Wishing for a way to understand the feelings
That I feel right now.
Fear.
Hate.
And ironically
Love.
I see him in my dreams,
Every night.
Going strong and fast
Never saying good bye to each other,
We sit in a field.
Holding hands, so tightly.
Never letting go, and always together.
As I look for answers to my feelings
(That I'm feeling right now)
I come to a simple conclusion.
That word.
All over again.
Love.
Love.
Love...
LOVE!
So simple yet so complex.
Never ending cycle of emotions,
Never subsiding for a single moment.
For eternity.
Fear.
Fear is for the enemy
Not for us.
Never for us.
Only the enemy.
Inane feelings.
I'm feeling like death from inanition.
Ah such a pity.
To be lost like this,
Without even hope to guide me through.
To love,
Or to say love,
Someone you despise.
And abolish any sense of tact,
To bid farewell the wonders of the heart.
No limits exist, for some one so naïve.
Like you,
Like me.
Too much insanity everywhere.
I'm also getting pulled into the current.
The never-ending current of life.
Try to escape but always fail.
Drugs, money, alcohol.
Sick.
Sad and sick.
Oh well, who cares
Anyway.
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