star Wars. AND. I wish vacation would last forever. AND. I hate school. Goddamn do i hate school. Amazing how depressed that can make me. aaaarrrgggghmanfmdsgfjsbdgb
- 12:17 AM
Thursday, March 28
Holy shit, spring break is more than half over now. And you know what i've done? Sat around in front of my computer. Normal people go to the beach, get drunk, have sex, etc., etc., but i have sat in front of my computer the WHOLE TIME. Sometimes i go wild and sit in front of the tv.
Haha, watching Letterman now... "Peter YOWZA"! HAHA! Hi-larious. I love Peter Krause. Damn, i still haven't watched this week's Six Feet Under. And you would think i would have what with all the free time i have, being a loser and such. Hm.
Oh, and West Wing was on tonight! I didn't think it was possible to love Josh more, but he's so fuckin hilarious... him and Donna and CJ... i love those kids. LemonLyman.com! HA! Good stuff.
- 12:20 AM
Monday, March 25
Moulin Rouge. did. not. win. best. picture. damn. damndamndamndamndamndammitydamndamndamn.
I'm way more upset about this than i thought i would be... i was just so hopeful... damn. not that i'm not happy for those who DID win, but still. OH, and Memento didn't win screenplay??? damndamndamn. Robbed! Robbbed i tells ya! And i'm STILL pissed about Ewan, Baz, and Memento being snubbed! DAMN! BUT, i AM happy for Halle Berry, and Denzel, and Opie, and Randy Newman! (it was a NIGHT of FIRSTS... which is WHY moulin rouge SHOULD have WON.) That was one long show. Eh. Well. Good and bad. Whatchagonnado. meh
- 1:10 AM
Wednesday, March 20
words cannot express how much i FUCKING HATE SCHOOL. I WANT TO DESTROY SOMETHING mlafdkjlkjdgmopdfgjd
- 10:25 PM
Monday, March 18
Art. is. done. No more notebook. Ever. I can't believe it.
But, you see, now that art has extremely diminished in crappiness, all of my other classes have increased in crappiness to make up for it, so the net overall crappines of school has actually increased. Good. fucking. times.
Spring break is next weeeek!! YES!
- 7:30 PM
Sunday, March 17
I. HATE. SCHOOL.
Allllll my art stuff is due tomorrow (the deadline was pushed back. special emphasis on the "dead" part.) Although i am the only person in my art class my teacher does NOT hate (for once! she even told me so! bwahahahaha[cough]hahahahahaha! i AM awesome cause i have everything else done RIGHT and lots of studio pieces and i rooock!), i still have to do art notebook tonight because i WAAAY don't have enough. I think i'll probly only get a couple more pages done, if that, cause i am noooot staying up all night. gaaaaaahhhh. AND. I also have lots of english and lots of math to catch up on and i am fuuuuuucked. Fucking school. I hate it. Dammit.
Only oooonne more weeeek till sprrrriiing breeeaaaak. SIIIIGHHHH.
- 11:16 PM
Thursday, March 14
JEEEZUS, Survivor tonite: I can't beleeeeeeeve they voted off HunterEllis! That was the dumbest. move. ever. I really like Gina (she's even from Florida!), but unless they pull a switcheroo next time, she's a sitting duck to those dumbasses that have apparently taken over the tribe. That's pretty damn unfair, because she's the only valuable person left over there. Crap.
Ehhhmmm, and i have stayed home from school for the past two days, in order to [wait for it...] work on ART! Because it's all due on FRIDAY! And i've slacked off for TWO YEARS! Fuck fuck FUCK! I've gotten some done, but holy shit i'm not gonna have enough. And on top of that, i have to figure out what i've missed the past two days, and catch up on work in my other classes. By the weekend this will all be over... weekend, weekend, weekend, i love you weekend!
- 12:35 AM
Sunday, March 10
Star Wars trailer!!!! Three words: HOLY. FUCKING. CRAP. That was the BEST THING EVER. I was smiling insanely the whole goddamn time, and, just... DUDE. AND more Spidey trailer goodness!! AND all new Alias episode!! I loves me some entertainment!!
Now if only i didn't have school tomorrow, or all my art work for the past 2 years due on Friday, or IB exams in two months, all would be well. But alas, life just doesn't particularly like me right now. Fuck.
- 10:31 PM
How much do i love Spider-Man? SO. MUCH. I've seen the movie trailer on tv a couple times now, and every time i see it i get incredibly excited and giddy and it's GREAT (i even had a dream last night i saw the trailer at the movie theater but it went off and i started crying. yeah, that's right. god i love Spidey. Peter Parker is my absolute hero.)
And tonite is the new STAR WARS TRAILER!! AHHHH!!! WOOHOOO! I'm so excited. Gah, movie trailers are the BEST. Repeat after me: May is only 2 months away... (TWO MONTHS! HOLY SHIT!)
- 7:37 PM
Monday, March 4
Oh, and regarding Angel tonite (yes, more tv!) - (ermm... since i'm nice, if you by any chance happen to watch Angel and have not seen this ep, this is very spoilery, so highlight to read) WHAT THE FUCK HAVE THEY DONE TO MY WESLEY?!?!?!?!? He CAN'T DIE!! But dude, having your throat slit is, i think, pretty hard to recover from. He's only BLEEDING TO DEATH FROM THE JUGULAR. And i really like that Justine chick too. How could he have not seen that was a trap?? JEEEZUS.
Wow, secret messages are fun. BE SURE TO DRINK YOUR OVALTINE
I am such a dork. ;)
- 11:47 PM
So boyo, Sunday has gotten to be a really great tv night (with the marked absence of the x-files, that is)... There's the requisite Simpsons and Malcolm in the Middle, then Alias (i have become way too obsessed with that show. it's just so COOL though! entertaining and suspenseful as all get out. Yes, i just said 'as all get out'.), and last nite we taped Six Feet Under and watched it at 10 (another awesome show. it's so fucked up, but in the greatest damn way. Seriously hilarious [Nate on ecstasy? yes, my friend, that was the funniest thing EVER] and depressing at the same time. Plus the intro is amazing, both the music and the video. I luuuurve it.) Yay for tv!
And whilst i indulge in my obsessions with televisual entertainment, school is screwing me over. repeatedly. wow it sucks. why oh why do i let these things happen?
But hey, i stayed home from school today (I had a cold. seriously.), although it ended up not really helping in terms of relaxing or getting stuff done. See, you know there's something really wrong when staying home from school isn't even enjoyable anymore. Or when it's a chance to do more work. Ahh the suckyness of it all.
quote of the day:
David on Six Feet Under, after Ruth has told him he can bring a "special friend" to dinner: "Why is MY friend 'special'??"
- 11:25 PM
Thursday, February 28
OHHHH, i saw a Spider-Man trailer on tv tonite!!!!! It looks SO AWESOME. AND IT COMES OUT 13 DAYS BEFORE STAR WARS. And amidst all of that is IB EXAMS. The month of May could quite possibly drive me insane.
- 11:29 PM
Monday, February 25
The Olympics are over. Sigh. WHAT am i going to do with myself now?? WHAT?? I miss them already. It's sad.
On another note, i just watched a large portion of Interview with the Vampire, which i only saw once in 6th grade. I remember because i loved it (i thought Kirsten Dunst was so cool), and after i saw it i read the book. Yeah, turns out i still like the movie (that doesn't always happen, like they aren't how you remember them, you know?), it's got a great ending. But now i kind of wish i hadn't watched it, because i didn't get to see the beginning, and it's a shitty Sunday night... i would have liked to have seen it under better conditions. ergh.
- 1:07 AM
Sunday, February 24
Kids yelling down the canal:
Kid 1: CAN YOU COME OVER TO MY HOUSE?
Kid 2: NO! CAN YOU COME OVER TO MY HOUSE?
Kid 1: YES! TODAY!
Kid 2: DON'T SPLASH IN THE WATER BECAUSE THERE ARE SHARKS IN THE WATER!
Dad of Kid 2: No, because it's cold out.
Kid 2: NO, BECAUSE IT'S COLD OUT!
- 1:52 PM
Sadness... Bode didn't win a medal today, Apolo didn't win either medal today... geeeeezz. Oh well, at least they already got 2 medals each, so it's not like they totally lost. ;) And how crazy is the short track relay? Crap! It's all over the place!
- 1:06 AM
Saturday, February 23
Ooh, the figure skating tonite was great. I love it when they can just do whatever the hell they want. Jamie and David were so cool! The Russian pair did a great job too, and, well, so did everyone else. Last night was really intense, they all really deserved to win, Sarah Hughes did amazingly so it's cool she won, but it's sad Michelle only got a bronze. I was surprised all of them except Sarah actually messed up because they're all so good. Anyway, yeah for ice skating! I have this sudden desire to go skating, even though it's haaard, when you first get on the ice it seems so slippery (maybe because it's ICE), and then once you finally get used to it your feet hurt like hell! But it's damn fun! Ahhh. good times.
- 1:20 AM
Thursday, February 21
Seriously, i think i enjoy the Olympics too much. Dude, like, the Canadians Jamie Sale and David Pelletier, i love them. And Tim Goebel, the Quad King! hehe And that Bode Miller, he's a cool guy. And of course Apolo Anton Ohno, yeah, that kid's great. I have come to really enjoy watching the short track speed skating, just because it makes me so fuckin nervous (well, especially when there's someone you really want to win)... last night i was going crazy, Apolo didn't make a move til there were THREE laps left (which, in case you don't know, is NOT a lot) when he was in 5th place and i was practically yelling for him to do something, then he passed like tons of guys ahead of him and got into 2nd in one pass. It's crazy i tell you! And they all seem so laid back, like "la dee da... ho hum, i guess i'll go past this guy now... la dee da..." and in the meanwhile i'm having a heart attack because they're so fucking close. gah!
So anyway, tonite is women's figure skating, which is going to be exciting! I get way too enthusiastic about figure skating, but hey, it was like my favorite in elementary school (back in the day of Nancy Kerrigan, Tonya Harding, and Oksana Bayul... that's right!).
I got so into the Sydney summer Olympics too... remember that? It's kind of strange, i don't think i've ever been so excited about the Olympics as i have been in high school. It's just so damn entertaining and i never noticed before! And so many other people are just annoyed by them, because blah de blah they pre-empt the other shows, and blah de blah they're boring. Dude, people don't know what they're talking about.
Have i mentioned lately that i'm a dork? ;)
- 6:15 PM
Saturday, February 16
Whoah! I guess it's been a while since i last posted... So i shall bring you up to date on the excitement, thrills, and adventure that are my life! (yay!)
- I am obsessed with Lord of the Rings! I finished reading FotR a couple days after the movie was released, and I saw it the day after Christmas. I have now seen it 3 times! Leading to my next news...
- I am in love with Orlando Bloom! (AKA Lando, AKA O-town)
- I am still madly in love with Ewan!
- I still hate school with a passion, and canNOT wait to graduate.
- I love watching the Olympics!
- I love Alias!
- I have stopped watching The X-Files.
- I can't wait for Star Wars!
- And, yes, i am still a dork. ;)
Wow... it's kind of sad that my recent life can be summed up in a short list. But then again, I am kind of sad. ;)
- 6:48 PM
Monday, September 10
WHY do things SUCK? School is kicking my ASS. GAaaahhh! So many things to do, and i still put everything off. It's terrible.
Adult Swim on Cartoon Network is great. Sunday nights are still depressing because it's not the regular Daily Show, Letterman, Conan lineup, but at least there's good stuff on. Cowboy Bebop!
- 12:03 AM
Saturday, September 8
I have a headache... maybe spinning around in my chair till i was nauseous wasn't the best idea.
- 12:16 AM
Friday, August 31
Today in art i got to listen to A Bug's Life while i was working... that's such a cute movie. We've watched Antz a bunch in there too, which i hate. A Bug's Life is so much cooler, and it's got Dave Foley!
Oh god, i watched Friends FOUR TIMES today! It's kinda strange, thinking back on my love for the show. I was incredibly obsessed with it in seasons 1-3 (like, 5th to 7th grade, and i was in love with David Schwimmer :)) and taped every single episode, then after that i still watched it but was less obsessed, and now i just love it all over again. I've been seeing the commercials for the season premiere, and i am so excited. Haha ahhhhhhh i'm such a nerd.
And i'm still playing solitaire constantly. It's getting kind of tiring, but i can't stop!
- 12:20 AM
Wednesday, August 29
Ohhh, i was watching Friends today (just like every other day... it's my comfort show), and it's the one right after Ross and Rachel kissed for the first time (yesterday and today's episode i've seen soooooo many times... although not as much as the one with their first date and, well, a buncha others). Gah, it has made me want them to get back together so much. It's sad. But i just love that show.
- 10:11 PM
Tuesday, August 28
Hey, uhhhmmmm, i hate school! I had twoooo tests today, but at least they're over with, and i had to go to the dentist (to get a cavity filled! eck.), but they were really nice there and made me feel better (although my tooth hurts now).
AND my art teacher is the devil. Lucifer himself, except female. She hated the one piece i really was proud of, which made me just horribly upset, and liked the one i hated. I swear, i take her criticisms too personally, but art itself really is personal, so when she insults it, it's like she's insulting me. She won't even let me show the piece i liked-- if i don't do something her way, i can't do it at all. Golly i didn't know that Ms.East has the only right opinion and everyone else is wrong. Well that puts things in perspective. 'I will become a mindless drone conforming to everyone else at your command, master! Aye aye!' FUCK THAT. If my art can't be my own, then i quit.
- 11:32 PM
Tuesday, August 21
Oh, last night i had this weird dream (but, uh, all my dreams are weird). Me and my family were up north with some of my relatives, and we went to see Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back. We got in the theater really late and we got really crappy seats, and the whole place was full. Then afterwards, we were at some outdoor covered stadium theater place, and we were watching some talk show thing on the stage below (we were up high in the seats). The third guest was Kevin Smith, and the whole crowd went absolutely nuts when he went on. He had to come down from up high in the seats, so he walked by us and we talked for a second-- he was really funny (well duh). After the show we wanted to go talk to him but couldn't, and then we saw some guy dressed like Bluntman and followed him. The end.
- 9:43 PM
School... starts... tomorrow. What what?
I finished Harry Potter today (i planned it just right so i would finish on the last day of summer, because during the year i have too much crap to do to read for recreation). OOOH, it was SO GOOD. I mean... just, awesome. And, like... great. I LOVE those books so much. But i'm sad because now i hafta ::sigh:: WAIT. Oh, it's painful.
- 9:28 PM
Monday, August 20
Gaaaahh, i'm already totally screwed over with work, and SCHOOL HASN'T EVEN STARTED YET. What is the world coming to? Homework over the summer? What next, like... pigs flying... or... something?
- 10:16 PM
I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL IN TWOOO DAYS!! WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY SUMMER???
Sigh.
In other news, Six Feet Under is a great show.
- 12:05 AM
Sunday, August 19
When i was just a little girl, i asked my mother 'what will i be? will i be pretty? will i be rich?' here's what she said to me: 'que sera sera- whatever will be will be. the future's not ours to see, que sera sera.'
I've been singing that constantly since yesterday, when the episode of the Simpsons where the asteroid is supposed to hit Springfield was on, and Flanders was singing it. Hahaha... uhhm, yes.
- 1:19 AM
Saturday, August 18
Ohhh, i love Jimmy Fallon. He's so cute. He's like a little kid. :)
See? Now didn't that just cheer me up? Although... school still sucks.
- 12:16 AM
sad. ;_;
- 12:05 AM
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