The Collaring of tay..Master's Property
The following is tays collaring by her Master. This scene is a very personal view..and one of the most scary, wonderful, happy, joyous, and painful encounters with her Master..emoitions were at a height throughout this whole scene..but it is a day that tay will never forget..*smiles*
She does warn that there is whipping in this scene..if you find such display offensive please turn back now.Thank you..and enjoy..
aloria_vradue says, "greetings girl"
melanie_AV as she enters in..walking with a natural ease to her Mistress..she quietly kneels down besides her left....her silks of white clinge to her form accentuating her body...her neck held up high exposing the gleaming ribbon about her neck as her soft silky tresses cascade in waves about her....lowers her eyes of blue...placing her delicate palms. upon her enclosed thighs her wrists are crossed...whispers soflty....
melanie_AV says, "greetings Mistress.."
melanie_AV smiles...
aloria_vradue says, "lean forward girl......smiles"
TAmerault says, "greetings, mel"
aloria_vradue says, "greet girl.."
melanie_AV gently she leans forward trembling slightly as her hair falls down about her..shoulders..
melanie_AV says, "thank you Mistress.."
melanie_AV says, "greetings Master Amerault..~smiles~..welcome back.."
melanie_AV keeps her eyes lowered..as she remains silent...leaning closer to her MIstress..
aloria_vradue says, "slashes the ribbon with the tiny dagger......"
aloria_vradue says, "I release you of your bonds to me......go with a full heart"
melanie_AV eyes widen..as she feels the cool blade against her skin..bearly touching....as the ribbon falls to the floor a smile forms on her face..as her eyes enlight with joy...smiles....
TAmerault smiles
melanie_AV says, "thank you Mistress....thank you so much....."
aloria_vradue says, "know I am also here for you if need be"
melanie_AV smiles happily...as she leans forward..kissing your feet greatfully..smiles..
melanie_AV says, "yes MIstress...she understands....."
melanie_AV says, "Mistress..may she be dismissed from your furs if she may ask?"
aloria_vradue says, "you may go to TAmerault"
melanie_AV beams with joy..smiles..as she arises up in a fluid motion...taking a deep breath..she moves to Master Amerault..with a graceful feline stride..her silks of white clinging to her form.....she kneels down before him...bowing her head gently...a tremble moves throughout her...extending her arms she crisscrosse her wrist out to you.....swallowing gently..she says in a whisper....
aloria_vradue says, "rises slowly.........kisses His cheek gently"
aloria_vradue says, "tell her what it likely to be happening......let her decide on that one."
melanie_AV says, "Master Amerault...a girl would like to submitt herself to you fully..and would beg for your ko-lar if you choose to accept it..but first if she may speak she has much to talk about if she may Master Amerault?"
aloria_vradue says, "I will take my leave.......smiles"
aloria_vradue says, "I wish you well Am......smiles"
aloria_vradue says, "serve well lil one......."
aloria_vradue leaves
melanie_AV trembles slightly...as she remains in position..her head lowered between her upper arms...as she waits in silence...knowing she wasnt given permission....but in her heart..thanks the MIstress so much..and wishes her well and a wonderful day..as she is not to sure if the Master is the phone..
TAmerault returns from work again....grumbling...Sheesh...no concideration for taking a slave here...[winks]
TAmerault reaches out and caresses your head...we will talk then....
melanie_AV lifting her head up..as she feels the soft caresses against her hair..she places her wrists against her thighs...crisscrossing her palms..her head held high..she keeps her eyes lowered...her trembles of both excitement..yet fear..move throughout her..as she takes deep breaths composing herself....
TAmerault says, "Now...you have things you wish to talk about, girl?"
melanie_AV says, "yes Master Amerault..because..even though she knows..that if she begs you for the ko-lar and you do accept a girl...that it wouldn’t be fair to the both of us if a girl didn’t tell you all..and she wishes to do that now..before she may beg...for she is at the point where she wants to beg completely..but knows she has to tell you these things Master Amerault"
TAmerault says, "then proceed, girl....[continuing to caress your head]"
melanie_AV says, "may she tell you..her story and past about Gor..she will admit it is a long and confusing one..made of many mistakes..and many regrets..but it is one that must be told if she may Master Amerault..and a girl did tell Mistress Aloria this whole story as well.."
melanie_AV says, "thank you Master Amerault"
melanie_AV says, "a girl was originally known as little_moonbeam_of_light...if you know of that name..a girl has an interesting rep..but is not going to talk about that..for it is in a sense irrelevant to Gor..and light is dead..but she was from the BDSM rooms..which she came to yahell about a year and a half ago....during a collaring, she witnessed..what was unknown to her as Gor...and she became curious and fascinated by it.."
TAmerault nods and listens
melanie_AV says, "so she sold herself to the slave auction which at that time...o0(this was nov of las year)..was a respectable room where slave was actually sold....she was bought by Master {no Name for protection} after spending 3 days with him..in intense training..he did almost kill a girl"
melanie_AV says, "...but he said..that a girl should go out and collar her own slave..for this one is not a slave..and he set a girl free..but in a sense the things she learned in that short time really moved her..but she was so upset at how he treated a girl..that she was in tears and never came back"
TAmerault nods and growls at the name of the Dead one
melanie_AV says, "once again..later in the year..in feb of this year..she sold herself this time..was with a Master...couldnt remember the name..but..he bought her..dumped her off at {a tavern..} and left her there saying how worthless she was...she knew nothing of Gor..in fact..she didnt even know what Gor was..even though months before she met up with{Master No Name}...well...in the{tavern}..which at that time was owned by {Master no name one and Master No name 2} .o0(which she didnt know)..he was in that tavern when she was dumped off"
TAmerault nods and listens
melanie_AV says, "she ran out of the room when she saw {Master No Name 1} there..remembering what he did to her in the past...but he..actually did PM her...and brought her back to the tavern.....that night..a girl learned what a serve was..by doing the same serve 15 times...o0(at this point..she never even knew what a serve was..never even seen a serve before)..she was in tears that night..but found herself in a ko-lar..owned by {a tavern}.. "
TAmerault nods and continues to caress your head
melanie_AV says, "many of the sisters who where there..did tell her they have never seen one so hard on a girl that night..and it was a time..which not only she became totally devoted to learning..and bettering herself..but became slave to {Master 1 and Master 2}it was at this time..which he abandoned a girl for 3 weeks...still untrained in Gor..she is ko-lared ..after 1 night..no training whatsoever.."
TAmerault listens
melanie_AV says, "she did turn to you for help whom you told her about the 3 week abandoment rule in a sense..and you also offered her a ko-lar to help and train her..*smles softly*..but she was so confused..she didnt know what to do..so refused..and found herself..when she asked for the release of both Master 1 and Master 2..she found her self back with Master 1
melanie_AV says, "and Master 1 went to another tavern with Mistress 1 when he returned...and thus as his property..since he wouldnt honor the release from him..she went over from tavern 1 to tavern 2
TAmerault nods
melanie_AV says, "Mistress 1 was a wonderful person..*smiles*..o0(still believes so..sighs softly)..and she trained a girl much..she learned much there..and in a sense almost felt as if Mistress 1 was her mother.....she was still new and naive..but here is where the mistakes occur and it is all her fault.."
melanie_AV says, "at the same time she was here in Gor..she remained little moonbeam of light in the BDSM rooms....don't know why she did..maybe because..no one wanted her to go to Gor..and she was well established..after being in the rooms for almost...8 months or so"
TAmerault listens, nodding...
melanie_AV cringes slightly..knowing this information is going to be the hardest for her..
TAmerault says, "go on and relax"
melanie_AV says, "well a Master friend of hers..whom threaten to expose her secret to all of Gor..really started making her life bad...o0(this was in BDSM rooms)..even though she spent approximately.2 or 3 months in Gor...she knew she had to tell her secret to Mistress 1..whom she really did love.."
melanie_AV says, "she told Mistress 1 all..and it was that night..rather then killing a girl...she took the keys..and removed a girls ko-lar throwing it into the fire....it was almost as if the world crashed to me..that image within..of something she loved so much..and her comfort..was now in the fire burning.....she was lost confused hurt.."
melanie_AV says, "in her anger, fear confusion..she furred a Master that night..and found herself marked in his collar...*sighs*...bad mistake...STUPID ONE...for he wasnt even a Gorean Master"
TAmerault nods and listens, His hand never leaving your head
melanie_AV takes a deep breath..feeling the warm strong hand upon her head......continues on as her eyes gently water..
TAmerault says, "it is ok....go on and share"
melanie_AV says, "well now she was collared..yet again..and went from one name to..o0(oh god)...another awful one...o0(forgot the masters name.)....well..she was desparate..and here is where the story gets even crazier..it was also the same day..that a Master whom she loved..finally offered her a collar....which she was bugging for months..and knew him so long and love him so much....."
TAmerault listens
melanie_AV says, "this is the one whom she has known and loved for 14 months..which you met the other day Master AJSpan....but to go on...Mistress 1 did pay heavy to buy her back.....she paid a big price...after she paid for this one...she gave her a choice..simple yet a hard one..which to this day..ate away at her soul..for she was living with the guilt of this for the longest time..and it just was the worst demon..but her choice was.."
melanie_AV says, "come back to the tavern..never going to the BDSM rooms again..or leave for good..."
melanie_AV says, "she chose to leave..for good.."
melanie_AV sighs...o0(for the love of a Master..whom she can never be with).
TAmerault listens and continues to run the hand through your hair
melanie_AV says, "well time went by..and as she spent her time away from gor..she began to hate and despise it completely..was a Gor basher..and was even forced not to go to Gor by her Master..whom she loved..but there was an emptiness inside..was like she was fighting herself to stay away..and she was getting miserable in the meantime.."
TAmerault nods and listens
melanie_AV says, "and every now and then.Gor would come back in the relationship of her Master and this one..and would be one of the most hardest things we both faced...until finally he gave this one a freedom of 2 weeks..to go to Gor..unrestricted un restrained..can even get a collar if she wishes..but..only for two weeks and must be discussed with Masters.."
melanie_AV says, "so she went to IRC....o0(this was about..um 4 months ago or so..3 months maybe)..in that two wweeks..she was in IRC..and was fascinated...she became a tavern slave of Master 3 homestone.."
TAmerault nods
melanie_AV says, "and had a great time..and from there..our relationship went to garbage..although deep down inside she lvoed Master AJSpan ..and still does with all of her heart..in fact..breaking up with him..5 weeks ago was the most detremental thing to her life..and her life has been miserable since...but she didnt rush back to gor..for even though the break up was 5 weeks ago..she has only been back a little over a week and a half.."
melanie_AV says, "in this time..she has been searching herself..and once again met up with Mistress 1
TAmerault listens
melanie_AV says, "*sighs*..and as fitting for a slave..she went to Mistress 1 ..hopping for some type of closure with her demons..some type of forgiveness, mercy anything..and what she got was nothing..but at least now in her heart..she knows..it is finally closed..nothing she got..nothing she will accept..but..in her heart..it is over and she can move on..but she will never forgive herself for what she did to Mistress 1"
TAmerault nods
melanie_AV says, "ironically..she came here..and for some reason is compelled to stay with you..she actually likes you..and would love to be yours..yes she has a weird past..and yes..she confessed herself to those who needed to know..but all this junk in the past..completely..i don know what to say about it..but it is just that..the past..no one here remembers it..no one knows it..but it eats away at this one everyday"
melanie_AV says, "having know this Master Amerault..and knowing this can change a great deal of things...she would just like to do one more thing if she may say..........."
TAmerault says, "go on then..."
melanie_AV bowing her head...as she trembles slightly...tears falling gently down her face....extending her arms out before her..she crisscrosses her wrists...remaining before you..as she closes her eyes tightly in between her upper arms...she says in a trembling voice.........
TAmerault listens closely
melanie_AV says, "Master Amerault this one submits herself fully to you..and if she may..begs for your ko-lar..begs to be yours...begs for you to take this one...if she may say Master Amerault...make this girl your slave Master Amerault"
TAmerault reaches out and places a hand on your head and speaks gently
melanie_AV trembles slightly..as she finds tears flowing down her face....felling the warm hand touch her head...as she shivers completely..listens....remaining in position
TAmerault says, "we have spoken of what it means if I collared you...and you asked that this be online only for now...has this changed at all?"
melanie_AV says, "online only for now Master Amerault..in hopes that if it may go further..but only time will tell if she may say Master Amerault..."
TAmerault says, "Very well, I just wanted to make sure that telling Me all of this had not changed things for you between us"
melanie_AV says, "only thing it changed Master Amerault..is now that you do know...if it changed your views of a girl......"
TAmerault reaches into the pouch at His side and pulls out a silver collar....one with "Property of Amerault, servent of His home"
melanie_AV feels the slight watering of her tears..running down to her arms....her lower lip trembling...
TAmerault holds it beneith your head and letting you see it and the inscription...
TAmerault says, "is this what you seek from Me?"
melanie_AV eyes widen...as her heart wants to explode with emtions..reading the inscription....the tears..running down faster..
melanie_AV says, "YES Master Amerault...."
TAmerault places it within your view on the floor before you and reaches into His pouch once again
melanie_AV lowers her head..as her arms tremble extending them out to you...her wrist crisscrossed..to show her complete submission..
TAmerault takes out a length of binding fiber
TAmerault reaches out and binds your wrists....
melanie_AV feeling the rough texture of the binding rope as they bind a girls wrist together..almost as if testing them out..she moves slightly..realising the security of her binds...closes her eyes..as she almost smiles softly...
TAmerault lowers your arms with a guiding hand and moves your hair to drape at the side of your head....
TAmerault reaches down and picks up the collar and opens it up with a small [click]
TAmerault holds it in view for a fleeting moment as He speaks
melanie_AV trembles as the sensations move throughout her..with the movemen of the hair..her arms bounded and crossed upon her thighs...hears the sound of the colar..as her eyes almost widen with tears....listens..
TAmerault says, "you understand having this collar is a privilege and a responsibility...."
melanie_AV says, "yes Master Amerault..a great privledge..and a heavy responsibility..she understands that fully....."
TAmerault says, "do you understand you are a reflection of My beliefs and training?"
melanie_AV says, "yes Master Amerault...."
TAmerault says, "do you understand that with My collar, you will find many who open you with open arms...and other will try to use you for their own purposes against Me?"
melanie_AV says, "yes Master Amerault..she understands..and hopes that whatever would be thrown to her..that she maintains what is right.."
melanie_AV gently wipes the tears away..as she remains quietly before you..calming herself down...
TAmerault reaches down and lifts your chin so you can see the seriousness of His face when He says this....
melanie_AV locks her glossy eyes..to yours..as she listens..trembling slightly....
TAmerault says, "I just want you to know the seriousness of what that means...these threats are R/L dangers....and have their roots from R/L meetings...."
melanie_AV says, "she understands Master Amerault..and hopes that you will tell a girl the meanings of them..so she knows what to expect if she may ask..but she understands.."
TAmerault says, "do you want them now?"
TAmerault says, "the explinations?"
melanie_AV says, "if you wish to tell a girl now Master Amerault that is your choice..either way..that will not change how she feels..but she will need to know eventually what may come and face her."
TAmerault says, "we will talk about it when I do not get so many calls to interrupt us..{Grins}"
melanie_AV says, "yes Master Amerault..."
melanie_AV smiles softly..
melanie_AV smiles...patience is a virtue and a girl has plenty..o0(at times..smiles)
TAmerault offers the collar to your lips to be kissed