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Okay, this is a very special chapter. Sonar wanted me to do a chapter on Fidgets feelings about this situation. So, this chapter is from Fidgets POV, and its takes place the while chapter 4 is happening.
I don’t want to die. But I don’t want Alex to die trying to save me. And I don’t want a lot of people to die. Why does it have to be like this? Why? Why does Alex have to decide what happens to me. It’s not fair for him to have to choose. Why is this happening to us? If Alex comes here, X will probably kill him and me. But, if he doesn’t come, well, If he doesn’t come…….either way……either way, I’m dead. This is it. I, I can’t believe that this is how I’ll die. Killed by some, some mad scientist! It’s hardly fair. But, I guess, if my death means a lot of other people wont die, well, I guess I wont die for nothing. I just wish I could say goodbye to Alex, Grinder, Rikki and Vinnie. There’s still so much I need to say. I don’t think they know how much lettuce to give Vinnie. Or, how much I love them. If I die, they’ll never know. They won’t know anything! Who’s gonna take over for me? What will happen to the guys? Who will feed Vinnie? I can’t believe this! The last few hours of my life, and I’m gonna spend them clasped to a wall! I always thought I’d die when I was old. Not now. Not like this. But, then again, I never thought about mad scientists and weird stuff like that until Alex discovered his AMP factor. And so many times I could have died, but, I didn’t. Alex always saved me. But, Alex can’t save me now. I don’t think anyone can. This is one of those ‘impossible situations’. No matter what, I’m gonna die. I’ll never get to talk to Rikki! Maybe if I had just talked to him then, instead of running away. Maybe none of this would be happening. It would be different. I probably wouldn’t have gone with Alex, or, maybe Rikki would have come, and, and maybe I wouldn’t be here. This wouldn’t be happening. If Alex gives the poison to X, it’ll be my fault that people die. I couldn’t live with that, I’d rather be dead. I wonder how X will do it? No, no, come on Fidget, don’t think about that. Think of something, something happy. Like my dad. I haven’t seen him in so many years, not since I decided to go into filming. God, he was so mad at me. I wonder if he still is. I miss him though, and my mom. But, I’ll get to see her soon. I haven’t seen her since I was five. When she died. I wonder what Candy is up to. How will they know that I’m dead? Alex doesn’t even know about my parents. Only Candy. And he’ll have a hard time finding her. I mean, even I don’t know where she is, and she’s my sister. How long has it been since I got here? Probably not along time. Geez, I hope Alex decide not to come get me. I hope he realized that it’s not worth it. I really do.