Ruth's Poetry
Responsible Me
Responsible --
that's me
if it needs done
I'll do it
if no one else can
I will
if no one will try
I'll succeed
Responsible --
that's me
Responsible --
that's me
if you hurt
I hurt
if you cry
I comfort
if you mess up
it's my fault
Responsible --
that's me
Responsible --
that's me
what power I have
the world
at my call
what guilt I carry
responsible
for it all
How can I give up
this responsible me?
Guilt equals power
previously played
power to be
responsible me
Who would I be
without your guilt
in me?
Guilt supposes influence
Influence means
I matter
no guilt
no influence
no matter
to you
Is this
the only way
to be
me?
Why can't I cry
only my tears
scream
only my fears
responsible
for one soul --
me?
I give you back
your cares
I took them from you
unawares
I felt them
instead of my own
they were easier
to bear
I give you back
the guilt
I assumed it
by mistake
it's not mine
to wear
It took a while
but I understand
I wanted to share your cares
and I wanted
to influence your life
I wanted power
to overcome
my helplessness
I tried to get it
from you
but no more
I'm sick as can be
of responsible me.
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Ó 1992 Ruth Leone All Rights Reserved
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